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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Crap... darn my comp can't access blogger nor my email accounts now sighs.... Stupid chem prac... stupid spa... stupid skill c... spoil my day... sighs... felt like changing to poly at that instant n wanted to cry.. dots... One month in TJ le n still not used to the hectic life...
Yest's bio was also quite bad... dunno how to record results lar... sighs... went to see ms yee abt my bio previous experiment... am the one who did badly... great... not a good week... Sighs... For one moment i feel that I'm a failure coz SPA really sucks... Haha... but then Ms Yee tot I looked so serious that even she got scared... guess thats the only good thing so far...
Not say that i am pessimistic but the thing is.. nmow that I am here.. i am trying my best to slog as much as my classmates which I muz admit I really do try it... but the sucky thing is that I can't cope wif my maths nor anything that involves calculations... sometimes i half wish that my mum gave me half of my bro's clever genes so that i can absorb *not adsorb... grr... chem* maths concepts n calculations more effectively...
Am I right or wrong in taking this totally new combi?? Mind's in a whirl now.. i wish it will juz go over... Hate to say this but sometimes I really feel that i shld haf taken the poly route but on accnt of my family...
Am supporting Rui Yi this sat... n goodness Ling Zhi's one of the judges!! Heng nbr sign up for the competition...
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
Have decided to put on a bday wishlist for fun hehe... the only thing that motivates me is that my bday is after the june common test! Haha...
1> Jing Ru or Kenix or Ling Zhi to gimme bday surprise?? Haha... imposs ba?
2> Creative MP3!!
3> Get a nike backpack... and I said backpack no more sling bags =P
4> Get the fila tennis shirt that Kenix wore in tan pan zhuan jia!!! Hehe..
5> Go k-ge or whatever to celebrate end of exams lol..
6> New coloured hp =P
7> A small fila water bottle or whateva haha *ok... jealous of Xin rou haha...*
8> A car to fetch me to sch so that I dun hafta wake up to go sch so early haha...
Okie.. thats all for now haha... next time think again le den post.. haha..
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2:08 PM
Ok... darn the comp... kena virus again... and i haf so many things stored inside lor!! kaos.. all thanks to MSN beta... ppl using MSN beta, pls take note that the virus *those hyperlinks* originated from MSN beta... so stop using it! Grrr... spoil my mood..
yest first time go k-ge with audrey n rui yi n froggy haha... Had a lot of fun haha... n end up wif a sore throat haha... Umx... my bday = k ge?? haha... nah... maybe only... haha... Been struggling wif my maths man... dots... Btw Rui Yi go sign up for jue dui superstar!! Haha... cool... shall go support her de ;) haha... labour day she got audition.. haha
Can't wait to go back chung cheng... haha... miss guides, miss teachers, miss everything! Haha... but not the food definitely... haha.. k lar... anyone can help me wif my math tutorials?? ARGH!!!!!
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Phew... Finally the weekend... am so tired this week... too lazy to even look at the magazines I bought... next week haf bio test *=x* and following that is Chem test... argh... wonder how I will fare sia... Bio... umx... haha... whatever// I'm tokign crap haha...
Today... make up lect on redox... kao if i noe dun haf bio lect den i wun stay le lor... was so darn tired after staying back lar.. waste of time... Anyway... been trying desperately to catch up on my subjects wif the 1st intake... grr...
Am gg into hibernation mode soon... zzz
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
Decided to blog... for awhile... Haha been neglecting my diary coz I haf a shou ji that functions exactly like a diary... whateva... As for Tue's math test... F le lar... Sian... Look at question paper only satrt luffing coz I noe confirm 1st 12 marks out of 25 will give back tutor le... lol
Umx.. dying of fatigue... Wanna run for House Commitee hehe... But sacred will be super busy... but then again... it will reflect good on the testimonial haha.. Umx... Today's mock NAPFA test i failed my standing broad jump... wth first time i fail in like how many years... den tried to jump till I pass but still cannot... jump till muscle ache mans... But the teacher quite nice alr... give alot of tips lol.. but anyway... guess its make up PE for me le... who ask my index no. to be so front den the first 2 ppl nbr take PE lor...
Yeah den... LEP make up... 6 -6.50 haha... Xu lao shi so pro... can remember all of the 50 ppl de names... haha summore all 2nd intake de... lol.. n she only see us for once a week only lo... haha... whateva.. V tired after rushing thru PI yest... so zzz first b4 doing tutorial le... Fianlly... the long awaited weekend is nearly here again... but... CRAP LAR!! My make up till 6.45... grrr...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Am darn depressed I can't do the math tutorials... k i'm having hell of a time lar... What the hell are the 3 mths for? I learnt but can't do the tutorials? What crap? How come MJ tutorials are not that hard? I could cope wif it not as bad as in TJ!
Conclusion 1: I hate myself.
Conclusion 2: I suck in Math
Conclusion 3: I miss MJ and all my tutors there.
Conclusion 4: Why can't I juz do badly n get outta life!!!!!
Life sucks. Period. Esp when u haf a slack timetable but yet haf make up lectures leaving no time for rest n studying. Like the way I'm mugging for the O levels last year. Crap. I feel as though I'm a failure man. 2mr or I would say later haf dance prac. Haix. 2mr. Math Test = BIG FAT F... can juz imagine that....
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
Umx... watching healing hands 2 just now made me realise alot of things... 人生难免是无常的。。。 有时后,世事难预料,一泼未停一波又起。。 Why muz Suki die? Sadded.. But anyway... cried alot while watching it again... dunno why... overwhelmed wif emotions recently lar... haha ..
Been super busy... die.. neglecting frens... zen me ban?? haha...
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8:28 PM
Awww... feeling a lil homesick now... haha homesick as in homesick from MJC =p Anyway... i finally finally finally finally watched finish Love Bond!!! Haha... Very nice =) So... time to hit the books again I reckon... haha... I can't wait to see Ms Yee expression when she finds out that I haf alot of Bio questions for her... great.. will prob leave a GREAT impression on her... lol..
Umx... JC life.. hectic... I need.. HELP!!!
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2:51 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
Erm well... here's a summary of the week:
Project work *groans* dunno how I am gonan survive thru this man when I haf to rush thru my PI and juggle wif my tutorials at the same time.. Great lar den my coomon test is right after the june hols and end theorectically on 4th july... great no mood to celebrate my bday le coz I'll be worrying abt my results and its not certain if it will even end on the 4th yet... Sighs... Why does the PW topics haf to be so tough?? Sighs...
Had Bio prac and ya.... as expected it was a disster because I could not even complete half of the experiment... wow.. and Ms yee was like smiling at me half of the time... how great for a newbie to bio like me... Den chem spa... Miss lim was kind of grouchy *or so others tot... maybe coz I'm immune to it le after Ms Choa's teachings* Haha... But anyway.. she apologised today?? Umx... appearently most or I would say all of my tutors haf no tempers... umx...
Yup den haha... Ms Yee so ke ai... ppl break test tyube liao den she herself gasp?? Lol... I haf such a cute teacher haha... Den civics... got sabo by that dummy arvin to go on stage to rep Beta house lar... crap... Me n Ke si and Rohanna anyhow lor haha.. den run out to grab mike that time that stupid guy from delta knocked me over... den I bruised my knee *yeouch...* Luckily none of my tutors were there =x
Yeap den on thurs for maths tutorial we were late for nearly half of the lesson coz we were trying to do chem calculations.. sighs.. I haf no interest in math anyway... if given a choice I would drop it even if its impt =x Haha... but anyway June has the same thinkings as me haha... yeap... to us anything to do wif calculators can juz piss us off haha... Ya forgot to mention that I totally suck in my chem prac calculations lar... all dunno how to do den random lor... or not copy... haha
Umx as for today... Chem tutorial... haha I woke up at 3+ juz to do it.. haha... absorbed some new stuffs though... umx.. den had sports meet which I ponned to go nanyang JC for teh comics tok which bored me and my frens off that we practically slept... Yeah wif our TJ uniforms on haha... it really looked like the leaves among the tree trunks lol... Cannot stand it lar..
Oh ya!!! TJ's modern dance got SYF gold wif honours!! Cool right? Proves that me and Yu Min nbr join wrong CCA haha... Ok I muz admit I am getting used to TJ le... although I still miss MJ and am going back next mon no matter what... But I still dun like the fact that they go too fast for teh 2nd intakers to catch up.. Its juz like liang tou bu dui an... great.. haha... anyway ciaos for now.. haha... TV time for me... Finally the weekend!! TGIF... haha
Btw... Kenix is sooooooo cute and great in TVB mag issue 404!! Haha...
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9:33 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Sighs... I am lagging behind in my tutorials in all subjects... TJ pace really super fast... I dunno how I'm gonna sit for the maths lect test and survive it lar... Den stupid TJ nbr hold CCA orientation for us lar.. den i anyhow choose lor.. I chose Dance.. haha surprising? Coz I am not type who dance rigth? Haha.. followed Yu Min lar... better to haf a fren that u noe in a CCA den no one and suffer... haha
Zzzz... Need to catch up on my sleep le... can't help having -ve tots hur hur... just venting out my frustration =x Oops...
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Umx... tot I had to blog b4 I sleep tonight wahaha... today was quite eventful coz I rewatched the last 4 episodes of Fan Li Hua.. haha den after that in the late afternn went out met dang coincidentally at bus stop.. haha... she returned me the card while i was looking thru my cards lol... Anyway I still feel that I owe her an apology so dang: sorry wor!
Okie den after that at bishan... cyndi's autograph session haf alot of ppl.. .so i went out for some fresh air again coz too many ppl there le... no way am i gonna go CCK 2mr le... Den go back in coz of jin yu coz she wan pass message... shui zhi dao... waited for at least 2 and 1/2 hrs more b4 it ended n I nearly suffocated to death man haha... Jin so ke ai.. say will prepare O2 tank for me haha... Den Ling Zhi saw me when I was in front of the barricade and haha... waved to me lor... but i nbr wave back *oops* coz too short le =x
Ya den after 3 excruciating hours of being alone standing n killing my poor legs which took the brunt of it all... Go down to meet Jin they all... den went to queue for Mayday concert... tot Ling Zhi wun host le coz she hosted for 3 hours so it really took us by surprise coz she hosted it... no wonder she nbr come down the escalator lar!!! Made us wait so long... hmph... haha... Den MAYDAY's live concert rocks!! Haha... I like the part when they sang jue jiang... my fav song of their album haha... Den saw Nuan Ting.. haha that gal... Miss them loads too...
Umx... den after that we went down the stair thinking that Ling Zhi will come down soon but.... went back up again and saw her still there... wow... really a dog n bone chase?? Haha.. den jiu take a few photos lor and went off... she's tired lar... haha and anyway it was quite late le also and not to mention i was yawning a few times during the concert... imagine standing for 5 whole hours... haha...
Well.. on the whole its been quite a nice day =) wun be goping to support Ling Zhi 2mr le coz I think my legs need a break lol... Gotta hit the bed and of coz the books le... tatax!
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Friday, April 08, 2005
倔强
当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己不行 如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅
最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方
我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望 我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强
(就这一次 让我大声唱啦啦啦...)
对 爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良
我的手越肮髒 眼神越是发光
你 不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀
你说过被火烧过才能出现凤凰 逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降I really love this song's lyrics by wu yue tian.. esp the last line.. Haha... It sort of motivates me... and it also reminds me back of MJ's chen lao shi... haha... really really miss them loads... LEP is fun to a certain extent but not wif the workload definitely... *hope this song lyrics motivate you too.. hehe*
Was late for the first time in my whole entire sch life... haha coz that stupid 38 came 15 mins late... came at 7.35 instead of 7.20 mar... kao... wait darn long coz i reached the interchange at 7.15... cannot squezze onto the bus lor... wth... esp the humpty dumpty *my DM* haha... But anyway... was late for lessons lar... haha... Miss Lim tot I lost my way around the sch again...
Well... had a long *well... not really* but tiring day haha... den went to look for Miss Lim to ask her explain chemical bonding... OMG the place that we sat at was so darn hot lor... even Ling Shan can see my sweat trickling down... chatted for a while... she really is an understanding person... noes that we cannot really cope wif the pace yet and yada yada yada... Am starting to haf a super good impression of her haha... yeap... came home and plopped onto bed to zzz... was juz so bummed out.. and tired... and liek what miss lim and i believe most of the 2nd intakers agree, these few months are gonna be taxing for us n the 1st intakers will find it hard to take the initiative to noe us..
This proves one thing: I am and will nbr be alone =)
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
Umx... Yest had TJ campfire... or rather... Orientation night... but it was kind of lame lar... the video clips and how the emcees came out.. haha they were trying to imitate the FBI stuffs... lame lar.. Bathed in sch... thanks to Ke Si and Ying Gu for accompanying me to wait haha.. And I poured too much of Ying u's Johnson Baby dat I smelt like one haha..
Okie... den before that coz haf 4 periods of break den we went parkway to haf lunch... den was chatting whilst having yoshinoya.. haha... Like the way they do up the beef ;) Yeap den as usual... we were talking abt the HK dramas lol.. n were discussing how RI guys are so ungentlemanly n nerdy den as compared to Chinese High guys... haha.. *reynald = one good example* haha...
Umx... den was super tired during bio lect lor.. coz was juz so tired... haha.. den nearly dozed off but successfully jerked myself up again haha... come on lor... its like 3 lectures in the faternn at a go at the same place... who wun be tireD?? Haha... den I realised that I dun understand what my chem lect was toking abt... haha she lor... go so fast... kao.... dunno how in the world i am gonna ctach up at this pace man... although i noe i will only be grateful to the teachers later... ok crap I noe I am complaining again.. but anyway... i am juz gonna make the best out of it now ;)
yeap... well... someone criticised Ling Zhi n Wei Bin's timeslot... sighs.. anyway will still support them lar.. haha
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