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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Allow me to slack for awhile today.. I find it quite hard to believe that I actually survived the whole afternoon on 2 hours worth of sleep juz now muahaha.. of coz I juz woke up from the short nap I took lar.. Really once my head touched the pillow.. the only thing I could think of is.. "YEs!! No more tests for the time being!"
I felt really energised by the verse that I read today..
Haha.. den again.. once I reached school.. I reckon it was probably coz I started to panick again coz I felt quite tired during tutorials and GP lect that I really din wanna do anything.. I couldn't catch what Ms Yee was trying to say again.. -_-" So.. arranged for a consultation sessionw if her supposedly at 4.15.. but din haf it in the end.. perhaps coz God knew I was very oversaturated already? Hehe... But I forgot to hand in practical!! ARGHS~! Wanted to change to day to Fri but coz her bday.. dun wan make her stay whole day in sch lar.. so.. haha.. wait and see how then.. =)
Den before chem test.. straightaway after bio tut went to look for Ms Tay.. Did deductive.. think she more or less detected my worries from my face lar.. haha.. suddenly asked me abt my SPA.. So.. I juz literally murmured.. but she said she could tell that I was thinkign very hard.. wells.. whatever.. its over le.. She kept reassuring me that the test will be fine.. umx.. wasn't that bad really.. my worries were unfounded =)
K lar.. shall stop here... been so busy that din haf much time for my friends.. Shan jie also asked me why I dun wan go poly.. haix.. dun wan lar... coz of alot of reasons..
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8:19 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
Busy.. busy.. busy..
Stress.. stress.. stress..
Tests.. tests.. tests..
I'm juz like a busy little bee wif never ending work to do.. LOl.. ranting again.. No wonder all of us take so long to recover from sicknesses lol coz we nvr really haf the time to properly take a break and rest haha..
Oh.. and today's mock NAPFA was atrocious haha.. I din even need to jump coz I noe I'll be in S paper straightaway.. muahaha.. and I could do inclined pull up.. but suay thing is that they upped to "passing" grade to 8 pull ups and I could only do 5.. haha.. They want silver? I think i'll be contented wif even a bronze lor please... =P Why can't they jzu test on running alone? Haha..
Was tokign to COnstance juz now.. she thought she gave me a big scare yesterday judging from my expression hahahaha...
Umx.. and I got back both Bio and Maths papers today.. failed both.. budden.. got improvement lehx.. how to make decision like that?? Maths was purely carelessness that got me down.. or not I really could haf passed... Bio.. I dunno lar.. all I can say was that it was due majorly to lack of time.. not that I could help it anyway...
Chem test tomolo.. somebody save me!!! I really haf to pass this one to continue wif year 2.. And I can't say I'm not stressed nor scared.. I've already failed 2..
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9:12 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Went out to church again.. well and before that.. made a trip down to Bugis to get something for her since her bday is around the corner.. haha.. So ended up meeting later than the expected time.. the funny thing is that.. I think I'm still shy in that place.. Umx.. I mean.. I juz dun feel secure.. but whenever I'm in the hall.. I'll be at peace once the music starts =) But I still feel tense up and shy there.. =$
Anyway.. she was quite surprised that I gave the necklace to her.. haha.. But well.. Just to thank her and wishing her a happy bday in advance ;) Today's message reminded me of TJ's motto LOL...
Putting that aside.. I've been feeling down recently.. I haf no idea where I was heading for whenever I start to study and my concentration keeps wavering.. Probably explaining my mood swings these few days.. esp today when I juz went off w/o explaining why but juz telling her that i needed to sort out my thoughts when actually truth is.. I dun want to cry in front of her.. I think I need to change in that aspect of my life... But well... new week is starting.. and I wanna be happy as well as be optimistic..
SO....
Change of topic: I saw two special ppl at Bugis today!! OMG.. they're actually together like finally le.. LOl.. though i am not part of their clique.. I can be quite a ji po sometimes hehehe... And it was actually her who called out to me! Woah.. I felt so awkward at that moment lar.. din noe what to say until she kept finding things to tok to me and I made an excuse by sayign I wanted to go home haha...
Kenix coming Sg de mar? Haha.. I hope she is.. but NUS open house is on that day lehx.. hmmms... Anyone interested to go NUS open house?
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9:34 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Well.. I really hope that what dang said wun come true.. I really dun wanna go through the agony of worrying at nights again.. Hope Angel gets well soon.. praying hard for her that its not dengue.. please dun let it be dengue.. =(
Did nth much today except to gif tuition.. din go Kelly's auto session coz.. too tired I guess.. had a hectic week.. and now this has to happen.. Sighs..
K I shall not sound so negative here.. Ling just messaged me and said that TJ's dance got the most energetic award!! feel so happy for them as an ex-dancer.. even though can't be wif them physically but at least.. mental support =) Promised to hug her if they get into the finals.. which I am sure they will!! TJ dance rocks~! And I really shall go and pick up dance after the As..
Nth much to blog abt today.. gotta go back n study organic now.. my maths assignments are piling up lar.. I really dun like Mrs Tag's pace.. what's the use of going through so fast when teh lecturer hasn't even gone through it and all of us haven done our tutorials?? Even though I'm starting to get used to it.. as in her pace.. what I dun liek is that I always cannot manage to get my tutorials done in time for her to go through.. the bez part is I haven even properly gotten my concepts yet and she is already.. at the tutorial..
And I think alot of ppl share the same sentiments as me... LOL..
Upcoming events for next week:
1) Get the stupid Transport in Mammals tutorial done and understand every single bit of info stated in the notes.. I'm starting to get sick of that topic and I haven fully digested what Ms Yee was tokign abt on Thurs..
2) Chem test on Tues.. I better go find more deductive questions to ask Ms Tay on Mon.. I dread it when I hafta do deductive.. I suck at that..
3) A level results! Meaning my PW grade lar.. Hope its at least a band 2 then wun so dui bu qi Ms Wong.. Ar!! I miss her le.. hahaha.. She's soooo cute!!
4) Make the decision after Chem test.. since the posting results of JAE will be out on the same day as the As.. But well... I think the ans is obvious lar.. whatever it is I'm staying in TJ..
Umx.. seems like quite a number of events lying ahead.. I hope its not as stressful as this week.. I'm starting to look forward and counting down to my term 1 break..
And Kenix is coming to Singapore 2 weeks later!! YAY!!! I'm so hyped up now.. I shall be the 1st fan there to go and take photos wif her!! Weee~!!!!!!!!!! Hope the news isn't a bogus one though hahaha... If she really is coming and Jess u are reading this.. I bet someone is staring to get jealous.. LOL.. Crossing my fingers and hoping it is true...
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10:02 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Umx.. haven blogged in days and think got quite a few incidents which happened this week.. Weds had Maths test... supposedly manageable but not enuf time.. I reckon I'll fail it too due to the number of questiosn left incomplete =( But well.. wasn't that bad lar.. crossing my fingers for above 12 =X
Den thurs.. my supposedly short day got lengthened coz of make up chem tutorial at 3.15.. and I ended at 11.15.. Den had swimming in the morning so was relatively tired... Was doing chem practically the whole day.. couldn't understand what Ms Yee was talking abt the transport in mammals.. so.. haix.. looked for her at 4.30 which by then I really was quite tired le..
Today.. not a smooth sailing one coz had QA in the morning... den I skipped Bio lect *oops.. haha but dun think it'll be useful anyway since that sadistic mr Ng went through so fast and I haven even read my notes ='(* for the sake of studying for SPA.. but.. haix.. wasn't of much use again coz I flopped and screwed up at the calculations part.. I couldn't even calculate the amt of gas evolved.. I dunno what I was doing.. really felt like breaking down in the middle of SPA but dun wan history to repeat itself again *dun wanna cry in front of Ms Tay lar..* so after the SPA.. immediately rushed to toilet coz can't hold it le..
Sighs.. I wan more folds in my brain esp teh left side so that I can be cleverer...
Dunno why I was so stressed up today.. even though I slept for more the 6 hours *for the 1st time.. yes... Shan jie..* Well.. thats why I refuse to do any work today.. haha..
Heard from my mum that Kimmy misses me? Haha.. one week din see her only.. that poor ger got bullied coz she dunno how to speak chinese!! Feel so xin tong for her.. think i'll give her a little extra help there...
And did I mention that I saw Shu Juan at Bedok Central today? Man.. Well.. can only say that I miss the old sec sch days.. 4EP really rocked.. haha.. and college's road run last week reminded me of the number of pro athletes we used to haf.. haha.. We came in 1st twice for x-country lo =) Back then.. it was so much fun...
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10:25 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
If what Puppy said was correct.. I reckon I have more or less made up my decision.. Since I haf zero confidence in the math test 2mr.. I think I will hang on until end of term one and see how things go.. I will choose to remain in year one if the school permits.. I enjoy my current pace of doing things now but I can't exactly say that I like the way I am juggling with my time.. And I can't exactly say that I am very prepared for the As..
Conclusion?
1> Go back to year one if I fail the upcoming Maths and Chem test
2> MUGGING TIME~!!!!
3> Yiiii.... I dun wanna be sick anymore....
And thank Him that I dun hafta attend tuition anymore coz of my mum's argument.. haha.. My mum rocks.. even if I am rude to her.. =( Sorry Mum.. din mean it!!
Hehe.. did I mention that I'm starting to enjoy organic? Lol...
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4:29 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Am still coughing badly.. Umx.. haha.. maybe I should not go to sch 2mr.. budden 2mr got mock SPA.. -_-" In which I haf a bad feeling abt it.. haha.. But well.. I shall not say anything until I ahf done it lol.. Am juz here to back up my files coz my comp's at it again... I seriously need a new comp hahaha...
ANyway.. went to church again today!! Hahaha.. Yeap.. Well.. shall choose to write it in my diary lar abt what I think of today.. but well.. I juz wanna thank her for spending the time wif me today and telling me alot of things.. =) And hey!! I bought a new pink bag!! Weee!! Its been ages since I have last pampered myself by buying new stuffs.. I rely on ppl to buy them for me.. hahaha.. anyone get the hint? Hehees.. Joking only lar.. Yeap.. But I discovered alot of new things today.. and how I actually haf alot of things to thank Him for.. =)
But wells... after abit of haggling.. haha... thats possibly a strength of mine ;) I managed to cut the price down by one dollar =X hehes... one dollar oso money mar.. lol..
K lar.. better go and rest le.. 2mr still haf sch and alot of undone tutorials waiting for me lor... Sianned =( Why does play always end but yet work seems never ending? Lol.. Ok.. I'm juz ranting hahahas... Looks like I can't afford to be on MC this week..
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9:27 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Dun ask me why.. but i haf the sudden urge to go back to year 1.. Haha.. too demoralised over my Maths le.. I was literally crying over my DE juz now while I was working on the TYS.. I realised that I really am struggling in my Maths.. But well.. shld thank Ms tay for giving me the motivation now to do chem every single week.. she really rekindled my erm.. i wun exactly say love.. but well.. likeness for Chem? My life revolves around Bio and Chem now.. wonder if that's a good thing.. haha.. How I wish I dun hafta take Maths...
And I juz got to noe from Pup's blog that Di Hui has gone down to year one.. hmms... Well.. anyway I registered for poly even though i dun intend to go there.. lol.. Umx.. and I got at least 2 reminders today and yest thruout lectures to ask me to take care and that health is more impt than studies.. yes I noe that but I dun really haf a refractory period if u did notice.. Even when I'm sick I still hafta continue wif tutorials and everything.. I'm stressed up even though I've been slacking this week..
Anyways.. today was college road run!! What a pity I couldn't run coz of my bad cough... am coughign every now and then that even Ms Tay stopped halfway during lesson yest to ask if I aws alright.. haha... And because of that I skipped the double period of GP and went to see a doctor.. boy do i adore polyclinics.. I waited for more than 1/2 hour juz to see a doctor and went into the clinic for less than 2 mins and out I am... -_-" If not for the cheap rates I would rather go for a private doctor any time..
I wanna run!! Hahaha.. budden.. stay there oso good lar.. not only do I catch up wif Ting, but also see and luff at the teachers who came back lol.. esp at their sports attire!! Muahaha... Ivan Lim's shirt/singlet was quite xian yan while Xu Si Wei's shorts.. Umx.. looked like 2 pieces of cloth joined haphazardly together haha.. Den As for Ms Yee.. haha.. she looked quite chio today ;) Ting was liek sayign that the colour of her top looked liek a colour that i would haf chosen lol.. tai liao jie wo le... hahha...
Umx.. then shortly after I saw a doct yesterday I went for cell.. Was quite bad coz I was still coughing badly... Felt a little paiseh to interact wif them since I dun really wanna spread my cough to them.. and man i saw someone who really resembled Jillian... appearance and personality! Hahaha...
Yeap.. den weds... can't exactly rem what went on le.. thurs.. came home early and slept for the whole day... Was already coughing then already.. or shld I say I haf been coughing since last week.. hahhaa...
Umx.. so far the week is not as hectic yet.. I dun really haf much confidence in this upcoming maths test though.. haha... Imagine my problem sums.. -_-"
And friends... please do the quiz below ;) Honest opinions!! hehehe..
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4:07 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
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Dear friends.. please help me to do this.. thanks alot!!
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8:26 PM
I am starting to hate the stupid Newton Raphson.. even Hui Xuan says its hard to understand.. what's the point of attending lectures when they give u only one example for each iterative method?? Grrr... Sick and tired.. really feel like giving up lor... Umx.. maybe what Mr Lim said was right.. I shld go back down..
I need desperate help in maths.. I dun wanna juz do well in the other 2 and neglect the last one... ='(
But anyway.. point aside.. Happy valentine's day ppl~! Haha today was quite a fun filled day coz in between tutorials guitar club kept coming in with the numerous song dedications that were being made.. Lol.. and it was juz.. well.. enjoyable lol.. And I received loads of sweets and chocs.. haha.. but shall leave them aside till my sore throat is off =( And we keep hearing the same line: Zhu suo you ren you qing ren zong cheng juan shu~! Hahaha.. and Ms Tay kept hearing "You Are Beautiful"
And guess what? My angel really dedicated a song for me!! Lol.. Din hear it though coz I was in the library but that was what Ling told me.. haha.. she called me almost immediately after she heard it..
I think the best gift today was by her.. haha.. I will treasure that de.. haha.. And she deosn't want me to pay her the 10 bucks back!! Hmph... I dun care.. muz make her take it or not I'll be the one feeling bad...
Well.. had a super duper great Vday this year again.. haha even though I do feel guilty for not giving anything to the class.. really no time to buy nor write =( But hey.. haha.. thanks for the gifts!! Haha.. Shan jie lost mine.. but its ok alr.. as long as the xin yi is there can le right? =) Haha.. Really thanks alot ppl!!
Happy Vday!!
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8:04 PM
I'm gonna start screaming at the amount of work I haf left undone for today..
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3:36 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Happy Valentine's day in advance~! So fast.. still can rem last year when I celebrated it in MJ.. Its the 1st time haf so much qi fen den.. I'm sick!! ARgh.. can't eat brownies 2mr... *sniffs*
Anyways.. juz a quick update abt yest.. went out to church again.. haha.. den went for the concert.. initially din wanna go.. but gave in lar.. hahaha... wasn't that bad anyway juz that wasn't feeling that well.. nearly vomitted at the toilet.. Den went to uncle's house for yuan xiao jie.. marking the end of CNY..
2day.. nth much to update abt juz that Ms Tay nearly gave me a fright when she asked me to call her urgently.. turns out to be abt the poly thing.. -_-" I dun wanna go to a poly lar... Well.. it all remains to be said...
K.. I better go and rest now and start doing tutorials.. sigh.. shldn't haf ran juz now... -_-"
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8:23 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Phew~~~ Slept for quite long today and I'm still tired... -_-" Seems as though I can't catch back my sleep.. Lol..
And I've got a rare visitor to my blog.. Welcome Xuan aka Puppy!! *claps* Haha.. pardon me.. I'm a little hyperactive today even though the adrenaline level is gg down gradually hahaha...
Stuck at home wif nth to do except for the notes... was reading half a chapter and I fell asleep on them.. haha.. took quite long to understand it anyway.. so... Guess I'll juz wait for Ms Tay to deal wif the explanation part haha...
Staying positive and looking forward! Haha.. I just registered for poly.. registered surprisingly for 7 courses! Lol.. But actually most of them has to do wif bio lar.. and out of these.. abt 75% is biomed.. hahaha.. guess its a big load off my mind that's why I'm so hyper now.. Thanks ppl for all the support~! But for now.. I shall still move on wif my organic chem *yawns*
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10:42 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
Will go straight to bed after blogging.. I'm really very tired.. lol muz go and pu cong my sleep.. looks like i'll be compensating for it during sunday again.. haha wonder what time it'll be before I wake up.. *yawns*
Its been a super stressful and slow passing week wif loads of stuff.. that really tired me out and oso.. the briefing on Weds was enuff to bring me back to reality again and hit it in my head that I need to work harder..
And I felt like swearing the instant I received the Bio test paper today.. the whole paper was a freakingly long one that carries 10 more marks than usual and what?? They expected us to finish the paper w/n less than 1 hour when all the answers are so lengthy?? WTH.. I ended up skipping chunks of question 2 and 3.. and genetic diagram came out lar.. Din revise it.. but thankfully I still recalled bits and pieces of it.. I even suspect that I did less than 20 marks worth of questions due to the severe shortage of time.. haha.. think everyone oso the same lar..
What a waste of my sleep time.. *groans*
Haha.. but well.. Mock SPA.. dun even wanna tok abt it.. apparently was quite bad coz even Ms tay was like sayign dun worry too much abt it.. haha.. thank God it was a mock SPA and not the actual one!!!!
Talked to Mr Lim *yes.. again* abt current year 1 syllabus.. and alot more.. really think its my fu qi to haf such a good tutor like him.. offer quite alot of good and frank advice..
Well.. can only say that I wun look back on my decision anymore for the time being.. but I'll def jiayou to the very end so that at the end of the day.. I can still pat my abck and say that at least I've done my best and tried.. Even though I was quite disappointed lol..
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11:01 PM
I'm here putting down my thoughts again in the middle of the night.. Been up since 12 am.. haha.. Reading Ting's blog.. made me haf lots of thoughts..
On hindsight.. I realise that yeap.. these 1+ years haf been so eventful wif... my academic path.. I'm too obsessed till the extent that I neglect my friends.. Which was why I was quite surprsied when Xin Hui asked me the question of why I left my "2nd intakers" clique.. Misunderstandings arose coz I failed to understand them as well as to understand myself.. Well.. Sorry to those whom I've hurt in the past.. though its abti late to say all this now...
Was toking to Mr Lim juz now *or rather.. yest* and I started breaking down *not in front of him lar~!* again.. But well.. I'm juz like that.. can't control my emotions and tears well..
K.. back to bio... I hate mutation! Why on eath muz we study Darwin?? Grrr...
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3:24 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Am trying hard not to be too stressed up for Friday.. though I still feel like I'm not exactly geared up for Bio test and mock SPA... =)
Umx... survived yet another long day.. haha.. yest was really worse coz I literally had lessons continuously all the way till 5.15.. which was really quite tiring considering that i only slept for 4 hours the previous day... and woke up at 2 am.. haha... 2mr is swimming again.. man I wonder how I managed to survive my past swimming lessons lar.. LOL.. including those in sec 1 and pri sch...
As for today.. nearly fell asleep during Bio lect.. was studyign bio during matsh lect coz basically the maths lecturer was juz repeating everything from the powerpoint and its all in the notes.. nth much to copy oso..
Ok.. short entry today.. need to go back to study le.. Now then I realise the importance of sleeping well.. coz if u dun... the next few days u'll pay for it..
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9:51 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
I'm feeling kind of dead after the run through Lucky Heights.. .and I really mean run the whole of Lucky Heights.. For the first time I did that... I would consider it an acheivement that I actually acheived a timing much better than last weeks shorter dist run lar.. haha.. But of course.. I really felt so tired after that that I juz plopped onto my bed after reaching home and watching LE.. haha..
Umx.. I'm gonna be hafing a double test on Fri lar.. after chem mock SPa there will be Bio lect test.. well I guess that pretty well depicts the hao shi bu cheng shaung theory.. because instead of hao shi it was a huai shi..
Yeah.. but basically today was a long n tiring day... but tomolo will be worse.. got bio make up til 5.15... argh... and I'm supposed to finish at 3.15 after chem remedial lar.. tutors seem to like tuesdays alot.. -_-" shortest day become more and more longer.. Umx... whatever it is... I'll try to complete my work tonight.. and see if I can finish up maths...
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10:17 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
I feel very blessed this week... its been a wonderful one when I made that decision =) Felt grateful... really grateful to the ppl who made it possible.. esp her.. If u're reading this.. I hope you noe who you are =) Juz wanna thank you.. =)
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9:18 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Umx.. I feel so super tempted to blog in chi again budden my chi software not installed yet *kudos to the newly reformatted comp* haha.. So shall spare myself the agony of typing in chi here.. But well.. ironically.. even though I haven been touching chi for a long time.. I feel as though I still can't get my GP in track.. diaos... Need to read up abit more when I have the time...
K lar.. basically that's it.. HAPPY BDAY TO EVERYONE~! In case u forgot.. today is the 7th day of lunar new year.. which is ren-ri.. haha...
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11:23 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
Umx.. the world can juz be so small sometimes.. I actually saw my pri sch teacher at my house's coffee shop and she still rems me even though she taught me 9 years ago~! I still find it hard to believe it like now.. haha.. Was walking to the bus stop and saw her there.. Haha.. Din expect to see her so I guess thats why I was speechless when I was toking to her... Nao dai yi pian kong bai.. haha... Guess it did make a good start to my day? haha...
Den during chem prac... think too much le when Ms Tay said she wanted to see me.. haha I thought it was bad news and for the rest of the chem lesson couldn't really pay attention.. but phew.. it wasn't thankfully.. She juz wanted to gif me "tuition" on a weekly basis.. haha... yeap.. and I was telling her my home is the most comfy place lol... Coz she asked me where I feel most comfortable in sch and the most conducive place mar.. hahaha.. But in any case.. I did heave a great sigh of relief..
And the chem lect was going so fast juz now that I dun even haf time to catch my breath~! Haha.. not only me lar.. I think the whole lecture theatre oso lar.. Super dots.. It was as though Ms Lee was rushing for reincarnation *loose translation of the chi proverb hehe* 10 pages and nearly half of the lecture notes in 45 mins!! I think all of us were juz like copying w/o digesting what she was trying to say hahaha...
Bio lect was worse.. I think after chem lect my brain was supersaturated wif the carboxylic acid stuff already.. could follow through initially coz of the O level textbook stuff that I only partially recalled.. den to the later part I really switched off.. haha.. Guess I'll haf to clear it on my own as usual after the dummy Bio test.. Sighs..
I'm starting to feel the fear factor again.. Looks like I need to feast on DESSERTS again to combat my STRESSED out genes.. I dun wan anymore extra adrenaline to flow through my body lar..
I sense a super busy week ahead... =(
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10:45 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Umx.. kena ps-ed twice today lol... but nvm lar.. eventually went down to NP alone and toked to one of the Biomed teachers.. Umx.. and now I am torn apart btw 3 diploma courses... namely Biomed, Mass Comm and oso Chinese studies.. Chi studies is somewhat like mass comm oso lehx... aiyo.. dunno what and how to choose oso.. haha..
But anyway.. good news is that.. I passed my Bio test~! Weee~~~~ =) First time again.. hahaha.. looks like I'll haf quite a number of first times this year eh? haha.. But its a good start.. budden again.. I did well coz I had one more day to study.. So.. can't be too yang yang de yi.. and the test was much more easier than compared to the others.. Dun wanna deceive myself lar.. haha.. The next test def wun be this easy de lor..
And pardon me if I swear here... %^!#$%#$@#&^*^* Next fri got bio test and we only got to know it today??!!! Hey.. shldn't it be at least a 2 weeks notice?? This is like so unfair lar.. and we juz finished one of the tested topics summore? Darn.. Now this is really what i call short term notice.. Jialat lar.. I can't find the confidence to attempt Mutation and Evolution questions when I can't even identify the selection pressure properly!!!
What an irony... I dun wan the A levels to come but yet they seem so far for me now when I dun haf any confidence.. I noe I juz hafta bear wif it.. Hopefully...
Umx.. and Xin Hui... take care of urself will ya?? =)
Can anybody spell out the word stressed for me??
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8:33 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Aww... doesn't time fly? Hahaha... 1st day of sch after the 5 days break was a sheertorture coz I really din ahf the time to complete my tutorials owing to the bai nian trips.. haha was too lazy anyway.. haha.. but now muz really pull up my socks and start to chiong liek never before...
Nth much to blog abt today.. juz the usual stuff.. and hwo someone commented that i shld haf gone to teh Arts stream instead of taking sci.. man I am sick and tired of answering this question... So to sum it up.. lets juz say that its my passion for Bio that made me come this far...
Ya... den during civics today *Note: blogging this after I saw Pekkie's LJ haha* Toked abt goals.. That was a nice one haha.. I think some of my goals were a lil unrealistic to myself lar haha..
1> Get over and done wif... to get promoted officially
2> Do well enough to get into Mass comm or Biomed.. meaning do well in As...
3> Learn cantonese!! Muahahaha...
4> Learn ballet n piano at the end of the year..
Muahaha.. actually I can't rem all.. Wonder how many I'll acheive? hahaha...
Oh and they made us do this stupid survey juz now!!! Grrr... resulted in me hafing gastric coz din eat for break.. ahd late lunch.. eat too fast... sickening.. hahaha.. but well.. suan le.. haha...
Kk... back to my tutorials I go.. SIAN...
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