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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Jillian's leaving for Australia soon and she refuses to tell me when her flight is so that i wun see her off.. sighs.. but well.. I guess really tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi.. this is juz a norm of life.. Can still rem how I called her during my 1st 3 mths and cried coz I was really feeling so lost and lonely in MJ initially.. Den she's my regular gym companion! Haha.. w/o her I think I wun go to the gym so oft le.. Will really miss her even though we only noe each other for only abt 2 years..
Umx.. all I can say is that when a person leaves only then will u start to treasure her.. I'm not sure if she will see this but well.. juz wanna say that hey gal.. really glad that I met u coz u brought in joy to my life and taught me how to relax *and also spend loads of money hahaha* Bu zai hu chang jiu zhi zai hu cen jing yong you zhe yi duan mei hao de you yi.. haha.. dun think u understand what type of chee-na lang I toking abt though hahaha... Muz keep in contact k? Do gimme ur add in Aust so that we can write letters lar.. haha..
Umx.. anyway not in the mood to do tutorials lo... am juz lazing around today haha.. doubt anyone will do it too.. Guess I'll only muster up the motivation tonight.. I always feel lazy on public hols hahaha..
Am gg to NP on thurs!! Weee... finally got someone to go wif me.. or literally someone got me to go wif her... right Jil? Hahaha... No lar.. muz also thank her lar coz she giving away her bags then i wun haf to use my spoilt one le.. haha.. But I'll be lugging along my swimming stuff lar!! -_-" Why on earth did we kena swimming... Haben written my parents' letter too hahaha...
K lar.. I better go and slack summore b4 I start work.. 5.20 watch "Legal Entanglement" hehe... my kenix!!! den 7.40 watch "Triumph In the Skies" Hahaha.. all the HK dramas.. weee~~ Actually still haf Mei Li Zai Wang at 7 and Lv Zhen Xin ren Wang at 9.. den plus SCV... argh!! I'm spoilt for choices.. haha.. plus Vigilante Force *starring Kenix again lol* showing at 10 on chnnel u.. haha... I think i better start to cut down on my tv.. haha...
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3:23 PM
Monday, January 30, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR~!! =) Haha... seems like eternity since I've last blogged... coz my comp broke down... anyway its up again for the time being ;) Had a happy CNY so far.. on new year's eve I actually mustered up enough courage to call up ms yee muahahaha... think she was quite surprised upon receiving my call too ;) hehe.. den sent a message to Mr Lim.. haha.. the message that he replied was... haha... shall not elaborate here.. =P
Well.. den played mahjong for the whole night till around 2 plus... I fan bai wei sheng~!!! Hahaha... Kept losing money initially lar.. but I won 16 bucks from each of them!! HEhehe... so became the big winner wif 143 bucks.. haha no.. I shld say chips lar... can't play wif money or not i'll really go broke!! but anyway... point is I had a happy game hahaha... Shou ye... den later at 12 was rweally bombarded wif SMSes until 1.. hahaha... Happy new year to all those whom I din manage to greet u due to my limited SMS!!
Umx... den went to grandma's house... nth much on the first day lar... juz that i was really quite tired... all written down in my diary and i'm too lazy to reiterate what I feel abt gg there... or shld I say literally dray myself there... and I got caught in a traffic jam for 2 hours today!! Grrr... waste of my time.. haha din expect M'sia to haf so many cars today... tot it shld haf been 2mr... But anyway while I was in M'sia I was watching HK drama *Ah wang xin zhuan* for the whole 2 hours hahaha... and my dear lil cousins haf been trying ways and means juz to get me down to play wif them... kids.. haha.. i dun rem being so wild when I was their age hahaha... but anyway.. that show was nice ;)
Anyway... casting these stuffs aside... Wishing all of u a happy new year and may all ur dreams come true!! Hahaha...
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9:25 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
Reading through my archives.. I realised that I haf really not been happy for these 2 years owing to diff incidents that I simply can't juz say are erased from my memory.. even though I haf a small memory space in my brain only... Wo tai guo gan qing yong shi le...
Sometimes.. I juz wish that the world isn;t so complex.. whereby ppl dun hide their real feelings and emotions... Then I realised that what Shakespeare said was true "All the world's but a stage" Its a big irony if I dun say that that is true... We seem to be all acting behind the facade of ourselves... our character.. our well-being.. and everything... to the extent that sometimes.. .I wish I can jzu read others' minds and not juz let my world revolve around studies alone..
On this note I juz wanna say that sometimes... I wish that reality wun be so harsh.. Hopefully I can open up to my frens and help them out too...
Anyway.. I am determined to be happy and to enjoy myself during this CNY... Its my call and I earned it after working so hard =) GG to meet pekkie now...
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12:13 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Was juz reading Angel's blog *theorectically... stumbled across it out of curiosity* den realised how much I was in her situation last year... thankfully it is over now but I still ahf a hurdle that I have not overcome yet.. I really dun wanna go to a poly.. When I messaged Mr Lim juz now abt the math test... he seemed quite happy and said that I wasn't far away now... but I juz can't tell him how much I worry abt the next few chapters which aren't gonna be as easy as MI.. coz I am already struggling wif the tutorials and I can't keep up wif Mrs tag's pace... Sighs...
And the bez part? I took the test under non-stressful conditions... which was why I believed I did better... coz I could think more properly w/o hafing the natural tendency to panick...
Ah but well... anyway this morn din go to teh swimmming complex.. instead went to Mac to haf breakfast wif danz and Xiu zhen.. den met up wif Cindy and walked to sch wif them... was slightly late for lessons though... I can't catch what Mrs Tag was even talking abt.. and I'm findign it super duper hard to catch up... man this is worse than Mr Lim's tutorials... argh..
Yeah den after lunch.. went to the library to do abit of work... wanted to sleep but scared I oversleep.. haha... Den after that went to look for Ms Yee... yeah... stupid bio... why can't I juz do well in a subject that i like??! Think she was quite surprised when i told her that I din noe a single thing abt Mutation n Evolution... SIghs... Then Puppy dropped by... And after that I had to go off to go back CCH...
Din really see many teachers though... but I'm too lazy to go back 2mr le.. so bo bian.. Toked for a while to Davamoni and Penguin.. ate at the canteen den went back for TJ's carnival.. haha... k lar nth much only that I did manicure and also dyed my hair... or literally... highlighted it red.. haha had a hard tiem washign it though.. haha... Ms Tay was quite surprised at what I did to my hair lar.. LOL... charity amr.. its for a good cause.. so why not? can lei ji fu summore haha... he le er bu wei ne? haha...
Umx... the carnival was spolit when they said not doing mass dance =( sadded... But well.. I still enjoyed myself lar.. haha... Ms yee tot I juz came back at 7 lar.. haha.. coz I told her I might not be gg back hahaha...
Well... new year... shall really gif myself a break till at least the 2nd day of new year.. I noe I need it to recharge myself.. And to face up bravely for the remaining challenges ahead..
So... happy new year~! May all of u all reading the blog be happy always for the year of the dog.. find ur happiness... excel in ur studies and shi shi shun xin~! =)
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10:55 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Am sooooo tired after only sleeping for only 2.5 hours last night doing chem remedial stuff and today... Ms Tay announced that we're only hafing it after CNY... alamak... wasted my sleep and time lar... ended up not doing bio and only reading the notes... darn.. I'm seeing a repeat of Mendelian in front of me.. I dun seem to haf the confidence to write down my answers for mutation n evolution...
Went home early and did a lil of spring cleaning.. haha.. din realise that I accumulated alot of junk lar... the last tme that I cleaned up my room was abt 2 or 3 mths ago after and before the promos den now.. haha... so many piles of stuff stacked up and layers of dust over it... -_-" Haven finish buying my clothes yet.. looks liek on fri I hafta make a trip down to Marina Square and Far East Plaza to get my clothes.. hahaha... Sian diao.... Why s CNY so fast this year??? Hahaha... after this not much public hols le.. and really no more slacking to me hahaha...
Umx... maybe I shld get a makeover hahaha... as in for my room as well as my face lar.. hehehe....
Apparently the run to lucky heights took its toll on me again yest hahaha... Muscle aches everywhere... and the best part was that after running for 20 mins and doing "cooling down" exercises for another 10 mins... they told us that we only shed 5 mins of fat~! OMG... all that will be gained back during CNY when we feast on teh goodies lar... well at least the good part is that we haf 5 days break~! Yay~!
Kk... better get back to sleep and see if I haf the energy to wake up for maths n bio tut not... dun wanna go for tutorials empty handed again like today.. haha.. wonder if lack of sleep is a valid reason... =P
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10:03 PM
Umx... din really blog much yest... well.. I really think that some ppl are juz so kind =) They either offered us drinks *even if they haf no stuff for us to collect* or food which the 3 of us *Cindy, Xiu Zhen n me* din accept.. haha.. and also ppl who offered to help us carry the stuffs down... and the concern showed when they saw us drenched *due to the running abt in the rain...* Shows that Singaporeans are kind hearted eh? =) But well.. of coz we did face coldness though...
And anyway.. I failed maths but was quite happy though coz I scored a double digit like finally? Haha.. and it wasn't a very bad fail compared to last year le.. got 12.. haha.. Hopefully they base the improvement criteria on improvement and not juz the results alone...
Was talking to ducky on the phone juz now *or rather... yest* for quite a long time.. asking her abt decisions.. I muz agree that her advice came in useful.. Whichever route it is that I take in future.. I shall juz make use of this CNY to really recharge myself... or not my battery really can go flat... The thing is she managed to point out that if I can tell her all that.. why can't I do it? Umz.. Guess my confidence level is once again slipping... but well.. I'll still register for a poly lar regardless of whatever the outcome...
Dun really haf the time for a longer entry.. so... off to cont wif Bio and chem~!
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2:21 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Am dead beat... from the stupid newspaper collection... but well. I guess it was quite an achievement lar.. considering that the 5 of us *Pekkie, Cindy, me, Xiu Zhen n Chun Dan* did like 2 whole blocks... we were initially quite 'high' coz dan kept singing and recomposing Wang Xin Ling's songs to suit our names... Budden... we were all tired out after doing 2 blocks.. Furthermore we were all soaked to the skin due to the sudden downpour...
Anyone dun wan go sch 2mr? Anyway... I'm gg off now...
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10:42 PM
Phew~~ I'm totally bushed... Been out the whole day and I still haven done my spring cleanign and much less my homework yet~!! *Bish* Why is CNY coming so fast? All thanks to the 2 Lecture Tests I din even haf time to go shopping for clotehs until today lol..
Anyway... went to SP and NYP open house today.. Sp de was quite dull coz they din open up the school of chemical n life sciences... -_-" What's a big poly open house for if u only open up one sch juz for ur visitors to see?? Zhen shi de.. Den we took a bus down to NYP *yup.. again...* and stayed there for the rez of their open house.. I think both me and Xuan Yun like that sch loads.. haha.. Food science sounds interesting but I think I would prefer to attend Molecular Biotechnology even though I dun quite like technology.. haha.. I juz wanna get into Biomed and wif that diploma.. can choose to go quite alot of places.. haha... aiya actually any course oso can.. as long as got bio as a major I will be very very happy... I wanna major in either bio or biomed next time.. but till then.. Am keeping my options open lar.. Now still too eearly to say...
Oh.. and did I mention? HAhaa.. NYP de goodie bag rocks~! Haha.. got alot of things and I got that super nice notebook again~! YAy!~ hahaa...
Yeap.. den after hafing dinner *we ate fan-tas-tic again* we went on to Bugis for shopping~! Haha actually only for me lar coz I haven buy new year clothes yet... ended up I only bought one pink skirt which I tot was nice n mature looking lol.. haha... muz start to grow up~! Hehe... I was even tempted to buy cosmetics but.. nah.. dun need it lar other than lip gloss.. haha...
So after 2 hours of shoppign n finally buying a skirt... we went back to Bugis Junction to take neoprints yet agaiN~! Haha.. every time go out wif puppy oso got take neoprints de.. lol... and the fun part was that we actually wore teh same colour *blue* yet agaiN~! haha.. teh othe time it was pink and now it was blue.. lol.. whta a coincidence eh? Lol...
Well.. I haven finish my new year shopping yet.. looks like i've gotta continue on fri le.. the eve of the eve.. lol...
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12:21 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
So~~~~ tired~~~~ even though I din really do much today.. juz feel as though I had a very hectic week which was filled with lots of "waking up at 1 am and lasting till the next day" days... Din go sch coz of bad ~~ stomach cramps... din go swimming... took bio n maths make up test... nth much... but I still... feel tired...
Anyway... yeap its juz a norm sch week... 2day had chem prac.. hehe I admit that me n Cindy did take quite long to do... haha... Think Ms Tay is a good teacher *and person =)* even though she looks strict on the outside.. LOL.. she din even noe I wasn't in sch on weds if I din give her the MC hahaha... But well.. got a good impression of her.. hahaha... And I failed my chem test... but anyway my class only got one person who passed lar.. so... dunno if that is gd news or bad news...
Did shed abit of tears but at least din really need to use tissue... haha.. Guess my resolution has been kept =)
Then yest's Bio test... so-so lar... dunno how I'll fare but I can say that the test is much easier compared to the others... as for today's maths test... hopefully can pass ba.. if cannot.. den see how...
Den also went to NYP's open house afetr bio test yest... haha actually only went to visit teh school of health sciences.. I wasn't really interested in it lar but accompanied Puppy... But what a surprise... I thought it was quite fun... and the ppl there were friendly lol.. all JC grads and all very nice to us.. Lol.. prob coz we were the only ones to ask for a tour in a pair? Hahahaha...
Umx... Gg to SP 2mr... and prob TP and NYP again... but actually i dun really wanna go back NYP le... coz afterall I need to do some new year shopping *so last min this year~! -_-" * Perhaps coz the month passing by so fast and also... been studying alot lar... Diaos...
Kk... I'm very tired after all the shopping done today (tu lao wu gong -_-") Gg off to sleep now.. Sun still haf CIP to do.. sian...
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10:11 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Din go sch today coz had very bad stomach cramp...Thanks to peeps for showing their concern esp Xin Hui who gave me a call =) Hafta retake my lecture tests 2mr and on Fri.. am checking up on the poly open houses now to see how I can fit my schedule..
Studying.. studying... mugging.. mugging...
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5:18 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Hai... I'm tired... really tired le.. Been up since 1.30 am in the morning juz mugging alone.. wonder how much of it went inside my mind though.. Slept for like 3 hours... and it was one of unease coz I kept waking up on and off..
Upcoming events for Weds:
Maths lecture test (5 chapters)
Bio lecture test (3 chapters)
Registering for poly courses as well as visiting them one by one this week
I'm so packed... -_-" And the run up lucky heights was atrocious... it was only 2 KM and I wasn't even up the slope when I had this grrrr headache... darn.. I hate it when I din keep my fitness in check during the hols... Dun wan the same thing that happened during the 2.4 to happen again during road run~! 16.54~! WTH... its liek so much diff from the 2.4...
And I hate mugging for the 2 tests because I dunno which one will I be able to tackle better~! ARGH... I'm falling apart due to stress again... -_-"3
Mummy can I dun go to sch?????
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3:54 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
Morning ppl~! I'm still not used to the idea of waking up early in the morning juz to get my tutorials done n oso.. the freaking revision for the 2 tests~! Darn... I dun think I am prepared for them... Might be contemplating of not gg lo.. hahaha... But well... whatever...
ANyway... yest... I reckon was a nice sunny day.. haha.. went out to church yet again.. yeah.. I luv the ambience there... and how I can juz immerse myself into thoughts without anyone distracting me.. juz for the time being.. hahaha... I've been put at ease by everyone there including her =) To the extent that.. I can actually find peace... for the 1st time.. in my heart.. Its an undescribable feeling.. hahahaha... But well.. For the time being.. I juz wanna conc on what I ought to do well in first..
And boy do I haf a wonderful stomach which chooses to growl and has gastric at the wrong times...
Den on Sat... went to Republic Poly's open house wif Puppy... dun think its a sch I'll opt to register for though.. haha... they only haf one building open for the open house -_-" I guess I'll stick to Mass Comm for NP and maybe biomed there or SP's biomed.. hahaha... But the goodie bag was worth it coz of the notebook.. A pity I can't get teh sling bag.. =(
Kk.. I'm done wif the brief description here... Better start getting on wif MAths.. or not I really can't finish the stupid revision on vectors.. haix.. of all topics they chose those that we din really go through!!!
I am definitely not in the mood for studying... grrr....
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4:08 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
So... first lesson of swimming yest... drank in quite abit of chlorine water and it was soooo freakingly cold!! Hahaha... it was so cold that my teeth was chattering the minute I stepped into the water and also the goosebumps.. Haha.. got "posted" to the dunno how to swim but still can survive de grp.. LOL... I luv Ms Ang!! Haha.. At least.. we din kena the Mrs Lam.. hehe.. in case some of u dunno.. its the PE teacher who is abit plump.. LOL...
Then coz yest was still raining.. walked back in the rain resulting in freakingly wet shoes.. grrr... But well.. was quite an experience though haha.. had maths and bio after that.. Hehe.. got released at 11.15 but coz Xin Hui had to do bio make up prace.. so accompanied her to the lab and while she was experimenting.. I was reading up for teh upcoming tests.. sickening.. Then after that studied *or rather.. did our Differential Equations (DE) tutorial together* with WRB and Shan jie.. that tutorial is freakingly sickening coz half the time we kept getting stuck somewhere hahaha...
So.. today.. actually nth much lar.. juz that the room 136 was so cold that even my cardigan alone was not sufficient enough to warm my hands.. hahaha... and while waiting for Lofthouse.. we juz kept singing and singing outside the classroom! Haha.. realised that our class really luvs singing.. haha.. can go take part in superband le hahaha.. jkjk... Then its go home!! Haha.. while they still haf one more lesson of LEP to endure.. haha.. I juz luv my timetable..
Umx... So many poly open houses.. 2mr gg to RP de wif Puppy.. and on thurs after the lecture test gg wif her to either SP or NYP.. den that sat go to another poly.. I think I have visited the whole of Sg's polytechnics except for TP coz I dun really wanna go there.. I think.. Well.. hopefully I wun end up in poly... haha.. or shld I say.. I won't end up in poly... I am juz registering... for the sake of registering? haha.. part of the condition...
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10:35 PM
| You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.
Biology | | 75% | Dance | | 75% | Theater | | 58% | Journalism | | 58% | Anthropology | | 50% | Psychology | | 42% | Sociology | | 42% | Linguistics | | 33% | English | | 33% | Philosophy | | 25% | Art | | 25% | Chemistry | | 17% | Engineering | | 8% | Mathematics | | 0% |
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Muahaha... I'm a dance major? Haha... actually I'm not a good dancer lar please.. But I do wanna learn baller hahaha.. And I scored equal for both Bio and dance.. LOL.. No wonder they did a tie breaker for me.. but really I am eqully passionate abt both I guess.. hahaha.. For now studies come first.. I swear that after the As, during those 6 mths of enjoyment.. I shall jolly well go and do all the things that I like to do.. haha.. like ballet and piano! Hahaha...
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10:32 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Umx... dunno why i keep laughing these few days too.. LOL... but it does keep my spirits up hehe.. thats a good sign lar.. haha.. or maybe coz I'm juz releasing my stress sub-consciously? Haha.. seriously.. I dunno.. I am juz... well... Happy? hahaha... Can't explain it too...
Anyway... today had civics.. which made me ponder... what exactly is my passion? Haha.. a jokingly one would be that of watching HK dramas lar of coz.. that one will be ongoing hahaha... But most importantly.. I realised that I haf been studying way too hard to discover where my passion lies in... well.. maybe it tends more towards the performing arts side coz afterall.. i wanna learn ballet and piano after I graduate from JC.. hahaha... And also.. I wanna resume learning taekwondo! Apparently... nobody believes that I do learn taekwondo... -_- I am not that gentle lar please.. hahaha...
After that.. went for Contact time at LT2.. haha... Ms Kwan's tok was so interesting!! Haha.. maybe my new passion will be travelling if I haf the money LOL.. If only she is our GP tutor instead of the slack Lofthouse... I still can't believe that we got her for GP AGAIN *rolls eyes* Can we get Ms Kwan instead?? hahaha... I think she's gonna make GP much much more interesting...
And 2mr... I shall be having my 1st session in swimming... haben been swimming since sec 1 after the chung cheng one.. wonder how it'll be like.. budden.. whatever it is.. I dun like bringing so much stuffs to school...
tata for now... gotta cont wif maths tut and also enjoy the yearbook.. LOL... I'm released at 11.15 2mr!! YAY!!!
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10:03 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
I wonder what;s the temperature todya.. it seems colder than yesterday.. I'm like still freezing up even though I'm wearing a jacket already.. haha.. hopefully it stays like this till CNY.. or not every year during CNY I'm roasted.. hahaha.. if u get what I mean lar...
Anyway... downside of today was that the chem test was atrocious n horrendous... I had a hard time tryign to calm down juz now coz I was agitated tht i nearly teared.. hey but I din!! Could feel the tears but they din roll down.. hehe.. kept one of the resolutions.. Well.. I consoled myself by sayign that I have really done my best... so I shall juz leave it to God to do the rest.. If he thinks I shld retain.. then I will... I'm too tired thinking of all of these matters now when I need to study for the upcoming Maths and Bio test...
And thanks Xin Hui to listenign to my rants again... sheesh.. I broke another one of my resolutions afterall.. hahaha... whatever...
Today's bio prac was a copy answer one coz I fumbled *rolls eyes* yet again.. did the stupid expt wrongly... haha.. den got to redo again... I was really fuming juz now like the hot water bath k??! What a bad day all thanks to the Monday Blues...
Den since no PE.. *grrr... wore the shirt inside the uniform for nth...* wnet to look for Ms Yee again at 4.15.. LOL.. I think i have been seeing alot of her.. but hey.. today her erm... fashion? I dunno how u term it.. but anyway.. she looked quite nice in today;s attire.. juz that she doesn't look nice in long skirt!! Haha.. I shall reflect it to her again in another suaning session if I haf the chance hahaha...
Yeah.. thats all for now.. SOmetimes.. I think that hafing religion as a ji tuo is good if you really ahf done ur best.. dun point fingers at me.. I saw this in Tian Ya Xia Yi!! Hahaha... The scene where Guo Xian Ni lighted candles in the church.. think Xin Hui should noe which scene I'm referring to...
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10:56 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
突然很想用华文来打字。。收到了小当的卡片。。令我回忆起不少往年的事情。。而当中就包括了我与她的感情。。那段美好又似乎不会结束的友谊。。但我不得不承认。。我今年真的很少与中学的好友来往。。是课业上的问题吗?还是真的因为我们真的疏远了?为何缘分要对我们如此的残酷呢?虽然自己已经比起其他人幸福得多了,但我始终无法接受事实。。或许是因为自己到了中三,中四的时候才开始真正的结交朋友,所以才把这段友情看得那么重吧?缘分。。真的需要那么残酷吗?
很后悔。。真的很后悔自己为何没好好的珍惜这段难得的友情。。或许是因为自己真的不善于用行动来表达自己吧?我也不晓得。。无论如何。。她永远是我最要好的朋友。。之前是,现在是,以后也是,只能说的是。。但愿我们无论在做什么。。都会想起对方。。想起我们这段美好的回忆。。至少我们曾经拥有。。
她的那段话。。让我落了不少泪水。。
I will miss it... really..
Dun think I'm gg out 2mr.. just messaged her.. gotta study for chem.. am really making a desperate attempt not to be too stressed out by telling myself what alot of ppl.. and i really mean alot of ppl told me.. jin li jiu hao.. I hope to get rid of the chem paper ASAP.. coz I really wanna stay wif 25/05.. its the best CG I ever had.. even though we haf our cliques.. we are still bonded together as a clasS! =)
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3:42 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
I am suffering from the aftermath of k-boxing for 6.5 hours wif Puppy, Mummy and Xin Hui yest! Hahaha... Juz imagine... we reached at 2.15 n went home only at around 9? Den this morning all of us were like half-dead... too tired for anything.. I even fell asleep during Bio lect! Haha.. one hour lect too long le lar...
Anyway... Yest had Mr Lim's last tutorial wif us.. Umx.. quite ok lar jzu that the room was super cold... Hehe... was quite alert during his lesson coz we had a 1.5 hour break coz GP tutor let us off 1/2 an hour earlier.. hahaha... got nth much to say abt it except that I will miss Mr Lim *yeah.. abit cliche.. coz i keep saying this in my past entries*
Oh.. and I keep humming the tune of Lian Ai Ping Lv~! Haha... coz we kept singing that song.. and also alot alot more... we cut cake for Puppy... Den started to get high after Cindy n Ling Shan came n we sang Yan Zi's Di Yi Tian! Or shld I say... practically shout.. hahaha... was quite high there... den we also sang Du De Wei's Tuo Diao!! Haha.. the peeps next door muz be thinking that these bunch of girls are mad... shouting at the top of their voices and singign those kind of songs!! Hahaha... Just imagine the atmosphere... den by the time we raeched 7... all of us were really super tired of singing le.. haha.. its liek whenever one sings.. the rez were leanign back on the couch.. hahaha... And whenever we sang duets... Xin Hui n Puppy would do the low key for the guy's part while me and Cindy would do the "high" key part.. hahaha...
On the whole it was fun but tiring... downside was that my bag was suffering from the weight of a bio textbook n a file full of worksheets.. haha and also.. all of us.. had... supper lar.. can't really say dinner here.. hahaha..
As for today... one of the shortest days on my timetable.. haha.. time passed quite fast for the chem prac preiod! Haha... was quite surprised there... Then during chem lect was quite alert for the 1st part coz kept sucking sweets... haha.. But.. after that.. during bio lect... I fell asleep! Haha.. coz the notes weren't in order.. can't comprehend what Mrs Ng was trying to say... The sweets din help anymore.. haha.. But anyway.. this topic is not one of my major concerns yet.. hahaha..
Den went to hawker centre to haf lunch... and raeched home at 2.15~! Haha.. when the rez juz finished their lessons.. hahaha...
Only the 4th day of sch n I can get so tired of it that I can't even conc while studying now... -_-" Mon Chem test... sighs... And 18th got Maths n Bio! Diaos.. DUnno what to expect of them.. I really hope to stay on as a year 2... I miss puppy too.. Hope she continues to stay on after Mar.. but we are still gonna meet up coz need to go register for poly oso...
Hehe.. anyways... HAPPY BELATED BDAY PUPPY! Hope you enjoyed urself at k-box yest =)
~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~
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11:18 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
-_-" I suddenly feel like I have lost the hang of doing Maths... Am juz taking a short break from my studies.. am still thinking if I shld continue to tutor the kid... And best part of today is that they announced that we haf 2 lecture tests on the 18th??! -_-" Good luck to me man... I dun seem to be used to the fact that I am a year 2 student and my presumed job for assuming the occupation of a student is to mug... mug much more intensively than last year...
Well.. today kept laughing and laughing until someone mentioned that I was hyperactive today!! Haha... Dunno why... today's bio lesson was quite funny n taken in a light hearted manner anyway.. haha.. den keep laughing coz apparently some of us either din or did not revise properly lar.. haha.. Den we bo chap the rules of the game.. haha.. Den heard June's story on why she was late... *she took the wrong bus lol* Den got tickled by that too... den can only rem that I keep luffing thruout the day... haha.. even all the way thru PDP orientation! Haha.. and I haf officially joined photog haha...
Oh ya.. one hour lectures are reallly too long le lar~! Boring too.. I nearly dozed off twice... Maybe they shld change the timetable back to 50 mins de.. hahaha...
2mr... Mr Lim's official last lesson for maths.. umx.. can't help pondering over what he said abt jin li jiu hao.. but sometimes when u dun get the results that u wan.. really disappointing.. But well.. I'll def miss him after 2mr... Sadded...
K lar.. I better shoo back to my bio le.. gotta mark out the pages or not 2mr I can't find the page to ask my questions le...
And Happy bday to my dear puppy in advance!! Ok lar.. her bday is only abt 1 hr n 20 mins away... so.. HAPPY BDAY XUAN YUN! HAPPY BDAY PUPPY~! K-boxing wif her 2mr.. hope she enjoys herself! =)
~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~
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10:22 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
First day of sch today!! Umx... ok lar.. actually nth much to be excited abt... really... I was late lar!! I felt so much like swearing juz now by the time I reached sch coz I reached the interchange at 7, waited 20 mins for the stupid 38~! Haha.. den when I called June she was late too.. haha... that sparked off my 1st day.. Think from 2mr onwards I need to leave my hse at 6... darn... why did they change the time for flag raising??!!
But well.. alot of ppl were late lar.. haha.. so Tong din say anything much.. haha.. Den in civics venue we were quite noisy wishing each other happy new year? Lol.. I think most of us were juz laming abt.. New CT was Ms Tay Sen Ai.. Wonder how she'll be like? Well.. she seems strict... Umx.. den when I said my new year resolution was to lose weight she was like... -_-" well.. actually losing 5 kg is super easy de... Juz let me endure another round of JCT + promos.. Lol... Hehe.. Den dunno how to describe myself so jzu said a darn obvious thing that I got dimples lo.. Lol... Dunno what to say mar!!!
Den came break... went to look for Puppy!! Hugged her for quite sometime.. haha.. Miss her already when its only the 1st day of sch?!?! Haha.. I think I'm weird... Yeap.. den go for P's tok... which was fairly boring but yet successful in bringing me to the bottom of my spirits again.. The LTs are being renovated!! Haha.. they look so much better and brighter n spacious now Lol...
Den... after the really do nth de civics... or rather CG bonding... we went for CG lunch!! Lol.. Asked Puppy along too... hahaha..
Well.. I guess that pretty much summarises my day.. But the thing I am fed up with is that lessons actually start full force 2mr!! Argh... why can't they juz let us off for one more day?? But anyway.. my new timetable rocks.. I can go home early coz I dun take LEp anymore and its always allocated as the last period... Lol...
Today... marks the beginning of the new year... Hopefully its smooth.. as I haf one more hurdle to overcome...
~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~
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4:29 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!
Well.. I feel obliged to do something like what Xin Hui did.. haha.. sorry if I copied ur idea~!! Hehehe...
New year resolutions: u can see it for urself 2 entries below...
Things to be happy abt in 2005:
1> I've a great time in MJC even though initially I was quite sad that I got posted there... and I luv my CG~! Haha.. we were very bonded...
2> Got posted to TJ despite slim chances... Was quite happy coz I can still be with my sec sch frens and even though we dun really meet up as often now.. I am still glad that I din chose the wrong college! =)
3> Posted to a nice SCG!! Hehe... I made myself known to the class coz of my super duper unique name that every single tutor kept double-checking on the first time we step into class!! Lol... I luv SCG 25/05~!
4> Made a super duper great bunch of friends: Xin Hui, Ting, Wu Ren Bang, and of coz... my PW grp~! Haha... Ok.. that only includes wei ling coz the other 3 are WRB haha.. Yeap! And of coz the erz of the ppl in SCG! I'm so happy to be able to hang out wif all of u guys and of coz... grateful for the support that you guys rendered me when I was feeling down... Yea man! SCG 25/05 rocks~!
5> I got conditionally promoted: Even though the conditions are on the harsh side.. I still got promoted!! Well.. though I am still uncertain of myself now.. I am still grateful for the few days of joy that this good piece of news gave me =)
6> My tutors... this one definitely muz thank.. haha... except for ms lim and maybe mrs lofthouse.. I think the rez really are great =) Esp Mr Lim who keeps seeing me cry hahaha... and Ms Yee.. for everything.. from academics to emotional and physical and mental being.. everything!! Man.. I will miss Mr Lim soooo much!
7> I finally had a chance to be dancing on stage! haha.. woll nvr forget that moment and how much effort we had put in for the Teachers' day dance... I miss it...
Downside of 2005:
1> Din get promoted despite making improvements in my work... But well.. it turned out to be a blessing in disguise coz I found out that I haf a lot of frens who were always there for me offering the concern and everything that i needed...
2> I kept crying and crying over stress... Yeah... so one of my new year resolutions shall be to cut down on the tears!! Hahaha... I think all the tutors all also scared of me le lar.. I can shed practically buckets of tears lo if you did go and collate haha... Too emotional le...
3> Kena backstabbed by tutor... kao.. it was most unanticipated lar.. I think I muz haf trusted her too much... I shall not state the name but I think both Ting and Xin Hui shld noe who i am refering to... Really super heng that I wun see her next year... Hate her face now...
Aims and hopes:
1> Of course... get promoted officially.. but that leaves to be seen..
2> Score well for my As~! Hahaha... but then again got to conquer my first and foremost challenge: to pass all of my lecture tests...
3> Having the ability to work much more harder and hafing the self-discipline to stop when needed... haha... think you guys shld noe what I mean by the 2nd part of the sentence.. Lol..
4> Able to attain all of my resolutions lar.. *duh!* Hahaha... And to make decisions of my own...
5> I wan everyone to be happy and stay healthy...
Well.. as the saying goes: xin de yi nian xin xi wang... So... Happy new year guys!! Hahaha... and I think I had a satisfying day today.. haha.. nearly fell asleep during church today... Was really tired after staying up till abt 5 juz coz I can't zzz.. hahaha...
Umx... Bye to the sadness of 2005 and hi to the new and hopeful 2006~! =)
~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~
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10:15 PM