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Thursday, August 31, 2006
What a super duper nice day I had sia.. Was really studying the whole day.. but for some reason after Chem consultation with Ms Tay (which was a light-hearted and funny one.. haha) I really couldn't stand Ms Yee's session.. And I got slightly pissed when she said she wasn't gg through MCQs.. ok.. But luckily I held back the anger (got reminded of a verse) was feelign suffocated though.. afraid that I can't finish studying plus I can't seem to rem all the concepts and to make it even worse I keep forgetting them =(
And just when I was contemplating of gg to the beach to scream it all out.. it had to rain cats and dogs.. and to make things worse.. because of the heavy downpour.. the road outside TJ was flooded.. and just when I was walking to the bus stop.. I got splashed by the puddles of water when a car passed by.. Great.. I was already so fed up that I really felt like swearing.. and crying.. arghsss...
So.. in order to vent off that pissed mood of mine.. the only outlet is.. to find tingzi! Haha.. since she's the only one who understands me most so far.. and I couldn't bear to tell Ling coz she'll only get more paranoid too hahas.. I think everything abt Bio is driving me nuts.. Its supposed to be my fav subject .. but it seems that i get more frustrated and angry doing it.. and ironically.. I suddenly seem to enjoy doing Maths.. which used to be one of my most hated subjects.. Am I placing too high hopes abt Bio on myself? And I enjoy doing chem more than Bio now.. what is gg on? Shoots.. I dun exactly want my passion to diminish now..
Perhaps.. its time to think of a new career perspective.. sighs..
I'm gg off now.. Just back from studying wif Dang and Yu xuan.. sighs.. I miss those times where we always studied together.. Hope there can be more sessions like this! I'm feeling drained...
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12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Pretty fruitful today.. But still! Need to do a few bio essays so that can let sm yee go through 2mr and oso more chem questions so that I have summore questions to ask Ms Tay.. Which oso indirectly means that I have no time for maths.. yet again..
Jiayou Sam.. Work hard towards your goal.. And jiayou ppl... We can do it =)
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9:39 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
Heyyyy... I realised that I'm hooked on coming online.. double uh oh since I'm not supposed to be doing it this way during study break even though it is indeed a form of relaxation.. but not so after watching that 45 mins of HH3.. So.. the next time u guys see me online.. pls stop me!!!! Eeeek.. I need to start concentrating... =P
Anyways.. I'm kind of bushed today after mugging the whole day with Ling.. though I still think its not too productive yet.. (My definition of productive is that I do one chapter of each subject a day. .which isn't sufficient to cover everything by this week still) Coz.. through the whole day.. i only managed to do..
1) At least 50 questions of the dummy Bio MCQ.. and I can't tell you how sick and tired I got of it.. Really!!! Those info that I dunno.. do already also start to know coz everything juz starts to repeat itself!
2) Ehx.. 3 pages of 1100 Words.. which isn't alot but can be quite taxing coz you need to guess the meaning? Oh man..
3) Sexual Repro in Humans (which seems never ending.. shoots.. and I still have alot to be done for Bio) Up to implantation.. and I still can't gurantee that I can remember whatever I have done for the past term.. double shucks..
4) 2 questions of complex numbers.. But well.. I always spend alot of time on Maths.. so.. can't help it I guess (*shrugs*)
5) Erm.. half a part of a question on Chem? =X
Looks like I need to speed up 2mr.. And yeap.. that aside.. had quite a good conver with Tingzi (who joined us in the afternn) and Ling.. regarding dreams.. haha.. I found the part where we sat at (centre stage of AMK central.. muahaha) pretty funny.. it feels as though we were shooting an MTV! Hahaha... Ok.. I reckon we spent abt 1 hour plus there while we took a break.. haha.. which is supposed to be good coz it'll enhance our learning ;) Not too good to juz study whole day ehx? =)
Dreams... sub-conscious.. haha.. we mentioned sth abt deja-vu feeling and how most scientists believe that if we felt that we have experienced that particular event in our dreams before.. its because our soul has travel to the future.. How true can that be? But well... I reckon that there is no definite answer to this since up till this point in time. .No one has been able to make the breakthrough in their research on the area of dreams and the sub-conscious.. =)
Okies.. and I nearly cried out loud when I realised that Ms Yee's bracelet was not on wrist anymore.. till I realised that it dropped on the library chair (Thank God!) Haha.. looks like I've got to tighten it =) And church yest was pretty fun.. I reckon that my definition of fun = the time of get together.. And cheering up after a week of tiredness =)
That's all I have to say I suppose.. to all who are taking their prelims : GOOD LUCK! All the best and God bless! ;) Jiayou!! Stepping into the 2nd last lap..
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9:04 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Someone pls tell me I'm nuts.. I actually spent 3 whole hours on 7 P and C questions from tuition and with the help from Wei Ling summore.. Sometimes I really wonder why i just dun haf the aptitude for Maths.. as a result.. I got so tired out that although I told Ling that I wanted to go home only at arnd 7.30 or 8.. I ended up leaving earlier than her coz I was juz so saturated and none of the transition elements stuff was getting into my head!
Arghs.. that aside.. we gave Ivan Lim the marshmellow cushions! Haha.. Our whole class went.. and he aws like.. feeling honoured? lol.. and suddenly i've realised that when he called me.. he actually called me "Sam"! LOL.. Ok.. I guess that's my common nick now =) But anyway.. yeah CG 25/05: Mr Lim wants to say a big thank you to you all for the cushions and that he is very touched by us =)
Hehe.. the wonders of being a student brightening up a teacher's day.. apparently he didn't notice sth was abit not right when both Ting and I asked him the same question..
Oh and we gave Ms Tay her present too! Haha.. so I guess my mission is accomplished over here.. Cindy was like.. if I were not the only one who was so enthu.. the class wouldn't have done anything abt it.. Oh well.. I mean.. isn't it at elast basic courtesy that we show some respect and recgonition for our tutors? As in no celebration is still ok.. but the least we shld do is to get sth for them =) That's what I feel lar.. no offence.. Oh well.. afterall. .I have always been the one who initiates the bday present buying part among my clique anyway.. LOL.. Perhaps that is what I am made for =)
Secondly.. I'm seeing stars after folding so many stars and my poor arms are aching.. LOL.. ok that was just a comment =P The real thing is.. today is the last official day of sch.. Feeling abit sentimental.. Well.. but I guess that is part of life.. I think I'm quite attached to TJ actually.. I love the environment and the tutors.. but def not the kind of study pace of course.. Occasionally I will start to wish that maybe JC education shld be extended to 3 years! Hahas.. Of course, that is imposs =) But I noe I'm gg to miss TJ.. Like it or not =)
Okies.. I think I've crapped enuff.. Gg back to fold more stars now.. sayos~~~
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10:51 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
"Deosn't time fly when you're having fun?" Haha.. I'm reminded of this sentence that Lofty always mention when Pekkie said that 2mr.. is the last official school day becasue after that.. after prelims we'll be following another timetable.. A little 伤感 there.. but really.. this is gg to be the indication that our JC life is coming to an end soon.. like in a few mths time? and grad day is coming in abt 1 mth's time?
That aside.. tot that today's chem lesson was pretty funny.. haha.. Ms Tay kept making blunders during chem remedial when she was explaining (haha.. non-element!) Hehe.. cool sia... I'm gg to miss chem lessons.. though this is not the last one.. but I'll still miss it.. can still rem distinctively (like each and everyone) what she said the 1st day she stepped into class.. heeee... I'm gg to miss her.. hahaha...
Ok lar.. that's all.. Hafta continue to study now.. tata~~
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9:19 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Yay.. organising a gathering wif LZ soon.. haha at least that's sth to look forward to before the prelims =)
Anyway.. had a late lunch today.. haha.. or rather.. I ate this horrid bread that was so horrid tasting that I nearly threw it out again.. Surprisingly.. despite the lack of sleep that I had, (even though someone juz reminded me that rest is impt -_-" As if I can do it hahaha..) I managed to keep very very much wide awake till after chem lect.. Ms Yee nearly forgot to come for remedial LOL... asked her the genetics MCQ (which was like ages ago since I've last touched it) and settled for sth more filling only at abt 3.. haha.. thank goodness I din have gastric ;)
I shall blog abt the rest on the other side of me =) let's hope this week will be a more fruitful one..
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9:15 PM
My determination for studies is wearing out.. I am no longer as tolerant as I could have been.. esp during Bio lesson just now when really nth at all interests me.. *slashes the Bio dept's zhao pia* I appreciate the efforts that the dept is putting in just to get us to revise.. but this is def nto the way for me and just now was the last straw when I finally approached Ms Yee and told her that I dun wanna take the rev ex on weds..
And I wun be taking it on weds.. I'll be taking it on Thurs instead -_-" Funny right? The kind of restrictions I give myself.. but I noe that if I dun do it this week.. I prob wun be doing it.. and then it'll boil down to DIY again.. -_-" Grrrrrr... getting suffocated by the workload now isn't exactly the way to handle things I guess..
I'm gg for bio tut empty handed today.. and it isn't our fault that we din read biostats! RRRRahhhh... This is killing my passion and its bad..
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3:55 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I feel like crying.. LOUD!
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8:42 PM
Been feeling kind of depressed these days and was toking to Ting yest after tuition and before our study time together.. Apparently that conversation depressed me more after i got home..
Some thoughts that went through my mind:
1) We're bidding goodbye to our JC sch life and uniform life as well (*sobs*)
2) If my friends were to go overseas.. will we be able to be as close as we are now? Ting did mention sth abt phone calls but I think that given the bill rates, the no. of pages for our next phone bill will be like 100 over bucks? haha.. and I think I'll really cry out loud if that were to happen since when ppl start telling me abt their plans to go overseas now.. I already am feeling affected -_-" 天下真的是无不散之筵席吗?
3) Recalled that Pekkie said sth abt Peng Lao Shi telling her that "舍得,舍得,要舍才能得" Does this apply to our studies too? As in sacrificing our time, including leisure (and in my case.. I think some ppl noe what mean) just so that we can get what we want in future? Is it worth it?
4) Chatted with Kai Lin and realised what a sharp contrast I was from her.. I wish I can slack more and not give myself too much of the adrenaline rush.. -_-" 平时只会往别地方寻找自己的问题出现在哪儿,但却往往忽略了最大的敌人与心魔,其实就是自己。
5) Perfect Cadence doesn't exactly seem to be perfect when not the whole class is going and we might have problems on where to stay that night unless there's a class chalet that day.. Which is literally imposs I reckon..
6) Tired out of the pace of life.. been telling myself (and wif others reminding me) to press on.. 有些事是说得出,但很难做得到。
The rest.. I think I shall just blog it on the other side of me.. I'm too tired already (and its only 5 hours past day-break -_-") even though I slept liek real early yest..
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11:27 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Man.. I've been so tired out this week.. which was an overload of tests, tests and more tests! And less sleep and less sleep and lesser sleep! -_-" Finally am giving myself a rest today.. I think my poor body needs alot of time to recuperate from this week.. now I seriously wonder if it is a good thing to haf my study break earlier or later.. (earlier=rest and catch up on sleep.. study at own pace unlike the BIO pace now... later=no time to study! Arghs)
Studying non-stop... Sickening.. And I haven't exactly started on my maths yet.. which is supposed to be my worst subject ironically.. great..
Last week of sch.. good luck peeps..
So basically I have nth much to update.. no big deal.. you'll prob find the blog quite stagnant coz there's nth except mugging to be blogged abt..
On a lighter note.. TJ127 was discussing abt the wonderful memories of PW last year.. haha.. and how we oft spent the night at Ling's house doing either our GPP or our beloved Written Report (which was the reason why we din get band 1 btw) haha.. Aww... I miss those times.. It was the only time for bonding..
Buying teacher's day presents this sun.. hee
Sleeping mode.. so everything no link.. hehe
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11:00 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Slept for only 2.5 hours last night with no thanks to the humungous amt of workload and also the bio rev ex.. In fact I find it a miracle how I actually nearly passed my mendelian one when I was almost near to a breakdown that day.. I felt so much like screaming it all out today.. And it seems that the whole world is afraid of my stress level...
And speaking of breakdowns.. I did just now.. too tired I guess but no I din do it in front of Ms Yee haha.. Somehow Emilie detected it and we ended the session quickly before she asked me if I was alright.. Well.. I din wan to have a session today actually but I knew that I wun want to have it 2mr either coz of the biochem test and the following day's rev ex.. Ended up feeling so saturated.. and ta-da.. it was tear-jerking time.. esp when I was doing the genetic diagram and for some reason I juz couldn't get my gametes right.. Sigh.. And that was it when Ms Yee said I was giving weird ans.. trigger no. 2..
I'm gg to hate Mendelian Genetics for the rest of my life I swear... Perhaps I dun wanna major in Bio too.. such a chore to even do it now..
And perhaps it was a blessing in disguise that I din go for maths remedial too coz I think I would probably have not been paying attention..
Thankfully I din exactly cry in front of Emi nor her.. chose to do a silent one on the bus for awhile coz after that I really had to suppress it before I went onto the so-crowded train.. But thanks to Emi.. who offered her help in that chapter =) So I guess at least the picture wun be as bleak as I painted it out to be.. I hope *cross fingers*
Great.. Monday blues.. and this is just the beginning... Looks like I wun be turning up for church nor my study date wif Jo this week...
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8:52 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
List of things to do TONIGHT:
1) Complex no. tutorial (which I doubt I'll be able to do..)
2) Nov 2003 Maths paper 1
3) GP comprehension
4) Nervous control
5) Kidney and Osmoregulation
For the rest of the week:
1) Chem tutorial on Group VII
2) Revise organic chem and biochem
3) MCQs for bio
List of tests next week:
1) BIO REV EXERCISE x 2 (thanks alot sia bio dept..) mon and weds
2) Biochem lecture test on tues
3) Organic Chem class test on Fri
GREAT!... I'm gg to have a sleepless week...
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8:32 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Shoots.. I din noe or rather.. din realise that there is less than 30 days to prelims.. and if i dun do well in prelims (choy!!!!) there's gg to be another post-prelim.. this is nuts.. I hope its gg to be much better than JCT.. the prelim papers in my hse are juz accumulating dust coz I really dun haf time to do them.. so the next time u see me slacking too.. juz like what Ting has said in her blog.. remind me of the time constraint pls..
And I'm starting to get sick and tired of Bio coz of the endless workload.. I'm gg to juz ignore GP.. which is liek one of the most impt subjects.. haix...
Oh.. question for thought: Why do leaves always move around in a circle? haha..
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11:42 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
End of week.. even though this week only got start and end.. meaning Mon and Fri got lessons only.. but for some reason I was really feeling very very tired.. at the pace that things are going.. And I'm falling sick too.. grrr... sore throat... no thanks to the super cold classroom and the air con that I've been facing whole day.. -_-"
Shoots.. it seems like I've got nth else to blog abt other than my studies now.. what a life.. or rather.. no life.. -_-" Sat.. mug after tuition.. sun.. mug b4 gg church... mug after coming back from church.. -_-" Now I noe what it means when they say that JC students haf no life.. And when I said I was feleing slack.. ppl more hardworking than me such as Jia Hui and Eunice were like "If you're slack.. then we're bettr off dead"... Oh please.. I am not so hardworking.. compared to last year I mean...
Sian... Life's a bore... And yet there's not enough time..
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11:11 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Wah.. luckily 2mr is a Fri.. but it means another long day for me coz I need to see Tag at 1 2mr.. for the super tough vector questions she gave me.. looks like she over-estimated me.. hehe.. Followed by that having Bio make up tutorial at 3.30 (or izzit 3?) whatever the case.. we're proceeding real slow compared to other classes but then again.. it's nto as suffocating a pace lar.. even though with the additional work.. sighs..
Haha.. TGIF!
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9:58 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Happy National Day in advance! =)
Anyways.. celebrations this year was quite ok.. and finally we had a successful class lunch and outing today =) Thanks to the ppl who made it poss.. and I apologise if I seemed like a brat.. But really.. it was fun doing those wacky photo shoots and all =)
And Shan jie and I can't find the converse shoes that we wanted that fitted our budget.. Looks like we've got to go for another trip again!
Peeps.. if you wan the photos from my cam.. which isn't alot haha.. just add me on MSN.. =)
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11:16 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
You know.. I often wonder how I always am able to make ppl feel better but yet I just can't stop myself from being too tempermental and losing control of my own emotions.. I apologise to the ppl whom I've been harsh to just now.. though it may not be the case and I dun mean it.. paiseh =)
Anyways.. today has gotta be one of my lognest days ever.. lessons ended at 4.30 inclusive of maths remedial.. which by then was just so tired out.. so.. I bought choco to brighten up my day! Haha.. just to counteract the monday blues.. and also.. the blues of Mendelian Genetics.. bahhh crap.. I am already putting alot of time into these 2 topics (wif Mutation) and I still got like more than 1/2 of the MCQs wrong.. I wonder how come others can do it but not me sometimes..
So my friday is going to be lengthen oso coz we just settled on a make up lesson for bio.. we're slower compared to other classes and I do admit that I do get pissed off when we are always late for lessons.. and if its not bad enuff.. we always hafta be stranded outside the classroom during our double periods.. -_-" resulting in a shortage of time when it already is being constrained.. also looking for Tag on Fri.. sian.. I really dun like her as my Maths tutor and I can't do the sickening complex no tutorial...
Was toking to Ling last night and we agreed that we really dun like Tag.. And we reallly felt that our class pace is always being slowed down.. Perhaps its time to ponder if we really are that weak in terms of academic matters... or is it just because we are not working hard enough than we should? Whatever the case.. its only 5 weeks to prelims ppl.. pls jiayou and work hard k? Press on!
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8:58 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Chanced upon Shanster's blog and realised that what she said was true.. When i first set up this blog.. I just tot that it'll serve the purpose of a diary since I'm always too lazy to write and given the time constraints now.. I can't even find the energy to write.. And now it sort of has been functioning as a way of destress and a habit to just let me rant and complain and note down memories as well as random thoughts..
Anyway.. studied at Bugis wif Jo juz now.. can't exactly say it was fruitful since I spent literally the whole morning on Mendelian Genetics MCQ.. but considering that it's one of my weakest chapters.. haha.. But after that did a few structured questions from ACJC paper and read up on the cardiac cycle.. Quite alright I guess? Still a lil slow though hehee..
Meaning that i need my 2 day National Day hol fast.. haha and it reminds me of how time flies coz last year I spent mine at Wei Ling's hse doing PW.. hahaha... What a pity 2mr is my long day.. and I need to do my complex no tutorial! Arghs..
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8:41 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Hey~~~ Just came back from someone else's (whom I wun and its not exactly convenient to mention here) along wif Ms Yee.. heee.. pretty nice and small but cosy place =)
Anyway.. I've successfully completed 6 bio essays and part of one rev exercise today and yest as well as to read through one GP essay and attempted questions on electrochem as well as vectors.. pretty much w/n 4 hours I guess.. but still not enuff to cover the list of work that I hafta do this weekend I suppose..
Din haf much for dinner until after church when refreshments were served.. but being the conservative me I din take alot.. haha.. meaning that I'm still hungry.. =P
Blah.. I'm toking crap.. shall blog abt it on the other side of me.. Oh.. I do enjoy suaning and sticking out my tongue at her.. hehehe.. I think she nearly went bonkers hahaha...
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10:50 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Phew... finally the end of another hectic week.. if you count in NAPFA.. I've had 4 tests in 4 days of this week.. But good thing is I managed to clock in at 14 mins for my 2.4km rum.. BUT.. I still got a position 59? OMG.. apparently everyone.. and not juz me.. was pia-ing through.. Supposed to do better but was juz feeling so tired.. haha..
Weds.. had photo-taking wif the CG!! Haha.. and did some zi-lian pics too.. took wif Ting and WRB.. and Ms Tay.. hehe.. stayed in sch for awhile.. seems liek what I did was quite productive w/n 3 hours to others.. but def to me I was too slow.. Ok maybe I'm too impatient.. But given the shortage of time for revision and plus the endless revision exercises I have stacked for bio.. haha.. I can't help feeling that way..
Thurs night: Felt too drained to really concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing.. eventually I had a 1.5 hours conversation wif Joanne.. trying to teach her thermochem questions in the TYS.. and realised that to my horror.. the chem rev exercise and self test acutally came from there and were questions that I did before.. -_-" What a short-term memory I have.. Had chem consultation earlier on and was feeling quite drained by the time I reached remedial.. And haha.. soemone chose to call at a wrong time while I was napping.. heee...
Today: shortest day.. also meanign my rest-day! Oh man.. logn waited.. but then again.. it also signals that I'm one week closer to the prelims.. which isn't exactly good news.. coz I'm nowhere near the revision plan.. haha.. GREAT.. and I think alot of us are started to feel the pace quickening alot as well as feeling suffocated by the endless workload piled up day after day..
What a tiring week.. and I'm a lil sick of doing bio essays.. try finishing 4 at one go..
Oh.. during bio lect Ms Tiew mentioned sth abt biochem.. which reminded me that since i'm interested in both bio and chem.. why not take up biochem? But then again.. Sg doesn't have such a course available in uni.. sadded.. means the only way I can do this course is to go overseas via a scholarship.. which is literally imposs.. looks liek i've gotta stick to either biomed or chem..
Things to be done this weekend:
1) 4 more bio essays (including Mutation)
2) Mutation MCQ
3)
3 Bio revision exercises 4) ACJC chem
5) Electrochem remedial diagnostic ex and rev ex
6) Complex no. tutorial and Vectors from TYS
And in order to do teh bio rev ex.. I hafta read up on an additional 4 chapters.. now how's that for a weekend?
Strive on and good luck ppl...
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11:33 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
I'm so dead for Bio and Maths today... For one.. I'm too tired and really the minute I received bio.. I literally felt like crying.. tough questions but heck.. its over.. am expecting a single digit coz i dun even noe what i'm writing.. Maths.. for some reason I really wasn't in the mood for it.. I couldn't do the hypo question for some reason.. and I'm just so sick and tired of it..
Call it the exam blues.. this will last until the As.. Great.. And I'm having NAPFA 2mr.. plus Chem self test on equilibria on fri.. and 6 bio essays.. How wonderful..
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11:06 PM
For the 1st time in my entire life.. I have failed NAPFA.. well.. not unexpected though.. coz I did the inclined pull up 4 times instead of the usual once wif no thanks to my sweaty palms.. so by the time I finally found a bar that suited me.. U can alreay guess how tired my dear arms are.. But oh well.. better luck for the re-test haha...
Btw.. the sch lib's open till 7.30 now... hehes.. And it can get pretty noisy wif lots of ppl esp the year 2s lar.. -_-" A lib's supposed to be quiet...
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3:53 AM