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Saturday, January 17, 2004
ok... today's guides activity was quite boring for me lar... nth much to do... only miracle thing was that I sewn the banner.... which took a pretty long time for me ya? Of cOs lar.... cOz my sweaty palms act up again hehe..... I'm getting over my A maths le after some persuasion from my friends but I am thinking if I shld drop A maths coz I am not coping very well with it.... Wanxin Jie advised me not to drop it though.... haix.... dunno lar.... very very confused now....
Anyway.... after guides I went for church cell group.... Last one coz we multiplied le..... I was considered early for the first time hehhe.... We were having fun lar but I think most of us were getting emotional....Yanting mummy so kua zhang~! bought 12 packs of tissue~!we were like very dead while singing praise till xiao rong "requested" for us to be livelier.... Later after the whole CG meeting was nearing to an end.... Xiao Rong took a verse form the bible and offered to wash our feet for us.... I think by this time evryone could not control already.... Alot of the gals were crying le.... I held back the lump in my throat and kept telling myself I cannot cry I cannot cry....
However... Ya I failed coz when Xiao Rong was washing my feet I really ren wu ke ren... my whole body was trembling not of the cold but because she touched my heart..... I broke down while I walked back..... I just could not stop sobbing uncontrollably... I mean can you imagine it? Washing everyone's feet? Besides, after months with E304, I have developed alot of feelings for it..... As Rong was washing our feet and we sang worship songs, I realli could not continue singing..... my voice could nto take it and my eyes were too watery.... Even Mabel realised it and kept on patting my shoulder.....
The moment came when we were divided.... Rong read out the names..... I really sobbed and cried my heart out..... She gave us some time to hug each other.... yes I may not be the only one sobbing but I was the only one to use up abt 10 tissues ya>? I hugged Yanting and QiQi esp long coz the two of them were my best of frens and it was Yanting who brought me to know her..... QiQi's eyes were still red even though she kept on asking me not to cry..... As for ting, I really hugged her and the two of us were crying..... we noe we'll miss each other.....
Haix.... as the chinese saying goes "Tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi" we all have to seperate some other time..... Anyway, All the best guys? Jia you!~
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Friday, January 16, 2004
Haix..... Am I a failure or what? On the outside I look as if I'm just any normal gal but I noe that deep inside I am suffering... Like 2day's A maths test.... I understand Binomial more and in the end I dunno how to do most of the questions..... what is this??!! Then I practisedf like s*it on permutation in then end I know how to do at least most of the questions lor.... this is not working out for me~!!!! Ok.... i know I'm being emotional here again if I say I really did half broke down ( I successfully swallowed the lump in my throat down after quite some time ) but after that I realli could not concentrate much on my lessons..... Better still.... today Mdm Tan teaching what I also dunno.... Sometimes I just feel like knocking my useless brain out....
Anyway...I quite glad that I'm finally having my second taekwondo grading this sunday..... at least that is one ting that i look forward to because I know I can pass in it and my teacher has confidence in us... . always call me and my clique of friends ( mostly sec 1s ) big kor kor and jie jie.... only 4 jie jie lar though.... Well.... I am the oldest among the yellow tippers lar at least coz still have two adults learning but they are white belters hehe....
Oh wells.... thats the only thing I look forward to.... coz now I am not in the mood for shopping with my mum for clothes.... Probably until after I get over with my test ba.... which I am super sure I will fail... K lar.... go lex.... Happy CNY to you guys~
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
Back..... anyway so sian.... this week all 7 days also go back to school.... very very tiringx esp yesterday and today coz today have CIP (sux..... CIP on sunday) Yesterday during guides my clique of friends were running around I guess...... but some of the time we were staying in the classroom to look after the bags.... Anyway during that time we were discussing abt the impression that the seniors have of us sia.... and man can we say that we were kinda fed up.....
Ok.... yesterday we had firelighting, gave out pamhplets and also had outdoor cooking even though the seniors did not do anything lar as usual.... But She Yah cut her finger while chopping the firewood... .And our dear qualified first aiders were not there..... haix..... I nbr go through course one lor.... and I feel so bad about it because I'm supposed to be the first aider in the guides and then all the first aiders did not go for course summore.... so those who attended the course were all diff posts one.... I wanted to go but I was overseas....
Then at night, even though I was quite unwilling I went out with She Yah to Bugis... Very far for me larx.... Then also dunno what happend my two legs suddenly evry pain..... maybe Its because I overstreched the muscles there..... She was choosing her new year clothes and yes.... we walked till I felt that my legs could really break.... overexhausted sia....
Ok.... I realli am tired le coz I had to get up early just now.... cya~
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
Hey guys~ sch reopen le.... haix...... sec 4 le this year is a non--slacking year definitely anyway.... my new form teacher is Mrs Kee... I think she is quite nice lar so far budden haben see her teach yet.... umx.... So crazy sia... Oh well.... today i did 10 newspaper articles following yesterday's 6 articles (which i did until 2 am lor~) Guides was quite sian yesterday coz Yah Yah not there to talk to me *sniffs* Oh well.... budden I had Connie's forst aid manual to pei me haha.... .Yup i was reading it =)
Arghx..... I was chosen to be technical rep by Mrs Kee lor... she randomly choose one den I am such a dian nao and dian qi bai chi lro.... but anyway i did the dutty roster for her lar... .which i think will just be placed there because ever since last year no one has been doing duty whahaha...
ya noe.... i've really been hooked up onto Kenix Kwok sia hehe.... just found another of her websites that has loads and loads of pictures of her and even her messages!~ I think that one is Her official fan club website lor heheh.... Now my com most of it all her pictures lor save untill dunno where else to save le.... *told ya I am very hooked to HK dramas now =P* Then my parents say wanna cancel SCV le *sniffs* budden what to do lehx? This year O levels le... hafta concentrate first then talk later..... My mother promised me that she'll get VCDs for me~ haha.... more like rent lar... . I'll rent all of Kenix Kwok de~! *sheepish grin*
Oh wells..... since its O level year i'll only come online abt during the weekends hehe.... Cya~!
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