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Friday, June 30, 2006
So.. I din go out today.. Rotted the whole day at home.. Can't watch world cup sadly coz I dun haf the channel =( Stupid channel 5 dun wanna air the matches! ARGH.. But I hope its Brazil or England that will win! Hehe..
Being at hoem alone can be so boring.. I watched tan pan zhuan jia like for the nth time again... wasn't very long when I received Ting's call on the paper. but anyway.. hope we can all enjoy ourselves this week so that next week when the results come back.. ar.. but that's another matter altogether.. Just hope that Tue's Maths and Bio *if they ever come together* wun be a bigger bombshell than I expect it to be.. and I hope Chem will live up to mye xpectation of at least a decent A level pass.. This better be good considering the effort that I've put in..
So plans for the following week are as follow: Gg out shopping for presents wif Cindy and co hehe.. The ppl concerned dun read my blog so hehehe... Gg church perhaps? Ok... abt this I shall blog it on the other side of me.. gg out wif Ting before class BBQ (which I am still deciding if I'm gg since teh following day is a sch day and its at East Coast)
Am looking forward to next Thurs! Definitely! Hehe.. That is if my results are ok.. I'm expecting an EOO hopefully? But my maths might not make it though.. sighs.. but anyway.. all has been done already so no use lamenting over it.. shall juz enjoy the following days w/o thinking abt my results.. haha..
Perhaps its coz I'm suddenly not used to not doing any work that's why I feel empty suddenly.. haha.. But anyway.. I've been gorging on choco these days so I need to get to teh gym to work it out sometime hehe..
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11:59 PM
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Yay!! I've finally completed JCT!! BUT... downside is.. this is only the 1st step towards the final As hehe.. And surprise surprise! Meryl quit SG idol coz of sch work.. haha.. no wonder I din see her face in the trailers.. but well.. kind of expected.. if I were her I would haf done it long ago haha...
Anyway.. today's Chem paper was manageable compared to the previous promo and JCT papers.. Yeah and as usual there wasn't enough time to complete the paper and I nearly freaked out when I did the deductive question coz it was soooooo long and I ran out of space when i was mapping out the reactions for compund A.. haha.. so I gave up on it since there wasn't much time left and juz threw in the deductive statements in non-chronological order hahaha.. For the 1st time I really felt as though there was hope in this JCT.. haha.. and man I nearly luffed at Ms Tay's expression when she saw me writing more than the lines provided for the explanation part hahaha...
And to think that before that.. Ling, me, Li Xuan and Cindy were mugging outside LT4.. haha.. and Ms Wong *is it? dunno lar.. the biochem lecturer* and Ms Tay passed by.. haha.. And Ms Wong was like.. "You all not hot camping outside mehx?" -_-" Haha.. ok we did look like campers wif our barang barang filled wif chem.. haha.. Oh well..
Yest.. Maths paper wasn't exactly a disaster considering the fact that I din even haf time left over.. haha than compared to last year when I had loads of time left over coz dunno how to do mar.. hehe.. Was quite disappointed though becasue the paper was supposed to be quite alright but I really din have much time to think through.. coz of time management I guess.. spent too much time on the questions that I know already =( But... I'm more optimistic that I can get at least 30 marks though haha.. But I really felt like crying after the paper because I knew that I could have done better.. oh well.. bo bian.. I really din do much for Maths.. Just hope that the bell-shaped curve for grades isn't gg to be shifted to far right..
Then tried to nap for a while.. but apparently I couldn't.. so joined Ting at AMK lib.. could see that both of us were really drained.. and she was disappointed too.. but anyway.. we did get down to serious mugging after a fair bit of toking haha.. That did help matters in the sense that it calmed us down and luckily Chem din let both of us down..
Just hope that the marks will be alright now.. but I've already done my best.. so I shall just leave it to God to do the rest =)
Good luck to peeps wif LEP paper 2mr! I miss LEP...
And before I forget.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN !! hehe.. sorry I forgot to send you a bday sms coz I was hafing exams.. haha.. Enjoy your 16th bday!
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10:13 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Say good luck to me as I complete my last paper for JCT... Chem! I SHALL NOT let today's dummy Maths paper bring me down.. but anyway.. I was quite satisfied le lar.. coz I really din study much for it compared to other subjects.. shall update more abt it 2mr.. after my paper.. hehe..
But for now.. its back to organic chem..
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11:06 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
Yikes.. I know I;m not supposed to be blogging here but I do need something to perk myself up before I continue wif the sexual repro notes which seem never-ending..
Stupid GP was a goner.. when I looked at the compo I was literally half shocked by the fact that there was almost noquestion that I totally could tackle.. so I settled for the argument on Singapore's education system YET AGAIN.. shoots.. and the compre? Another killer coz I couldn't even understand what the stupid passage was toking abt.. and it was on genetic engineering.. so in the AQ I just literally dumped whatever I have learnt in Bio into it.. dun even haf the time to decipher the question nor do I have the time to even skip questions.. -_-" This doesn't look good..
Oh man.. this is only the 1st paper and I'm already feeling drained.. feeling out of touch with academics after one month's break of revision I guess... (notice the irony there..)
And for chem this morning.. were a lil outcasted wif Ting and Pekkie coz we were the only ones of our class there for flag raising.. And proceeded on the ask Ms Tay questions.. haha.. and Vera actually forgot abt the pt that GP was in the afternoon LOL.. But anyway.. was quite a fruitful session I guess coz I kept popping choco into my mouth as Ms Tay was explaining.. haha.. It'll be a miracle if I ever dun fall sick after the exams.. haha.. and truth is.. I can't even imagine how I lose weight since I keep popping junk food into my mouth.. but anyway.. choco is an anti-depressant so hehe.. it helps to a certain extent I guess.. I need to haf more confidence in my chem esp Ionic Equilibrium! Arghs...
K lar.. back to Sexual repro.. sian...
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11:01 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Am basically here to say a few things:
1) I'm pleased to annouce that I have finally kept awake for one day w/o napping even though I've mugged..
2) My bro's back! Haha..
3) I think organic chem is fun.. hehe
4) Good luck peeps for the JCT.. one more week and it's freedom!
5) Bon Voyage Ying Xian! Have fun in China! Hehes..
Ok.. that's all.. back to some more progressive mugging..
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10:39 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
As requested by the persom whom I was mugging wif today.. I shall put up a wishlist for my bday this year muahaha... even though I seriously dun quite haf the mood to think abt it.. =P
1) Kenix! or Ling Zhi.. or Jing Ru.. or whoever to celebrate my bday wif me! Hehe.. Imposs though =(
2) Sony 2GB mp3 player.. the recent model one.. hehe.. Doubt anyone will gif me this though haha.. Sony cybershot digi cam =P
3) E mo zai shen bian/ e zuo ju zhi wen *recommended by Ting hehe.. though I havent' watched it yet* DVD or VCD! Hahas..
4) HK drama DVD or VCD? Haha.. I seriously dunno what title I want though.. coz there are simply too many =P Maybe anything wif Kenix? Yi Wu Liang Jia San Xing Ren? Qing Mi Hei Sen Lin? Lao Po Da Ren? Haha... I dunno!
5) Sling bags to bring to sch!!! Hehe.. I've run out of bags.. -_-"
6) Good grades for JCT and As! Haha.. And get into NUS hehe..
7) Go HK and shop to my heart's delight at the end of the year!
Umz.. I guess that's all for now.. shall update when I have something else in mind hahaha...
Today.. was super productive.. learnt and summarised respiration and photosynthesis.. hehe.. thank God I noe the processes so it wasn't that difficult afterall hehehe.. And saw Hui Xuan and her sis! Hahas.. Was really stuck in the lib and I also did tution hw.. haha.. and I'm gg to try and complete genetics today.. wish me luck so that i can cont on chem and maths 2mr.. hehe..
Jiayou peeps! A few more days to go.. and one week later.. it's freedom!!! Yay!! And then.. its gg to be the revenge of the students on the tutors.. hiak hiak *evil grin*
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9:44 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
6个月的心情,今天终于发泄出来了。。好不容易地把那些闷在心中与潜意识里的那种情绪给”吐”了出来。
似乎好久没在朋友或家人面前哭了。今天大概算是破例吧?
Well.. somehow I just finally released the feelings of anguish, stress and everything else.. I dunno what else my subconcious is hiding from me.. But either way.. I finally shed tears.. for once.. Perhaps behind every face, there's a facade.. and behind every facade, there's always something that is hidden deep down.. Crying is indeed a good way of releasing it.. haha.. And hey! At least.. I did try to hide it away from Ting haha.. but of course.. even though it wasn't obvious.. she still could detect it lar.. so when she tried to test me.. obviously I would cont crying coz its all pent-up inside.. Plus.. I really haven't had a real nor a good cry ever since sch started this year.. Perhaps I've been numbed by the fact that there's just so many ppl out there in the same situation as me.. and I've already improved from last year..
Oh well.. I dun deny the fact that I do feel better after crying though =) And thanks to Ting who was there wif me all the time.. And thank goodness I cried before YX came and haha.. also for the fact that I dun look like I cry after I've recovered =)
Yeah but anyway.. that aside.. went to look for Ms Tay in the morning.. haha.. turned out that there were 5 ppl asking her questions so naturally I din really get a chance to shoot her wif my questions.. Haha.. but the session was at least a light-hearted one =) And I do feel better wif more ppl than a one to one consultation wif Ms Tay.. haha.. Ok.. nth against her.. but let's juz say that not that familiarised wif her yet lol.. And went to take neoprints wif Ting! Hehes..
Was supposed to go to her hse 2mr but coz of what happened juz now.. and also for the pt that Ting said 2mr was a Fri.. decided to postpone it to Mon morning after assembly.. Haha.. and she has a chihuahua!! Oh man.. next time muz go her hse to bai nian.. den can play wif her dog haha.. But well.. I think she muz haf thought that I really have something against going to her hse coz after that she asked me if I want to change the venue to sch instead.. LOL.. Nah.. it was coz of the incident at SMU lar.. haha..
And.. from that incident.. I realised that maybe.. umz.. I am not as strong as I think I am.. or rather.. I am too good an actress coz I can even fool myself into thinking that hey.. maybe I can do this w/o too much trouble.. apparently not.. haha.. but... whatever the case.. I will still do my best to achieve triple D =)
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9:57 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Ok I really dunno how I look when I say grace or pray ok but it has been a recent comment that I look stressed -_-" Pls define the look of stress for me the next time u wanna comment on this k? Hehe...
Anyways.. few more days to JCT.. jiayou peeps =)
And I shall go back to my chem now to do more questions so that I can ask Ms Tay..
Awaiting after JCT days..
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10:50 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Had a super tiring day.. Went to see Tag in the morning.. din haf the time to finish asking her questions since she had to rush off by 12.15.. Seems like she is trying to inject the word "Confidence" into me.. but it doesn't seem to be accepted by my mentality.. After doing so many questions.. let's just hope that the effort will at least pay off a little..
And had lunch wif Ting and XH.. well.. not exactly.. more like they were waiting for me.. and I can't finish my bak chor mee as usual.. too oily and my stomach has been giving me probs again -_-" Well.. at least I did have lunch =P
Then went to the library to try and study.. which obviously I din really do it coz I was feeling so tired by then.. The weather was so nice for a nap.. hehe.. So ended up only attempting a few questions on Maths and summarising 2 chapters of trigo.. haha.. Was supposed to meet Ms Yee at 2.30 but she only came at abt 4.. so you can imagine how tired I was by then considering that I only had abt 5 hours of sleep.. haha.. but well.. not her fault too.. she's sick and still hafta attend a 6 hour meeting haha..
And I only din see her for abt 1 week and she said I lost weight? LOL.. She thought it was stress lar.. Erm.. partly yes I guess.. but my life has been so routine that I dun even notice lar.. So maybe I did lose weight.. bleahs..
As expected.. she did ask me abt church hahas.. Umz.. of coz 2 hours in service and 3 hours back home dun seem alot to her what.. but this week.. sighs.. JCT... Feel as though I'm in a confused state of mind now.. But I noe she is trying to encourage me too.. Well.. I'll put this at the back of my head for now..
K lar.. I think I shall cont my studying wif Wen Min 2mr.. hopefully can cover quite a bit more before I go through everything one more time.. *cross fingers*
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10:22 PM
My 700th post.. yeah time really flies.. And seeing me blogging at this hour of time means that I'm de-stressing from my dummy Maths which I've been staring at it for the whole day.. And the only thing that makes me happy is that I've completed my MI package for Maths that'a sll coz the rest.. sucks.. period. I can't even get through like half the question before it taeks me another 1/2 hour just to try and unravel what went wrong..
Sick and tired of this really..
This June hols is really one whereby I am trying to follow tutors' advice not to be stressed and yet look at what I'm doing now. No life at all.. promised to give myself one day a week off and I din do it.. Started revision earlier than others and I still can't finish. Wth.. I hate this kind of life..
Jo SMSed me at 5.35 am last night.. and told me that she slept at 12 and woke up at that time coz she felt guilty for not doing anything.. seriously.. wif peers like this.. do you think it's even possible not to feel stressed? I mean.. no offence to the ppl out there but I'm really feeling suffocated by the pace and the time left for the papers...
Shoots.. Can this week pass slowly and next week quickly?
Oh how much I hate myself sometimes...
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12:00 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Had a weird dream this morning as I woke up.. It seemed to be of totally no link at all to what I've been going through these few days..
Dreamt that me and 2 others *can't rem who they are* went to Ting's house.. And Ting's house was suspended in the air.. in a ship! And below her house there were pirates.. And she suddenly had a brother haha.. And her mum was supposed to be cooking kueh chap.. Hehe.. Ok and she suddenly slipped down the chain and we kept pulling her back.. Cold sweat there..
Weird? LOL.. but after the conver wif Ting juz now over lunch.. come to think of it.. it wasn't that weird afterall as we tried interpreting my dream hehe.. even though she was laughing throughout haha..
Also spoke abt how dreams reflect the subconcious.. and asked if I do believe in tuo meng.. I do.. Haha.. and of coz that it led to the tok on science.. and how sometimes it doesn't explain everything.. And that dream abt stress.. haha.. Very often.. we'll think that what has happened long ago would have been forgotten long ago.. but its always the subconcious that is at work.. Just like how if a comatose patient chooses not to wake up.. he or she will not wake up..
Umz... sounds like an interesting arena to be explored...
Nto only that.. I do admit that we din really study today.. czo we kept toking.. but our conversation really brought me back to reality as to how sometimes I really bury too much into my books and seem oblivious to others.. truth is.. no.. I dun liek the feeling of being left out either.. I would rather if someone else tells me his or her troubles and let me have a share in it, than to just ignore telling me abt it even when I probe just coz I seem busy and stressed up.. Pls.. I want to play my part as a friend too and not just be an onlooker..
Am not gg to church 2mr and next week.. She's prob not too happy abt that and will def bring up that subject on Mon.. haha coz she din reply my sms.. but.. At this point of time.. I think I am still not too devoted yet.. and I'm not too devout.. coz I juz wanna study.. liek what Jo said.. And well.. thoughts abt this.. sigh.. I think Ting knows.. I shall not tok too much abt it here lest she suddenly drops by my blog...
Man.. I juz wish that I dun hafta study sometimes.. haha.. den can have these kind of conversations often..
And I juz got to know that my bro will be out from NS on my bday coz of his poly graduation!! Yay! Hehe.. After JCT...
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10:25 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
God bless me.. I just realised that my Maths is soooooo freakingly behind! Shucks.. And to top that up.. while I was doing Chem with Ms Tay today.. I found out that I can't rem all that I have covered over the past 3 weeks.. -_-" Okies.. this doesn't look good..
And anyway.. a 2.5 hour session wasn't really enough for today haha.. I've only asked abt 1/2 of the questions I intended to.. and phew.. managed to escape from gg to Ms Tay's hse.. haha.. not that I have anything against it.. but just that I think I'll feel uneasy there and it's so super far away.. Looks like there'll be more questions accumulated for Thurs..
And to think that I wanted to rest on the last week of the hols.. Fat hope now..
As for Maths.. the sickening trigo questions in the prelims package took me abt 4 hours to solve it.. -_-" Bio.. Haven't sourced for questions from other sch's papers yet.. Shoots.. I sure hope that XH, Ting and I will finish the Maths session w/n 3.5 hours.. or not there goes my lunch break..
Din go for the camp today even though I did pass by church wif Jo to let her have a look at which church I attend haha.. Stepped in and out quietly hehe..
My life's such a routine now.. wake up at 8.. leave hse at 8+ or 9.. start mugging for the whole day.. rest awhile watch tv.. and mug again! Man...
ARGHS... but then again... Ting is right.. shld conserve some energy for prelims and As which are more important.. BUT... I wanna do well for my bro too.. coz he said as long as I do well in JCT.. I wun hafta worry so much for prelims too.. Umz.. both sayigns are true..
Oh well.. I'll just try my best then.. and also not to gif myself too much of the adrenaline rush.. haha.. coz.. I'm looking forward to one week after the dummy JCT! LOL.. knock your head if you dun understand what I mean.. =P
And I'm praying hard that I wun blank out..
Good luck peeps..
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11:01 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Ok.. basically I just want to say..
HAPPY BDAY SIU LUN!! Hope your back is better now =)
HAPPY BDAY EN CI!! Thanks for showing me concern and giving encouragements when I needed it.. =)
And so.. I managed to mug at MJ today for the whole day haha.. And I shall continue doing so now.. for chem.. see ya!!
One more week to go.. Jiayou!
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9:57 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Well.. I've come to the conclusion that I am really a big sucker in Maths becasue today.. it took me another 2 hours just to do Mr Tay's *my tuition teacher* 3 questions just on sampling distribution alone.. looks liek I really hafta buck up.. or rather.. START on my maths before I start screaming for help to Mrs Tag on Mon.. and speaking of that.. here is the line-up for the following week..
Tomolo: Bio session cancelled.. yay.. means I dun hafta burn the oil tonight just to finish memorising sexual repro *yes.. Ting you better dun laugh at my drawing of the placenta again.. or else!* and also the dummy asexual repro by J Chong.. hehe..
Fri: Chem consultation wif Ms Tay at 10 am.. Hopefully 2mr when I go back to MJ *yay!* I will dig out more questions to ask her.. haha.. esp on equilibria and thermochem! hehe.. actually.. those are the only topics which I dun quite liek and I think that applies to half of the class too hehe..
Mon: Maths with Mrs Tag at 10am.. Ms Yee at 2pm.. I hope I have enough time for lunch in between.. Wonder how long we'll take to ask.. imagine the whole of CRV in the prelims package plus the JCT papers.. I think Mrs Tag will just stare at me with the bewildered look of why do you have so many questions.. haha.. Well.. that's just too bad.. I dun haf the aptitude so I can only make it up with attitude... meaning.. alot of questions.. hehe.. at least she shld be thankful that I din request for one whole day liek what I did to Mr Lim haha..
Ms Yee? I think she's too used to my style le.. haha.. So she'll just prob end the session 2 hours later.. haha.. Well.. interest in the subject sure is good.. to a limited extent hehe.. And I'll prob dig mroe questions out over the weekend..
So.. today.. din really do anything much except to do the dummy drawing of only 1/3 of the placenta haha.. and also the tuition homework.. cool.. I'm moving at such a slow rate.. But.. will def finish up with Chem *NMR* and a lil bit more of Bio.. hehe..
Well.. din go for the teens camp and nto intending to go coz I'm short of time for revision already.. haha.. and I went to watch Cars wif KL and Alina yest! Haha.. the movie was alright lar.. the last part was pretty funny and I prefered the 1st short movie of "One Man's Show" Haha.. Kl will def agree wif me on that I think hehe.. So cute! Hahas.. And she gave both me and Ali keychains and book marks.. that girl is really a precious gem =) Just hope that she can improve her relationship wif her mum and not be too stressed in HC too..
And after that we went into the frenzy of taking neoprints and photos! Hehe.. Posing in front of the camera haha.. And KL and I bought teh same pair of shoes! Just that mien was pink and hers was white.. coz the sales person said that my skin colour more suitable for pink.. too pale.. ok.. -_-"
Shoots.. my SMS exceeded? Looks like I gotta cut down on it..
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10:28 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Nothing Gold Can Stay - Robert FrostNature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leafs a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
As I was reminiscing *is that the correct spelling? =p* This poem that we once did in Lit lessons during sec 3/4 came into my mind.. How true it is to describe life in the simple 4 words of "Nothing Gold Can Stay".. Meaning good memories dun last forever.. And how ironic it is to know that we often take things for granted.. and never treasure them until they are gone.. or much less to say.. just like in view of friendship, we will only recall bits and pieces as we drift further and further apart..
Well.. that's just life I guess.. So I really think we should cherish whatever we have now.. the friendships, family and everything =)
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9:51 AM
"nv mind i have some very good friends to back me up.. my buddy..dearest Samartha... and also ali.. tho me and ali seldom contact each other nowadays we had our ever-reliable middleman-- dearest Samartha again..so we will alwaes b in contact.."
Muahaha... Kai Lin described me as though I'm so.. erm.. likeable.. haha.. KL.. pls I am not that good lar.. hehe.. even though I did luv to hear that =P I am not so shen hehe..
Anyways.. spent quite alot of time studyign in sch these past few days.. you bet I've been productive.. hehe.. but then again.. I hope the information retains in my mind when I go for the exams.. or not it'll just be another case of blanking out again.. =X Hopefully I can acheive my goal of at least a triple D? And yet I am so far behind.. haven't even started on my Maths yet.. wow.. looks like other than 2mr when I'm gg out wif KL and Ali.. I can't afford losing another day again..
Jiayou to the JC peeps who are gg to have the exams soon! We can do it!! Hehes.. Afteral.. if we do well for this.. we dun really hafta worry much for prelims and As already.. coz.. JCT is out to kill hehe.. Bleahs.. I'm crapping... of course the ultimate aim is to score for the A levels! Hehe..
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12:10 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Oops.. ok.. So I was a bit impatient today.. so sorry Pup and Yi Shan.. Must be the PMS mood again haha..
But anyway.. went for the supposed photog camp today.. waited for the gate to open for abt 30 mins before we finally got let into sch.. So much for security I guess.. But when we reach there.. the campers were having their breakfast so it was more rotting time for me and Pup and Chen Yeh.. who joined us soon after.. the ebst part was.. we were supposed to play board games till 2.. -_-" What a boring camp.. and Pup and I were lamenting that we should not have come so early btu instead.. just sleep in.. So... we sneaked out of teh camp after we had lunch.. hehe.. just to go shopping! Oops.. I kind of feel bad now.. sorry Pup!
Shucks.. I realise that I really am way behind my revision schedule.. Only 2 weeks left and 4/5 days more to consultation periods and I am nowhere near end-point yet.. And I just got reminded by Ms Yee today when she asked me how was my revision *bleahs.. I hate it when a tutor does that.. makes me feel stressed up* Oh well.. whatever it is.. I shall just make the best out of this week and try not to tire myself out in the 4th week in preparation for JCT.. Cummon.. afterall.. positive thinking does play a part.. right? =P
So.. jiayou ppl! We can do it~ =)
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11:27 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Tonight... ther will be no early going offline for me.. why? Coz my bro is officially in Tekong receiving his BMT.. and I dun hafta let the computer cool down for a while before he uses it.. BUT! I miss him loads.. Wah.. went to Tekong with him today.. and took a tour and some photos too.. his bunk looks nice but I wun be seeing him foor 2 weeks!! OMG.. meaning no more sleeping late for me coz everytime since he comes home late I noe there's always someone out there.. Haix..
But anyways.. coz of that I din go for the photog camp since his enlistment strats at 2.30 and the whole thing ended only at around 6.45.. too late to go back too sch I guess.. And hehe.. sitting on the ferry was quite alright just that its a lil too slow for me haha.. My first time to Tekong.. but it wun be my last I guess coz there is still a graduation ceremony in sept.. but might not be gg coz its on a weekday.. UNLESS.. its a sch hol! Haha.. But then again.. I'll be having prelims I think.. Quite surprised that she's staying overnight in sch today.. Or maybe she's not.. but either way.. she's at the camp haha..
Had tuition in teh morning.. finally once when I am at tuition wif Ting.. haha.. oh man I really wished I had found out this tuition centre beforehand.. then mayeb I wun hafta struggle so hard wif my pure maths topics hahahas...
Bro just called home! Haha.. 2 weeks of BMT.. wonder how he'll look like after his shave of hair..
K lar.. betetr go off now.. hafta reach pasir ris by 8.15 2mr~
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10:29 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
Wah... bro gg NS 2mr!!! Shall miss him for the next 2 weeks haha.. and we had dinner at Crystal Jade juz now.. which wasn't exactly nice hahs..
And I've been mugging non-stop for the past few days.. hmmm... hope its productive! Haven't try any questions yet.. shall leave that for the next 2 weeks to come.. hopefully can finish chem n bio by then.. haha den its doing of papers time!! And of coz.. maths.. coz that one is read finish notes and do de.. LOL.. Bleahs... I LOVE stats..
And I'm totally booked next week! Mon mug in sch.. Tues go out wif KL and Ali.. Weds.. Dun think I'm gg out wif Dang they all coz I really am too broke to afford sushi buffet at 21 bucks.. so looks liek I'll prob go and mug in sch or sth if they are juz gg to have lunch.. Thurs.. Maths consultation wif Tag *tentative* Fri Chem and Bio consultation at 10 am and 2 pm respectively.. What a busy person I am! Hahas.. nah.. its juz coz my hols are too free up so its study and study and more studying! Weee.. but actually.. I do prefer this kind of lifestyle.. haha.. coz its more relaxed.. and it makes me sleep earlier coz I get soooo tired by the end of the day after mugging outside either at AMK library or in sch.. Haha.. effective sia.. 3 to 4 chapters a day hahas..
And I have tuition 2mr.. got lots of things lined up so sayos!
I miss my bro!!!!!
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10:11 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Hey hey.. watched Xmen 3 today.. haha.. Tot I was early to arrive at 2 when we wanted to meet at 2.15 but turned out that all of us arrived at 2!! LOL.. And anyway.. the movie was quite alright lar.. juz that I think the focus was a little off.. hahas.. Poor Jean Grey.. hehe..
And yeap!! We went into the arcade to play wif the percussion thingy and oso Daytona as usual.. haha.. dummy us tried the advanced track and none of us even completed one lap.. hehe.. but I'm always the 1st!! LOL.. And the percussion thing was fun too coz we kept taking turns at it and i lost to june.. muahhhhhhhh.. maybe i din exert enough force hahas.. But it can be quite tiring playing the drums hehe.. hands muz coordinate well enuff.. =P
Waiting for bro to come back.. hehes..
And shucks.. I wondering if I can ever finish my revision on time now.. Grrr... Dummy JCT.. but I muz do well in it so that wun let down my bro.. who happens to be gg NS soon.. lol.. I wan my triple C at least!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh.. and shopping is fun only when u buy stuff.. hehe.. so the next time E-base has a sale jio me out k? Haha.. Have a new image consultant and her name is June.. =P
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10:41 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Woahs.. I really haf been mugging outside these few days.. yest was mugging at sch for a while and as for today.. mugged at AMK library wif XH.. and saw Wen MiN! Din dare to call her coz scared I recgonise wrong person.. hahs..
Umz.. 3 chapters a day = productive? I dunno lehx.. hehe..
And happy bday sis!! =)
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10:58 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Study study.. mug mug.. hehe...
Had tuition this morning.. was so super tired.. but hey! The tutor's quite good.. haha.. I think I din exactly absorb much coz of yest's "hang-over" from church.. but I was so happy when I was doing the questions coz finally I could do some questions w/o feeling demoralised instead of getting stuck on every single question on the dummy prelims revision package.. arghs.. But well.. most of the questions are TYS questions that are found in tutorial already lar.. so even if I can do.. its expected.. hehe..
And went to meet Pekkie at AMK.. waited for her for quite a while.. and watched Lao Po Da Ren at Poh Kim! Arghs.. I wan that DVD too.. coz only DVD got chi subtitles.. argh! List of DVDs I wan:
1) E Mo Zai Shen Bian
2) Xue Jin Xiong Xin (The Academy)
3) Lang Man man wu
4) Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa
Haha.. and the list goes on since I haf so many HK shows that I wanna watch.. hahas..
Have been studying outside wif frens.. turns out to be more effective I think coz at least in teh afternn even though i feel sleepy I'll force my way through hahas.. And no XH.. I dun think I deserve a long sleep coz I keep slacking and I've already been slacking for 2 terms already.. shld start mugging.. So.. Mon gg to study wif XH in sch.. Tues.. maybe study at home or outside.. haa..
Well.. someone's gg for church camp 2mr.. hehe.. and I'm not gg for service 2mr.. too early.. not gg for family camp summore.. so hehe.. naughty me =P Wells.. next week den I'll be present =)
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11:18 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
Hey hey.. .so I did went out wif Jo today.. but I think both of us were quite tired.. and I din manage to finish my ban mian coz I was juz too full and it was a lil too early for dinner in my opinion LOL.. Talk abt hafing a full lunch and dinner haha when I can't even complete a bowl of whatever I'm supposed to eat.. no wonder I lost weighT!
Yeap.. accomplished a little bit today but SMU's kopitiam was really too cold for comfort.. Jo and I both took turns to rest for a while.. Must haf been coz of the heavy lunch that we had ;) And I saw Joanne Soon *ex-senior, MJ and CCHMS* hehe.. almost din regconise her till she called my name.. haha and Jo was like.. woah your face went blank for a moment.. haha.. dun doubt that too since I really can't recall who she was till we walked away =P What a short-term memory me.. But she was the last person that I expect to see.. haha.. anyway was happy at our encounter nevertheless =)
And went shopping for a while wif Jo after our SMU study trip.. a lil fruitful I guess since I did acheive something.. better than resting and slacking whole day at home den see 4 walls and think of nth but stress.. yikes!
And I went church! hehe.. shall tok abt that at the other side of me ;)
And I do enjoy studying wif Jo even though I feel bad coz I keep asking her every single question of Maths.. grrr... I wan more aptitude for Maths pls!!!
My 3rd week's all booked.. esp on Fri.. 10am Ms Tay.. 2PM *tentative* Ms Yee.. anyone wans to join in too? =)
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11:39 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Oops... was so hard at work packing my table that I forgot to meet Yu XUan to get notes from her.. ARGHS!!!!! Sorry gal.. I'll treat u to a drink later on..
Juz realised how much junk I've accumulated.. shucks..
And i din complete anything today.. sighs...
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1:47 PM