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Friday, September 29, 2006
Umz.. ok as the results are still coming in.. I am not holding too high hopes on my Bio.. i just hope its an O or at the very most.. an E? *cross fingers* GP.. i dunno abt that.. haven't gotten back any of the scripts yet..
Had consultation session wif Ms Yee together wif Ling juz now.. she went through the mistakes we made.. and also made me realise that I am still clueless abt genetic diagrams and when it is sex-linked, autosomal and blah.. all the crap.. -_-" Then when I said keep one factor constanat she laughed like dunno what.. haha.. ok lor.. I really couldn't think of another way to phrase it other than the maths way hahaha.. Oh wells.. but as usual because of that I couldn't finish asking her the questions and OMG.. the papers are really super heavy lar.. hahaha.. I'm really praying that I will have enough time for every subject coz it seems now that I can only manage 2 subjects per day (papers) on top of what's required of me during lessons..
Hehe.. and i went over to LT3 wif Pekkie (although we shld be in LT1) for maths lect.. wise move coz we felt that the lecturer was indeed moving at a more comfy pace and she pointed out common errors and what to avoid etc.. Umz.. so I think I'll just stay put that.. I got my 40+ marks for paper 1 in a tyco manner anyway.. but when I saw and looked throigh my paper.. I nearly wanted to go and bang my head against the wall for the careless mistakes I've made.. But all in all.. I am still grateful that at least I know where I stand and what I shld avoid doing during the As..
Chem tut.. since we had a lil bit of time left over.. we were made to do this peer evaluation thingy w/n our grps hahaha.. pretty hilarious since we all felt that we were just writing sweeping and fu yan statements on the fullscap for each person haha.. shld I say thank goodness I wasn't writing Tingzi's one or not.. muahahaha...
Stayed in school to study for awhile.. was neaarly driving myself mad with the HC 04 Maths paper.. Their ans scheme keeps skipping steps and in between I have to keep figuring out what is happening.. arghs.. luckily I'm finishign the paper soon.. I've at least 2 maths papers, 1 chem paper and 1 bio paper to complete this week! Eeek...
And I think.. I need my sleep badly.. hahaha.. Bleahs..
5 more weeks ppl.. jiayou =)
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11:34 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Haha.. so my Chem is still alright.. Oh man.. Ms Tay's remarks really.. er.. ok.. haha.. Imagine her toking abt AP/GP -_-" LOL.. Anyways.. yeah... I failed my structured.. but thank goodness my other sections salvaged that miserable 60 marks.. haha.. Zai jie zai li ba ppl =)
Maths tut.. Tag asked me what happened and my average mark.. I was like eh.. not too good lor.. haha.. Apparently I am in her list of the struggling students.. ok lar.. but I am quite encouraged by her words coz she asked us not to despair.. NO we shldn't anyway.. Well.. like it or not the marks are reality already.. haha.. So.. juz work harder ba.. who noes? Maybe anyone of us will be one of her student examples to teh next few batches? hahaha...
Then had the checking of the CCA stuff.. waste of time.. Summore quite disorganised.. they shld have done it class by class lar.. Imagine this: Everyone running around the sch just to check if the event can be put under the cert or not.. Chaotic I would say coz it was literally everywhere abt the ground floor of the sch hahaha..
Oh well.. but that was over.. and I have 5 CCAs on my list thanks to the 1st 3 mths stuff.. Din noe that they actually included MJ stuff into the CCA draft too! Hahaha.. Was quite shocked coz I was expecting that my list would be short and sweet.. but apparently NOT.. hehehe..
Then there was this Interview Skills tok.. ok the speaker was pretty funny... kind of enjoyed the tok and at teh same time.. picked up quite a few interview skills.. haha.. let's hope they'll come into play soon..
That's all for today I reckon.. Umz.. 2mr.. bio.. -_-"
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8:44 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Erm ok.. so I've gotten back part of my results... wasn't too sure if I shld be happy or sad lar considering that I din study as thoroughly as I shld hahaha.. That's in teh case for Maths.. Got quite an expected mark I suppose? Haha.. But I hafta sit for teh re test haha..
Chem.. quite happy over it.. and quite surprised too.. hehe.. at least I can rely on it haha..
Bio.. dunno lehx.. still seem quite uncertain.. Hopefully my essay can salvage lar..
That's all.. shall edit later on..
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10:28 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Hehe.. had k-lunch wif CIndy and XZ today.. ok lar.. the food wasn't that bad but the bad thing was they chased us out before the time ended.. haha.. Oh well.. but then again.. this is a nice song:
05.天天夜夜 -- F.I.R
how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go
how do i everever survive
how do i how do i
oh how do i live
当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留
说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久都让我心动
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱
每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
so how do i live how do i live
how do i live without you
当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还放手
没有一次停留
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久都让我心动
oh tell me now
how do i live without you
how do i breathe without you
Its soooo nice! But next time I shld get someone who knows the song to sing together wif me.. instead of me singing both the male and the female parts alone! Haha.. I nearly died from shortage of breath muahaha.. but on the whole it was quite nice.. BUT!! I forgot to sing Joey Rong's Ai Qing Fu XinG! Oh man.. haha.. oh well.. better luck next time.. haha.. I think 2.5 hours really not enuff for one session.. haha.. still prefer the 5 hour session de.. hehe.. more songs to sing! =P
Then watched John Tucker Must Die wif Wen Min.. pretty nice movie.. and funny too! Haha.. And shopped around PS for a while... haha.. ok..
Prob coz of that I'm losing conc when I was trying to do some work juz now.. haha.. too tired and hyped out ;)
And Tingzi... I will do your quiz that u tagged me liek n years ago aftre I reformat my comp.. can't risk it hehe.. coz I wanna have more songs b4 I do it muahaha..
And I seriously need to work on my vocab.. haha..
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11:07 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Yay... prelims are finally over haha.. as if I'll do that well this time round lidat.. I'm not that acost in many areas muahaha... time for a few days break though.. stupid sch dun wanna gif us one more day off.. those who take S paper really super jialat.. No break at all.. and the post-prelim timetable commences on tues (can I take it that I din hear the announcement today? hahaha) Oh wells.. And the new time table is so cool can? I get released at 11am if I dun haf my lunch on both Weds and Thurs.. its abit redundant lar really coz I only see alot of lectures and not much tutorials.. the most ironic thing is... we're having only one tutorial for maths and on weds lessons are all lectures.. -_-"
Point aside.. celebrated the end of prelims by gg to Taka today.. no not to shop but to fill up an employment form haha.. alogn wif Pekkie, Emi and tingzi.. ahha.. Too kiasu eh? But early bird catches the worm.. haha.. and the gonna be O level graduates finish their exams earlier than us.. so the earlier we apply.. better chances I guess haha...
Followed by that.. tingzi came over to my hse and my x-box welcomed her.. haha.. as well as the arcade at rivervale mall.. haha.. oh.. there's this game like O2Jam! haha.. pretty fun.. even though it was juz a mere 2 stages.. tingzi and I nearly couldn't clear it haha...
Oh wells.. plans for 2mr are: Gg to k-lunch wif Cindy and XZ.. and after that gg to watch movie wif Wen Min! haha.. Ok.. prob gg to gym next week.. can't wait to burn off the fats that I've acucmulated! hahaha.. and running on the treadmill haha..
Ok.. I think that's all.. gg to zzz soon... prob gg church on sun? dunnos.. haha.. I've been MIA for qute sometime muahaha..
Full scale mugging commences on mon.. sigh.. A levels... 6 weeks.. or ratehr.. 5 weeks..
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11:16 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
I seriously ADORE bio.. grrr... but anyway I am finding much more enjoyment doing chem hahaha...
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10:30 PM
Just realised that Sylvia (my sec 4 classmate) has gone to Cambridge to study.. ok that's prob for quite some time already just that I was too engrossed in my own world to realise that.. Umz.. And I wonder how ZZ is now.. in Canada.. When will my turn ever come? haha.. if I ever have a chance to go overseas.. which is like literally no.. I'll choose either UK or China.. muahaha.. big diff? Nah.. But well.. gg overseas is indeed a good experience I suppose and judging from the looks of Sylvia's photos.. she's having alot of fun there.. haha..
Umz.. brings me to think.. is it becasue Sg's education is too harsh? Ironically they keep changing the edu syst to suit our needs but things is.. its too tough I suppose.. Talk abt keeping local talent when we can't even survive the basics of the country's education... Oh wells.. I suppose gg overseas is indeed better.. haha.. more exposure to the outside as well as education.. from a different view.. (and maybe learn more abt independency? hahaha) perhaps over there we will truely find the meaning of enjoying the process of studying.. and not just reguritate every single bit of information we have on our notes as most Sg students have done all throughout their years.. And maybe.. not too much emphasis on paper qualifications? =)
Of course.. many ppl will often say that youngsters always think that the grass is greener elsewhere.. but perhaps it would do them good to see that they shld not just base their judgement on their teenage/young adult years too because we're living in the 21st century now.. Yeap.. this sounds like one of the views from JCT's GP.. haha.. I guess the older generation thinks that we are more fortunate just because we undergo education.. Oh wells..
Another thing to chew on is my conver wif Ling and Li Xuan yest on the way home.. we really can't imagine 10 years down the road what we'll be like.. and how the older generation in future can all speak in English?? haha.. And it also brought us to think abt the email that I've received from ducky a few days back regarding the future generation in the year 3000 haha.. I can't imagine how technology could be so advanced then.. But I am indeed glad that I've witnessed the transformation from one millenium to the next..
Umz.. I guess that's just how life is.. we spend nearly 1/3 of our lives studying.. and another 1/3 for working.. while the remaining is for retirement? hahas.. Life is indeed of surprises =)
Before I forget..
Happy belated bday Kai Lin, Cindy and Ducky!! Hope you gals find ur prince charmings soon! Haha.. Ducky.. hope ta see u in uni~~ haha.. KL.. hope to meet up wif ya more oft.. and CIndy.. umz.. hope you wun be so hua chi anymore!! Hahahaha...
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12:50 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
Muahaha... finally the atriocious 1st week of exams are over.. in my case.. my heavier papers are over but not so for Tingzi and WRB.. so jiayou guys!
Past week was super hiong... esp on tues.. bio and maths paper.. woah.. imagine taking an afternn maths paper after mugging for bio.. woah.. I think most of us were tired out that day.. =) But I think the maths paper 2 was quite bad.. same sentiments as most of my friends haha.. Bio.. no time to finsih haha... SO I dun think I'm gg to expect too much from this prelims since they're out to kill.. Chem.. no time oso.. haha.
BUT.. ultimately its the As.. Jiayou peeps ;)
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9:22 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Yay.. one paper down.. alot more to go.. BUT! Today's GP was quite ok.. but I reckon that alot of ppl have the same points as mine too.. but who cares right when you dun get out of point? Muahaha.. 2mr will be quite taxing and I wun be online for quite sometime so..
ON HIATUS.. at least till the end of this week.. hopefully I can ban myself from the comp hehehe.. And I'm praying hard that I can do well this time round.. I wanna reach my target!! Good luck ppl.. and hope that you guys and gals can reach your aim too ;)
Hope Ms Yee replies my email soon.. or not it'll hafta be after the prelims when I can take a look at my essays.. hehehe...
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5:27 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Ok.. I've got endless things to study but heck lar.. Not as though i'm feeling prepared for this anyway.. haha.. Coz I haven't touched on organic chem.. I dun wish to tok abt dummmy bio coz its like everything oso haven't study.. Maths.. I lack a lot of practise despite not reading through my notes.. SO.. I'll just try my best.. and leave it to God to do the rest... Too tired of thinking of the outcome.. but I only know that once this week is over.. I will be slightly free-er..
I luv chem.. haha.. its the only subject i have slightly more confidence in now.. hehe..
KK.. jiayou ppl.. 12 days to freedom! I luv to countdown ;)
The battle's starting...
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2:28 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
So tired.. Had a marathon consultation.. 10--1.30 is for Ivan Lim's maths.. XH joined in.. umz.. then after that was chem.. wow.. and I had my "lunch" only at abt 2.45 in front of Ms Tay.. LOL.. oh! And someone got reprimanded by her for hitting my head.. LOL... but at least she liked what we gaev her hahaha...
Looks like still haf lots of things to do.. too lazy to blog le.. night!
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9:51 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Tired.. tired.. tired.. tired..
Grr... stupid revision package for maths.. I wonder if it's coz of my no aptitude for maths or its jzu coz I din revise well.. ok.. fine.. I dunno if I'm angry wif myself or what oso..
ARGH..
On a lighter note.. just read Tingzi's blog.. realised that what she said was sooo absolutely true.. Just like me and dang.. we're nto as close as before even though we just live one street apart.. Even though recently we started to study together again. .which was juz once.. there's still an inevitable gap.. and to think that we're studying in the same sch too.. sigh.. nth is eternal I guess? and I suppose it is indeed true that you can't say for sure that your "best friend" will remain a "best friend" since you meet and bid farewell to many ppl in your life.. Nth is predicatable.. (sounds like my relationship wif a certain someone..) Becasue you nvr know how just a single moment can change your life.. and turn youself around..
Perhaps the true meaning of "part and parcel of life" really refers to teh different stages of life and how we have to "parcel" up some of our thoughts and experiences into memories that will be hidden somewhere in the subconscious.. or even given away.. and forgotten..
I really have forgotten how I even got that close to tingzi.. all I can rem is that our friendship is indeed one of a kind.. And I guess the best way to keep it gg now is to treasure whatever times we have together now.. because sometimes the meanign of friendship will really be lost if you dun keep in contact wif each other for too long..
Perhaps that is what is called "affinity"?
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11:45 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Gg back to sch 2mr for the sake of the Maths remedial.. i think I desperately need help in my integration too.. haha.. but.. good thing is.. I managed to seek Ivan Lim's help! Haha.. Thanks Mr Lim.. grrr... Mrs Tag dun wanna reply my sms.. so I assume she has gone la la land.. which can be sickening coz i have alot of questions to ask and no where to ask.. and I can only ask Mr Tay questions this week and he has to attend to 5 other ppl w/n the span of 2 hours oso.. hahaha..
Oh well.. been mugging at the library.. pretty productive today I would say.. haha.. I hope I can keep this up.. I really wan to do well for my prelims.. Though I can make it 2mr for Bio.. I think I better not risk it.. in case the same thing happens again due to fatigue.. haha..
Yeah.. .I am still getting sick and tired of this.. Its just liek the analogy that some teacher (can't rem who) drew.. that we're at the 5th lap of the race.. too ke xi to gif it up.. but yet too tired to carry on.. But.. we shld always perservere umz?
Jiayou ba ppl.. Good luck for GP on Mon~~~~~ And oops.. I've been neglecting GP..
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10:47 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
I feel like a pig.. keep eating chocs non-stop.. hahaha.. Ok.. that was random =)
Countdown: 7 days to prelims..
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10:13 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Note: Half of this entry is gg to be a tribute to Yin Yue Ri Ji..
真的是光阴似箭,日月如梭。。六年的音乐日记,就如此地,毫无“警告”地结束了。
我承认自己以前只是会很不仔细的听,因为那时候正好是我做功课的时候。但是,昨天的音乐日记真的让我深深地感动。灵芝的声音,总是有办法带出那种无法形容的感觉,似乎是让你感同身受,感触良多的那种心情。
以前的自己,只会认为广播,纯粹是为了娱乐。但音乐日记。。真的让我刮目相看。
人,总是在失去某样东西后,才懂得“珍惜” 这两个字的含义,也了解了什么叫遗憾与后悔。
相信大家都不太舍得这个节目,But I suppose.. all good things will always come to an end... 不然为什么会有“天下无不散之筵席”这句话呢?
相信音乐日记在大家的心中,多多少少也有留下一点点烙印吧?
音乐日记。。I will definitely not forget it..
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Ok.. anyway I just felt like blogging that because I felt that YYRJ really deserved some recgonition from its listeners.. esp since you're toking abt it running for 6 years.. 6 long years!!
Oh well.. hehe.. anyway I wasn't paying much attention during tuition today.. Xin Bu Zi Yan.. Stress factor again.. haha.. bleahs.. More abt it on the other side of me.. and yes I did cry coz I really couldn't tahan... but it was juz for a short while ;)
And went to see LZ.. haha.. ok lar.. I was the first.. and thank goodness I was there slightly earlier or not I'm sure LZ would definitely haf to wait for quite sometime! Hehe.. Ok lar.. juz a small chit-chat session and abit of leng chang too.. hehe.. but she did try to erm.. lighten up the atmosphere haha.. As usual.. I'm deemed as the stressed one.. Ok.. this will all be over soon.. and SOON!!! I can't wait for grad night.. seriously.. Oh! forgot to ask her for her blog add.. hmmm.. nvm.. hehe.. Oh well..
After that.. I sort of went splurging for a while.. but it did help in brightening up my day.. coz.. I spent money on a pair of converse sneakers! Hehehe.. okies.. looks like retail therapy works on me hahaha.. My next week is really packed with consultations and all.. woah..
Ok.. I think its abt time I go back to my notes.. shoots.. gotta finish like n chapters of organic chem and biochem this week so that next week i can focus more on bio and maths.. Good luck ppl.. jiayou ba..
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10:23 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
Umz.. I seriously think that this kind of weather is great but chilly at the same time coz I'm shivering even wif my jacket on at the library.. And I feel like a pig coz the weather is speeding up my metabolism and I can't stop eating! hahaha.. ok.. I guess I do need to put on weight in others' opinion.. haha..
Point aside.. I went to the airport to see Jessica Hsuan (Xuan Xuan) off this morning! She's a HK actress btw.. haha.. and I got her autograph! Hehe.. ok lar.. typical of me to get so excited over HK stars.. and I'm nvr gg to wash my shirt again coz she touched it while we took a pic together! Weee... well.. she's soooo sweet! But she's pretty skinny.. felt so xin teng for her.. haha.. and she bought 5 boxes of cakes home? haha.. Aw... but she's really sweet and nice! =) Oh well.. haha.. And I kind of look erm.. bad in the photo :P And she waved all the way.. hehe..
Well.. life went back to normal after that.. went back to my notes at AMK lib.. and I've suddenly become an "object" to be suaned wif no thanks to Tingzi!! Argh.. apparently the psychological test that we took doesn't seem to be true on me.. haha..
Ok for now.. 2mr having a gathering wif LZ! Wee.. another thing to look forward to hahaha.. At least it brightens up my day even though I did haf slight mood swings today esp when I had to keep asking Tingzi questions.. hehee...
Before I forget.. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! Hehehe.. Oh the sort of replies u get from them when u sms them are so funny.. hehehe...
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9:27 PM