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Saturday, March 27, 2004
And hi again ppl.... its been one week le.... well almost... i had quite a bad start today for guides.... when i was abt to go for flag raising then i had one guide who nearly felt like vomitting.... so i brought her back to the concourse to rest for a while... and geraldine was like saying what's taking the role call and flag raising so long.... mrs toh wanted to go rush them all that and i got to answer quite a few questions which i was not very sure of too.... but after mrs toh left the guide said she was feeling ok so i brought her back.... but then again.... not long after mrs toh reached, siew boon was looking very pale and i brought her back again.... there goes the flag raising haha.....
Ok... then while i was like practising the basic first aid skills, a few of the guides came back with stomach aching... including my "daughter" haha.... so i attended to them and not logn after i went arnd with she yah looking for a lost hp arnd the school.... we went for abt two rounds then gave up.... and i nearly quarrelled with jas over that too.... maybe i shld just face the fact that all of us needed to calm down.... and we went one more round b4 going to the canteen for a break and i "treated" jas to a drink.... but she returned me the money =) Anyway jas was like saying she was in deep trouble bcoz there was a parent who came down saying that the daughter came for guides ( ya realli) budden someone called them and said she was not present.... We accompanied her to the staff room look for mrs toh and ya... she told us off but in a gentle manner though...
Waited for awhile and went for lunch with ee hiang only to find my mum waiting for me at the admin block no sooner after i walked out of the canteen... So we chatted for awhile whereas my mum was like talkign with me,.... went into the LT soon and heard yue yue lecture abt the O level results yet again.. .dunno how many times le.... but after that coz my index number in front and ai jia was not there so i went to see mrs kee and dava first... .both said i was quite hardworking.... But a maths needed practise and said i was "guai" haha.... ok... at least that was ok lar.... Then mummy went to look for kwek kwek and while waiting we cahtted very very logn wif mrs choo.... she is sooooooo nice.... i miss her soooooo much..... haha.... mrs choo was like patting my shoulder when i told her say i really got try my best and went for every remedial lesson haha.... she is soooo nice..... anyway my mum dun realli like mr kwek haha...
kk gtg le buai!~
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4:55 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
time realli flies sia... one week is over in the twinkling of the eye isn't it? haha.... i have completed most of my homework, except for a maths and the dreaded newspaper cuttings.... i'm intending to do the a maths one only after i have completed the tutorials that the school has given us for the revision of sec 3 topics.... yeah.... i did it like craziness... ppl haben started, i was like keep on asking ppl questions on it lor... haha
Anyway, I went for tuition officially yesterday.... and there is a chinese saying that goes " hai mei xue zou jiu xue fei " yeah... thats what i'm feeling coz at my tuition place, they are learning applications of INTEGRATION.... and i'm already struggling with diffrentiation man.... haha.... but anyway, i still can catch up with them so far.... at least i could understand a little.... so from now on, i'' be occupied from mon--sat.... with sunday as my only free day of tuition....haix.... wished i had joined tuition earlier.... at least i wun have to cry so mu7ch over my results.... but nvm, i shall "qi si hui shen" and prove that i can at least get a B3....
Ok... then after tuition i went to my bro's BBQ site... hehe.... his bday was yesterday.... so.... kor, happy blated bday~!! haha... dun think he will come across this anyway.... budden, I enjoyed myself there bcoz i was talking to stef.... and kept on talking to her.... haha... she was like saying at her prelims she still got E8 for her history haha.... at least that cheers me up a little... .and the cake she boght was horribly melted.... and it was all chocolatty....so it was not that bad after all hehe..... Umx.... got home very very late sia and slept very very late the previous day haha... .coz donna was drilling me in maths again as usual... =P
Anyway, seems that i have a very tight schedule lined up ahead of me wef this week... what to do?? results more impt mar.... and to von jie.... I always read ur blog one ok?? she always nbr reply my smses.... ='c oh wells.... wish her all the best of luck into getting into a university of her choice =) Checking my timetable now.... horrible layout..... coz on thurs my lessons end at 4 and i have 5... FIVE periods of english.... OMG~! anyway, i passed on the msg le but not sure if everyone willl receive it... haha.... done my part le =P I'm trying to find more songs to dl to burn a new CD haha... I'm crazy le... everytime i have a new Cd, i abandon my old ones.... till now dunno how many CDs i burned le =P Yeah.... if you are wondering why my mood is so good today, its becoz Mrs Kee nor Penguin called~! isn't that great??
K... its quite late le... betta sleep for now coz no more hols le... *sniffs* buai~!!
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10:02 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
Umx... got so pissed off tonight coz my sis, who is obviously doing nothing ask me to go out to top my mum's card.... she was playing x box lor... while i was doing my hw and maths for like dunno how long.... you noe its damn irritating to be interrupted when you are doing work?? Esp since you noe you have not much time left for the hols.... Like me... Haix.... And now she spoils my mood for doing hw... nice of her rite?? den when i came back, where was she?? sleeping SWEETLY liek a pig on her bed while i continue to do my hw..... so SWEET of her....
Anyway after that i kept throwing my temper at her...just can't stand her.... she go kitchen come out, den i go in.... she watch TV in bedroom, i watch at living room.... same channel.... same show.... and my mood is so darnnnnnn bad today that i kept bickering wif my mum.... too bad.... btw, i dunno if she got really hear or not lor that day when i told her my darn f**king physics results.... bet she did not hear it because she obviously still thinks i'm not busy and all that huh? Sometimes i just wish she can spend some time with me, listen to my woes etc.... i mean its bad enuff i dun get to see her for teh whole of this week ya?? Oh wells..... tough luck that i have such a NICE week.....
After that Donna came over to help me out in my a maths.... budden, i just realised that i have to step up on my practises..... alot alot..... haix..... bad enuff that my physics and A maths were straight Fs... i just hope i dun receive a call from either Mrs Kee or Penguin that i have to see freaky Yue..... but i noe i sure will kena the PTM on monday coz of the two straight Fs that I have.... anyway if anyone were to read this entry, I'm sorry if i did offend anyone ok? It wasn't intentional... I'm just using this blog to throw my feelings into it when i have no one to talk to....
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12:40 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Oh man oh man.... i just found Kenix's part in the Hong kong CNY de MTV and she is sooooooooo chio!~! I almost could not recgonise Jessica Hester Hsuan sia.... she looks soooo different from her usual shows haha.... maybe Kenix is more photogenic haha... I noe, i'm biased haha..... Yeah~ I cheered up le... am my usual self now.... No use brooding over things like results..... And i'm signing up for tuition 2molo and handing Yu Xuan's things to her *btw, thankx gal, for cheering me up too*
Umx.... trying to dl some mp3 now.... I'm in the best of mood today after doing my maths (ya, only a few questions and it took me 2 hours ok?? ) Dunno why but suddenly i'm in a canto frenzy..... yeah think its coz of ho ying haha.... Anyway was lookign at armed reaction 4's synospes and i think the storyline is mainly based on Ada choi and Bobby now... coz teh exciting part abt Sanyuan battling btw her disease and baby was like over in the first 6 or 7 episodes?? Spoil the show.... But btw, did you noe that Ada was the one who converted Kenix into a christian three months ago?? Haha... Kenix wanted to change for the sake of Frankie... awwww..... so sweets..... Ada is really a super strict christian btw =) A pity she could not turn yup for F&K's wedding coz of her working in Australia... sads.... along with Flora in Mainland and Jessica... *dunno where she was working =P* But, back to topic, I think armed reaction 4 is quite nice because it has a twist to the story after Sanyuan's battle... hehe.... shall not reveal it now =P
Okx.... I really wanna watch the TVB telemovie "the healing spirit" sia.... think it's quite a cool story... ya i noe it le coz i noe i wun have the chance to watch it so i might as well read the storyline first right?? hahha..... That telemovie has a very good twist too and i think that is what makes it worth watchign... alotss...... hahhaa.... I noe i'm torturing you guys with my superb LOVE for Hong Kong TVB shows.... but cannot help it lar.... dunno what to write in my blog le..... gettign more and more long winded.... i'm only here now because its the long awaited hols....
Umx... think i wun torture you guys with the HK things anymore.... but still wanna say.... Kenix rules~!!! and so does her best frens like Ada, Flora, Annie etc hahah okok.... off i go~!
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11:52 PM
Monday, March 15, 2004
Is there a word called sucker in the dictionary? coz that's wad i'm really feeling like now.... You guessed it right if i failed my physics.... and i got a straight F~! Isn't it an occasion for joy??!!! I feel so honoured..... guess what i got?? 28 upon 100~!! nice right?? must have been the lowest in class....... Ppl improve, i deprove.... isnt it nice???!!! So now i think i'm a great big sucker u c? So.... shld I drop onow???
Sometimes i just feel like God is gloating over my misery... it started raining after i came out..... and to accompany that, i turned my discman on to full blast... something which i normally dun do.... until xinrou was staring at me as if i was in space.... So whats all the talk abt dropping?? Then gui hao say dun be disappointed... how not to be you tell me?? the results so bad lehx... .2 Fs ok??!!! Sorry GH, its not ur fault, i'm just feeling depressed and i want to take it out.... All my close frens all did well lor... why do i feel so inferior?? Am i suffering from depression or what?? why izzit that sometimes hard work dun get paid off and u dun reap what u sow??
Oh ya... can i change the lyrics of big big world into "i'm a big sucker in a depressed world" Coz it says what i'm really feeling now... I dun wanna remain a sucker all my life but in terms of academic areas, i shall...... I just dunno... i really dread the coming of next monday.... i really do..... i dun wanna c my mum disappointed with my results nor do i want to c Mrs Kee's expression when she sees my results... its bad enuff to have 3 52s in ur progress report and to rub salt into the wound, 2 F9s~ I think i'm a great failure..... ppl can do it w/o tuition, so why can't I??? Haix.... I'm confused now
You noe when i saw Ee Hiang's sms i cried like shit?? Seems that she understands me more than yah yah now... and she's the one offering me support now... thankx ger if you ever see this~ thankx very much for the encouragement *qian1 yan2 wan4 yu3 ye3 bu4 neng2 biao3 shi4 wo2 dui4 ni3 de4 gan3 ji1* Shall stop here.... gotta clear my eyes~
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10:49 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Oh man.... how much do i wanna change my blog website de name to www.kenixfan.blogspot.com... but of coz i dunno how to do dat lar... i dun wanna start all over again lar haha so i dun wanna change lor..... Umx.... wish there are more campfires coming up sia haha..... i wanna earn more CCA points coz i dun really think i can depend much on my L1R5 ya? Umx... i wanna go back to the hols sia and stop time there.... but then again..... if i dun go ahead in my life, what can I do??? I just LOVE the ways of life sia.....
Kenix go for honeymoon today with Frankie le.... shall miss her sia haha... so fortunate of her.... arggie~! Nowadays dunno what i doing also.... life seems so aimless....i just dunno what i am doing wen i am supposed to be studying now.... haix.... guess i just need a motivator behind me.... like... i duno who~ Wah.... sometimes just cannot stand my class ppl sia... keep on harping on the rumour btw WX and me.... where got??? Must clarify here sia.... I dun like him and there is nth btw us.... absolutely nth ok??
Umx... what am I talking abt?? Oh wells... k i'm talking crap here... anyway today i did 3 hrs of maths.... trying to clear my hw debt haha.... but let me say hor, its not i dun wanna do~ its i dunno how to do thats why i nbr hand in.... get it now?? Just feel so leftbehind.... just like the chinese idiom.... which i happen to forget le... think its wang cheng mo ji haha.... I'm going crazy le... Mummy been nagging at me to study... ya... i willl.... Ok what ever... .shall end here tonight~ bUaix~
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11:00 PM
Hey hey.... so sian now.... saw jiamin's blog and just realised that my L1R5 is gonna be so damn freaking lousy..... because i failed my a maths.... yet again.... and monday have a see parents session....i sure kena called one lor coz of a maths.... Oh wells.... anyway, just wrote finish my zuo wen.... Think that i suddenly dunno got the inspriation from where.... write until very firm stand lidat, like i wan everyone to believe it haha.... but anyway... wasn't that supposed to be the purpose that i have to acheive??!! Lol.... i'm getting crazy le....
Umx.... today slacked alot sia... and of course... not to mention, coughed alto too.... got woken up 2day by the call from guides... expected lar hahha coz i had received one such call from Mrs Toh herself before when i did not go for guides.... But then, i really am sick.... Then i slept until nearly 12 sia~!! surprising right? haha.... My bro got x-box for his bday~! anyway, i think i'm not supposed to touch it until the 19th of nov... such a long way to go to the O levels... . but time can really fly sia... .i still feel as if i had jst began sch yesterday and now its already the end of the first term in the twinkling of the eye~!~ Oh mans... i wish someone can help me sit for my maths and physics papers...
Sian.... I'm watchign Kenix's video clip again~! Kenix rules... yeah~! At least... when i watch taht during the weekends, it cheers me up... I mean if ur idol gets married and is happy... who wouldn't feel happy for her?? Right>?? and i saw her pic on newspaper yesterday~~ so happy haha... Just love her sooooo much... and I'm glad that Qian Hui ( a gal that i found thru Kenix's webby... and she's from Sg too~!) Sux.... Yue having chem lecture on monday... dun feel like going budden sat oso have Mr YAzeed's ss lesson.... haix.... Oh well... i'm just a small small gal in a big big worls *adapted from the DIF4 song*
Btw, saw another Kenix's show on SCV today... hahha... realised that Kenix realli realli lost alot of weight... that show is called what food of love or something.... haha.... I just love her soooo much * did i say it just now??* haha.... check this out sia~!! http://forums.cinple.net/kenixkwok/ this is the kenix's forum.... still have alot of websites on kenix sia... .haha wun type them all out or not will torture you guys who are reading this sia haha....
Nth to type le... so i suppsoe i shall end here tonight~ buaix!~
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12:25 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
wEll.... kenix got married~!!! haha.... okx that was supposed to be the news 3 days ago =P Oh man.... their pictures are all so cute and Kenix looks so chio in them~!!! Haha... and i'm oso watching the video clip from the HK website and Kenix really looks too beautiful~!! haha.... more news from tvbspacenews.blogspot.com..... Oh man.... My love for Kenix has grown alot and alot....
Okx.... back to earth over here.... been very sick for the past few days.... .caught the cold (of course lar.... caught in the rain for two straight days lor...).... Not going for guides 2molo coz i still have a very very bad cough and i would not wanna spread the germs to them... its already bad enuff dat i'm sick during the hols..... Umx.... not exactly the hols lar coz only one week break wif lotsa homework.... and i really really got to buck up alot on my A maths.... today just received the progress report.... that dreaded piece of white paper.... haha.... but Mrs Kee's signature looks abit like my mum's... oso in chi one hahha...but quite nice lar =P I'm still quite satisfid with my CT results... at least most of them lar other than maths and i reckon physics/lit.... coz they are still above class average budden...stilll got to buck up... not much time left to the MYEs and oso to my other exams.... stress is building up sia.... how can it not be??? Besides.... new term very fun lehx... have 3 extra periods of EL after sch on thurs... nice right?? If there is no further change.... that means we will see Mrs Ho for 7 periods in a day~!!!~ Oh man.... i think that is definitely more than what anyone can take....
Not only that..... you shld have seen the homework all the sec 4s have received.... think its alot lar... but i suppose with perserverance and effort.... shld be can finish i hope.... haha.... i dunno what is going on..... but anyway.... dun really like maths from the start hahha.... and did i mention.... Kenix also hates MAths =P okok... outta topic over here.... Umx.... getting back physics paper after chem prac revision on monday... dunno what mr yue gonna talk abt but i think i will fail physics coz other classes obviously did not do well in that....
Ok...think i shall stop here... nites everyone~
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12:43 AM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
uMx... was just watching DIF4 when i realised that it was sooooo familiar.... think i have watched it on channel 8 before sia haha.... wadeva..... suddenly heard the "i'm a big big gal in a big big world" that song in the show den i realised how much i loved that tune... it realli brings out what i feel haha.... but somehow, that song is very evry very old le hehe.... coz i really am a small small gal in a big big world....
Yeah.... i noe i'm suppsoed to be on my way to study and prepare for the Os le... but... still feel liek slacking lehx~!! maybe coz of the class i'm in ba... budden, suddenly i feel as if my classmates.... all of them around me are working so darn hard... I dun think i will have the mood to do anything until my CT results are out.... and i certainly hope i wun fail my physics and my a maths... But anyway, speaking of a maths and physics, i have decided to sign up for tuition at the Mavis side.... which means, i'll be occupied on wed,sat, and most prob sun or mon..... and plus tues remedial.... and yvonne jie... i reserve a thursday for her.... which means i will haev a friday free.... and only friday which will be taken up by guides.... oh wells...
Anyway, gtg le have to do journal... buaix~
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8:26 PM
Saturday, March 06, 2004
I'm tired.... exhausted.... been working on the guides banner whole day.... now legs cramp and hands pain..... aiya dunno what i'm doing oso.... i noe i shld be studying budden.... haiya.... i'm not very happy with the results that i have gotten so far... even though it is considered quite good le budden..... haix.... i still nbr meet my mark.... zen me ban>?? my class have 3 ppl drop to combined....dunno if i really made the right choice to stay in double pure....
Just asked my mum for signing myself up for tuition classes at Mavis (sengkang).... seems as if it's a repeat of my P6 days where i had tuition for 4 or 5 days in a row just for PSLE period..... everyday do test papers.... thinking of signing up for City Harvest oso.... Lidat means.... I'll have at least 4 days of tuition and not to mention, one day every week of Maths remedial... Ppl will start thinking I'm going crazy.... everyone hates tuition, but i keep askign for it.... Well.... the reason i can only say is that its not that i want oso ok?? I hate myself for being slower than others.... esp in areas concerning maths.... Why must I be born when i feel so inferior?? Ppl think I am over working myself... but if i dun do that I wun be able to do well in my studies.... I'm not born a genius you noe....
Umx... yah yah said my skin colour looks that type of sickly white... just wanna say that I am not that sickly as you make me out to be.... *sigh* Sometimes I feel as if my studies is the barrier that is driving my guides frens and myself apart.... I have no idea what is going to be on the future for me next.... the only thing i noe now is that I'm drifting further and further apart from them... what in the world is going on??? I have absolutely no idea....
Oh wells.... Time really flies damn fast when you are complaining to an online blog.... kkx.... gtg le~ countdown to Kenix and Frankie's wedding *woWwie~!* = 3 days~!! cAn't wait... haha.... at least.... that is the only thing that i'm happy abt this few days.... think i'll cry over my a maths and physics papers again *as usual*... bbuai~
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10:03 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Ok... finally finally no more exams for the time being.... at least a break lar.... the sch is sicko... common test haben finish already give us mid year exams schedule.... very nice right? Thats not all.... yesterday de yesterday Mrs Cheng was like came into our class and "encouraged" us to drop to combined.... Like talking more abt combined can get A1, the other one cannot.... Well..... Listen to her also can get scared.... But anyway..... even though yest was a tough decision to make, after listening to Mrs Kee and all of my friends, I decided not to drop..... Have to cling on to it and die die also must get A1 for Chem, maybe a B4 for Physics? Cannot expect too high lar coz quite hard to make it since last year i work so hard oso lidat....
Then again, my A maths is not that fantastic either.... Mrs Kee was like saying if we want to concentrate more on A maths, we drop to combined lor.... but quite dangerous lehx lidat coz I noe my pure Chem can get A1 if I work damn hard and I'm not really that sure abt Physics but I noe I am trying my best.... Then I have been working quite hard for A maths now oso.... Because I always try to complete my homework.... And speaking of maths.... I'm crossing my fingers for that pass there because I did attempt most of the questions..... Chem was quite ok but I forgot some of the facts and also dun really noe how to do the thinking questions.... Brain was abit too foggy sia?
Anyway.... many thanx to Ee Hiang.... she was the one who sort of gave me the strength to study yesterday coz I was brooding over the subject combi.... She offered to help so I guess I'll be dependiong quite alot of her, She Yah and Alicia le.... All three of them all good good class.... only me no good.... ='( Oh wells.... If i really still cannot pass Physics at MYE, I shall drop it lor.... Will willingly forsake the fees which totals up to nearly 400 bucks~
Ok.... good luck to all the ppl taking Bio and Geog papers tomolo.... All the best and must make full use of the time before the papers =) Oh ya... Kenix is getting married on the 10th this month~~ yeah~! so happy for her..... budden.... a pity I can't go to Hong Kong haha....
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9:33 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
I'm going nuts.... been sleeping like what? an average of two to three hours a day..... and i sleep at 10 sharp, wake up in the early morning.... very nice right? yeah I have eyebags.... forever sia haha.... anyway came here to destress because I dun like the two subjects that are tested tomolo.... yes... physics and geog... and both topics have alot of things to memorise... which means.... i have to burn the famous midnight oil again....
Toopid mr yue talk so long today.... then it was glaring that i had a horrible headache... was trying very hard not to faint.... coz i studied really super hard sia..... Xin Rou was like trying to get me back to earth and asking if i was alright.... tot I heard her saying I'll be the next one to fall... LAst time she fainted mar.....
kk.... its the shortest entry ever but i have to say buai here.... gd luck to those wif exams ongoing
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