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Saturday, August 28, 2004
I hate to say this but... after reading Esther's livejournal.... I cried.... again... I just realised how much i shall miss 4 Empathy... How much I shall miss the fun, sad, happy, good old days with my fellow guides *btw, She Yah, thx for ur touching msg =) *.... How much I will miss everyone in CCHMS *other den that few ppl such as...well Im sure CCHMS de ppl should noe.... * I shall miss sitting in a classroom... I shall miss everyone... in fact everything and every part of CCHMS... *sniffs*
Ok... I'll be deemed as emotional again.... oh wells... but hey~ Who wouldn't feel emotional right? Summore when penguin yest announced the date of graduation ceremony... I felt liek crying *but of coz, rest assured, i did not* but.... i shall definitely get the whole ceremony down on film wif Don's videocam * I hope she lends me... * and my mum has agreed to buy my a digicam for it~! guess that's one nice part.... * sighs *
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2:08 PM
So... One week has passed le but I can tell u that none of the sec 4s are that eager to see it pass.... On Monday it shall be the first round of prelim practicals and haix.... I dunno what to say.... can feel the major tension mounting up inside now... next whole week there is no lesson coz mon and thurs practical den tues and weds have teachers day celebration *which is probably the only thing that i am looking forward to... * and then fri sparks of the debut of the prelims... and gosh its only the prelims.... doubt i'll be going out to do anything during that 'break' other then celebrating Yu Xuan's bday....
Well... alot of ppl keep on saying that I am super hardworking and ya... but let me clarify that I am only hardworking in the areas of Chem and Maths because I like Chem*which is probably the only subject that i both like the teacher and also the subject other thasn chinese which I dun really liek the teacher =P * and I work for maths because I have to... I'm born wif a stupid brain that does not allow me to be flexible enuff for the maths questions being posed so I suppose I can only make do wif it.... As for Physics... I'm not intending to even pass it coz its better to get better grades for my a maths which i do agree that I have been working hard on it then to fail both subjects right? Besides... even though I can score for my class tests in Physics... I juz dun get the idea why I forever cannot pass my major exams!~
Anyway.... this whole week basically teh major topic is abt Li Jia Wei haha.... oh did I mention that she is my Singapore Idol now?? Haha... anyway I bought one whole week's worth or Zaobao and Straits Times and I haven een read it~!!! haix... no time lar everyday oso have tuition or remedial one... but luckily I did listen a little to PM Lee's speech until the last twenty minutes when I fell asleep =P Umx... the autograph books are zooming in and while I was watching Sg Idol on Thurs, I was writing Ai jia's book in between... haix... although tian1 xia4 wu2 bu4 san4 zhi1 yan4 xi2, but over the last 1 and 3/4 years, bonds have forged and I can't help feeling emotional... well anyway, that's juz a typical standard of me... I'm always deemed as the most emotional gal in class coz I alwas cry over A maths and i think I can use up two packets of tissues when A maths and Physics debrief is on, so ppl out there, pls help me bring tissues =P Ok... I'm juz joking....
Haix... hey~! I managed to pass my autograph book to Mrs Kee after much hassle~! hahaha... lookign forward to what she will wrute in there but anyway I didn't write much abt myself in there lar... coz its mainly for other ppl to write one mar... all I can sya is that its full of stickers~! haha.... and ya if u do come across it, hui xin's message is very touching.. .I read it and cried man... haha.... Umx...
Hey guys, juz wanna say good luck to the upcomign prelims and most importantly, the O levels~! Oh yeah and did I mention Ling Zhi read out my sms again on Monday at 00.12 am~! Haha... she is so cute ask all of us to jia you for the Os *I dedicated the song to the 4 EP ppl... 4EP'04 rules forever~!~!* Haha....
K lar.... gotat stop here and go back to the maths le.... buai guys~ and P.S. take care of urselves... this is teh most important period of time k?? =)
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1:01 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Li Jia Wei lost the match for the bronze medal... *sniffs* K lar... I dun think anybody would be as sad as her lor coz she was crying until very pek chek... juz like when I fail my Physics by one mark I cry until I used up 2 packs of tissue btu I think to her its worse... Luckily PM Lee called to comfort her which was quite soothing... And she did her best le... I think prob she's too nervous and stressed le lar *ain't surprising coz Sg only sent 16 athletes to take part in the Olympics lor... * Den coz she was too eager to win... buty anyway I still feel sorry for her lar.... Haha... think I like her alot le... den I put in Alina's autograph book that she was my Sg idol wahahha.... got inspired by Kai Lin coz she said she lieks Zhang Yi Ning hahaha....
Umx... recently alot of hw and its moutning up liek a nver ending mountain.... dotx... and still haev lotsa tests to study for... haix... think I'm gonan flunk it all.... anyway gotta go le lar... study until liek crazy today... .dotx... Stomach not really feeling well...
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1:05 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
-->skool??//chung cheng high main
-->class??// 4 Empathy *rocks*
-->hu's ur form teacher??// Mrs kee
--> ur reg. no??// 05
-->cleverest in class??// Kai Lin and Hui Xin and Xin Rou lor....
-->mos siao guy or gurl in class?// dunno
--> mos hated guy or grl in class?// Yu Ze ba?
-->hu got da loudest voice in class??// Gui Hao? *no offence*
-->hu's da crappiest in class??// dunno
hu's always late??// Dominic
--> -->hu's da eng rep??// Ren Yuan
-->maths rep??// Agatha and Clara
-->sci rep??// Chem-- Zhang Zhao, Physics-- Wei Xian
-->hist rep??//no hist.
-->lit rep??// Joanne
-->geog rep??// Joe
-->sports captains??// Dunno
-->chairman??// Rina
-->vice-chair??// Dominic
-->treasurer??// Janice
-->hu's in npcc??// Gui Hao, Joanne
-->ncc??// none
-->girls' brigade??// me *girl Guides*
-->boys' brigade??// none
-->band??// none
-->dance society??// nobodi
-->dos?// ELDDS larx.. Mei Jie, Dominic, Esther
-->choir??// Li Min, Pamela, Sylvia, Xin Rou, Yi Shan, Cui Wen
-->it media club??// none
-->innovation club??// dun haf larx
-->badminton??// none
-->netball??// nobodi
-->table tennis??// Ai Jia
-->hu's da cutest guy in class??// duno..
-->hu's da cutest gurl in class??// Umx... dunno
-->hu's da mos handsome in class?// dunno
-->hu's da most chio in class?//Umx... everyone has their own qualities
-->hu's da mos perverted in class??// duno
-->hu stinks da mos in class??// dunno
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5:37 PM
Li Jia Wei lost yest's match 3-4.... *sniffs* it was soooooo close lor~!!! Summore that stupid North Korean girl is a stinking fella who keeps on shouting everytime she scores.... no wonder even the 93.3 DJs oso mockign her by saying that she has a good throat in revenge to Li's startling ring *woah..... did Susilo propose??? =P* But anyway... lets hope and pray pray pray pray pray hard that she will win tonight's match to clinch the bronze medal... the first medal to be won after 44 years!~~
Umx... ok nothing much to blog abt lar... juz wanted to update abt the Olympics stuff haha... den yest I was watching this "ling yi ji si dang an" on SCV which was supposedly quite scary lar coz its all ghosts.... and its liek the seventh lunar month now??? haha.... anyway like what yuxuan said before, if u did not do anything against ur conscience den you do not haev to be afraid... but still... its better to be safe den sorry what right? haha....
Anyway.. 2molo last practical le... *sniffs* before we have our practical exam... Oh god please please please please please let me get good results to get into a good JC... .or at least NYJC so that I can take chinese.... den can oso lessenn my mum's burden too... *sighs* prelims are juz 2 weeks away and the tension is gettign nearer and nearer.... looks liek i got to step up on my revision and sleeping hours again... but the only thing I'm afraid of is that before I even get to the prelims, I'll fall ill coz of my tight schedule and this is an absolute no no.... I CANNOT fall ill now... Ok lar... I can coz I wanna skip thur's chi test... stupid penguin changed it on friday den I study the ying yong wen oso go to waste... kaox....
Haix... K lar... Li's match gonna start soon le so I guess I better get going too =) Hope she wins~!!
Cya guys and good luck to everyone takign the prelims~!
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5:31 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Hey hey guys..... I 'm back again~~~ Well Li Jia Wei got into the semis!~!!! So happy for her... I was watchin it live at two o clock and was soooooo kancheong coz she was up against the last Olympics gold medalist and also the world's second ranking lor..... She did Singapore proud~!!! haha.... now its up to the semis where she will be facing the 25th in position North Korea girl.... Jiayou jia Wei~! Haha... the other day Yi Shan was like saying Susilo suffered a thrashing defeat because 40% he was thinking too much of Li Jia Wei which was of coz not true but jokingly I was thinking if that was so, then li Jia Wei must have beaten Wang Nan coz she wanted to plot revenge for Susilo hahahha....
Anyway, yest was super long day and I reached home only at like 7.30.... haha.... didn't bring umbrella even though it was raining so it was "wen yu" *Huang Xiang Yi* for me.... Aud got bring lar but coz I nbr use den she oso dun wanna use so she used her file... even though wei liang kept coercing us to use it... .hahhaa... Anyway coz after attending that HSK course den realised taht it wasn't easy at all... Oh my.... i signed up for it coz I wanna go maybe BeiJing University or QingHua and the only way is to.... get a cert cum scholarship.... hahaha..... well.... first lesson was Mrs kee de and it was revision haha... den when I was asking Alina something she tot I was going to ask her den I was like haha... nono.... think she's used to me asking alot of questions le...
Den after that on Thurs stupid Wei Xian made the same mistake as me in the essay den GH keep talking abt it... wah kao... if its one thing I hate ar.. it will have to be when ppl keep on tossing this kind of irritating rumours.. I mean I juz dun liek it lar... and it does get onto ur nerves sometimes....
Oh wells.... what can i say? In a friendship there muz be give and take mar =) So i dun blame her lar..... k lar gotta say tatax le coz I wana catch a nap b4 watching Li's match for the medal... please please please please please let her win~!!!!!!!!
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2:22 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Umx.... yest actually wanted to update one budden server was down.... sian... Anyway yest was a super busy day coz I went for Chem tutorial *revision on electrolysis* to ask Mrs Kee questions in the papers.... Yeah..... Den after that had to rush down for tuition *Physics* till 7.30, and from there I went for A maths again..... Weeee...... how fun... made me soooooo darn tired k??? But anyway, yest's Physics lesson was fun hahaha..... I'm gonna fail my Physics..... how nice.... So I went to school wif a zombie like face and a slight cough in the morning....
Ok den now I'm doing Lit.... and I'm very very tired..... haha... but can't sleep without hearing Ling Zhi's voice over yess 9.33..... and her show starts at eleven... lol... K lar..... Just sian so update abit =P cya~!
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3:27 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Hey guys.... sorry I didn't update for sooooo long hahha.... Anyway... here's a quick update... On monday, National day, me, Hui Xin, Yu Xuan and Gui Hao went to Changi Airport to meet up wif our class.... well actually only 11 ppl including us and some of the boys.... to do the teachers' day collage.... Haha... the turnout is all very cute ok??!!! Lol... Esp davamoni who loooked soooo much like a santa claus and oso a grandpa??? hahhha.....
K then on Thursday I was having this horrible stomach cramp till ai jia oso saying what I looked very tired and was asking if I felt ok... It was so jialat... If only I had known that the first lesson would be english den I would have gone to the sick bay and rest le... coz I was trying to rest on my desk and I felt as if the table was shaking... basically juz means that I was feeling giddy lar haha.... But anyway I felt slightly better after resting in class during PE....
Ok... abt friday.... it was the O level oral and man I was the third last candidate... waited for quite long lar before it was my turn but of coz.... Xinrou was worse coz she was the last candidate... I hate one of e examiners lor~!!!! wah lao... give me that kind of bu shuang face down there.... yawn in front of me summore.... I feel like telling her that I oso dun wan to be here if not for the sake of the Os lor... yeah.... but anyway I come out only walk until my legs liek jelly lidat hahaha.... den summore I cried lar... k that was juz to let the nervous feeling all out ok??? hahhaa.....
K lar... thats abt all... Oh ya I opened the file that Mrs Ho sent to my other email account and I got virus in my com again~! S**t it lar... ppl please take note do not open "textfile"
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11:24 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Umx... basically i'm juz back after my pri school gathering =) Yup... we're meeting up after 4 years of seperation haha.... most of us didn't chaneg much in terms of our looks but we all grew taller =) haha... I suppose that was expected but anyway we went to watch the village... the story plot was a little boring coz there was only a slight twist to the story but it was quite shocking and the gals *me, Nuan Ting, Angela* screamed liek dunno what when the monster came out hahaha.... Anyway, after that Nuan Ting went off and we went to meet up wif Xiang Yin aqnd Emily before going for dinner at Mache... its qute a nice place but its very very ex =P
Well after that we took neoprints wif Alice who joined us up later and boy it was nice sia I can tell u haha... Umx... went our seperate ways after dat.... Tomolo stil have to go Changi Airport to do the collage for teachers budden.... haha abit sian and I will miss my Cai Yi Lin show~!!!!!!! ARGH~!!!!!!! why does it hafta be tomolo??!!!! Haha.... but anyway, suan le ba... I can dl the MTVs I suppose.... *sigh* My national day break gone down the drain juz lidat.... nvm... 2molo juz say I have to go off earlier ba haha... den can come home and do homework.l.. its never ever
ending.... hate the kind of life...
K lar... think I'll stop here... and yes... I muz say that most of the gals prefer chem to physics *Xiaodang ni yao ji zhu wor~! hahaha jkjk =)* so.... I MISS CHEM~!!! argh hahhaa..... and I'm losing my chem prac/ tutorial 2molo and one chem lesson on tues~! oh mans....
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9:42 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
dot dot... yesterday got detention coz skipped english tutorial but have 150 ppl skip wor~! Wah.... haha... anyway I'll juz take it as a memory b4 I leave sch ba? My class have 21 ppl who skipped wor~! Haha..... first detnetion in my four years.... then Mr Soon oso ask us to do squats and to make things worse I had taekwondo at night and wahahhaa.... you shld noe now lar.../ my legs aching like hell now.... Ya den HuiXin say penguin was so shocked that ZZ, me and Yuxuan skipped the tutorial haha.... Am I that guai in school? I dun think so.... But anyway, 2 lessons to be learnt: Lesson no. 1---> Nbr try to be a pai kia agian =P Lesson no. 2---> Nbr ever skip tutorials when you know that alot of ppl are gonna skip it =P
Anyway, yest was national day celebration... wore red and white to school =) Den after that session of detention, went to Kallang KFC to eat wif Xinrou and company.... sooooo many ppl sia~! Haha... all go after National Day de... After that went back home to catch a little bit of sleep b4 watching the last epi of Jian4 Zheng4 Shi2 Lu4 haha..... And ya... Yuxuan came to my house to stay over and study at the same time... so haha... as usual I ask her maths lar of coz... what else can I ask her??!! Haha... My maths totally sucks to the core lor... We did until one something den lights off and we talked abt oral--- the conver part only lar haha... den suddenly changed the topic to our O level papers... saying that for our year the papers are going to be super hard coz last years' ones were quite easy... I mean there was not a single RV question in their A maths~! Die liao..... Umx... den she went off quite early today... so sad didn't have a chance to taste my mum's cooking =)
Umx... nothing much to update abt lar... except that Thurs no Chem lesson so could not ask Mrs Kee questions... and oh... speaking of that she is soooo cute hahhaa... wore green at first but had a red jacket which she wore later wahaha... Sian..... thats all for today... gonan slack abit more =)
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2:55 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Depressing..... depressing..... I came out of my A maths tuition only to realise that i feel so inferior and you noe why? All the radian questions are so hard..... eithere that or my brain is not functioning.... Sickening lehx.... Its as if I dun understand Relative Velocity is not bad enuff lor.... i mean initially i still could catch it and I am supposed to understand it ke coz my tuition teacher has already gone thru it~! Either the stupid vector diagrams I always get wrong, I totally cannot draw it AND Mdm Tan keep on emphasizing on the i and j method which i COMPLETELY cannot understand..... sucks
Haix....sometimes I juz wish that life can juz stop now.... as in I fade off from the world.... I was doing Physics and it was like nearly half of the questions I got wrong lor... How am i going to sit for my prelims, and not to even say my O levels???? I may appear happy and joyful in front of my frens but let me tell you... I am not.... I cry at night when no one is looking.... Oh ya and to gloat over my misery.... I failed both my E maths probability test by one pathetic mark and failed... or rather FLUNKED my A maths test... the one on the kinematics..... stupid test... even though 2/3 of my class failed... .I am still nearly at the bottom again~! Haix... after I got my 'best' results... the mock exam one summore..... what the heck???!!!
Then today went for Lit remedial.... dear me it lasted for only 1/2 an hour~!!!! waste of time ok???! Its bad enuff that I have to throw out my Weds for lit but its even worse if its only 1/2 hour coz I have tuition after that and in between the time I really dunno what to do... .dotx dotx dotx..... WL like not free everytime lor den cannot help me and Aud.... haix... he says he can only help me after my prelims.... But I need it now... coz I feel like crying the moment i see a question I dunno how to do.... I'm depressed....
Ok lar at least I'm not as bad as Hui Xin coz she needs to retake test... and oh ya... Mrs Kee not feeling well so shld tell her this: Get well soon~!!! Erm.... haha.... she doesn't even noe that i have a blog.... maybe end of the year then tell her ba haha.... Darn it there is so much homework that is accumulating like a huge mountain now.... Sicko.... prelim papers... and everything... haix.... wanna start revision but there doesn't seem to be enuff time coz almost every week also have at least one test.... ='( *sighs*..... This is a very very bad year... I half wish I can turn back time and alter the results for my PSLE so that I wun be soooooo stressed up now.... evryone's not in the mood to chat... not me either... but sometimes i really wish there is someone I can raelly talk to abt this... I mean I can't keep talkign abt myself and my problems in front of my friends right???
Oral comign soon le... ours is on Friday the Thirteen... believe it or not??!! Haix... anyway, wish everyone the best of luck for it and jiayou ba =)
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9:17 PM