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Friday, March 31, 2006
Woah... finally the end of the week! Been so super tired and stressed out that I can't believe it myself... I think I muz have broken my new year resolution again.. -_-" But anyway... let me start off wif yesterday which was a horrid day.. Trust me.. I've never felt so tired before.. so much that I can even fall asleep w/o checking my phone's alarm and falling asleep b4 the count of 3..
Yest morning.. for PE we ran to East Coast.. which really wasn't that far.. And I really din stop except to tie my shoelace.. But they made us do pumping on the sand! Argh.. so u can imagine hwo our legs looked like... LOL...On the way back... felt super nauseous... and true enough.. I vomitted back in school before Chem tutorial... Haha... And after that.. even though I felt better.. my poor stomach started growling.. haha.. Oh well... shall not haf that heavy a breakfast next time.. And if that's not bad enough.. I spent the previous night staying up till abt 1 am juz doing Chem supp and oso Halogenoalkanes remedial package... and guess what? Ms Tay din go through those... neither did she go through Halogenoalkanes! ARGH... quite fed up but bo bian.. Went home to sleep... Yeah... And then? I overslept!! -_-" Had to walk an extra 10 mins back.. Thank God it was not that far away from my house and that it was still in Punggol... What a day!!!
As for today... was still tired... din feel like doign anything.. But got quite fed up wif my phone.. haha.. And I got a level 8 for Chem mock SPA!! Haha.. what a pity its only a mock.. But well.. it came as a surprise to me la.. since I din exactly finish the expt at all.. haha... QA always faced wif shortage of time de.. nevertheless.. its a good encouragement =) And good news? Chem test postponed!!! Yay!!! but still hafta study lar... down-sidE? I started studying on Alkanes and alkenes at 3 am this morning.. haha.. ok lar.. But thankfully its postponed.. or not I'll be really stressed up since u're talking abt the whole of Organic Chem except NMR to be tested..
Then took a class photo.. and went to see Ms Tay.. seriously.. other than Chem and Bio.. I feel quite stressed up with the weekly sessions of consultation... Its a good motivation in a way.. but at teh same time it also means more workload.. and I end up getting tired by the time I reach Thurs.. Well.. anyway.. Realised that during Chem sessions.. haha.. its nt me who digresses.. sometimes its Ms Tay who does that.. Lol.. juz today she was toking abt feeling tired by the end of the week.. hahaha... Oh well.. We're all human beings...
Can't help but think that what Mrs Loke said was right.. Umx.. we're a team.. can see that... But well.. there's still the stress that everyone faces.. so I guess after this.. we'll all become the diamond that shines from the dirty carbon that was so unrefined... =)
Not going for the Easter production today... I'm juz so tired that if I dun recharge my batteries.. the next few weeks will be even worse...
PS guys.. if I seem abit irritable these few days... please pardon me.. I'm sorry.. Mood swings.. Do gif me feedback so that I can improve myself k? =$
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3:33 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Ok.. I take back my words yest.. I was juz purely PMS-ing.. Yeah... I noe I was abit harsh..
Anyway... If not catching up on Maths is worse.. I juz got to know today that I will be having
THREE lecture tests in week 4.. All 3 subjects! Wah... and I've already started to feel the stress on my back now.. grrr...
And to make matters worse.. my darn HP keep showing the PTT message... -_-" Need to send it for servicing now I guess...
K pardon my rants... Haha... Bad week... I'm still struggling wif the workload of 3 subjs... dropped one sub le still so hectic schedule.. sighs...
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9:18 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
I tell you.. I really hate Mrs Tag.. Darn it... What's the point of going through Maths so fast when nobody understands? And if you dun ahf the patience to explain.. den dun explain lar! Lt ur students zi sheng zi mie can? And please... if u're hafing a long face at the start of the week and at the start of the day during the 1st lesson.. why bother to come? U'll juz affect the whole class for the rez of the day.. leading to a bad start of the week! And please.. if one person in the class answers you and understands what u r teaching.. that doesn't mean the whole class understand.. Mind you.. there are ppl who are slower in learning k? And what's the point of hafign a consultation session if you wanna see 5 or 6 ppl? The meanign of consultationis either 1 to 1 or 1 to 2 ok???
I'm juz keeping my anger down... nearly broke down into tearsa wif the rage I haf...
Ok.. thast all I wanan say.. I juz wanna let it out b4 i blow off my top.. I'm fuming...
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10:09 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Yeah man! Finally got a new hp.. haha.. nokia 6111 yup.. the slide up down de.. hahaha...
Anyway.. went Escape wif Dang they all today.. sort of like catch up with them? But umx.. think I was quite tired out by the rides.. Took the Bumper boat de and got all wet from it... Coz keep getting attacked !! Arghs.. haha.. But well.. den went for advanced Go Kart track.. haha was quite scary on the way up.. I think I'm really afraid of heights hahaha.. But well.. at least I'm faster than Yu Xuan.. hahaha.. But I bumped into Dang *oops!* Coz couldn't brake in time =X Took pirate ship and I din scream.. so Connie was liek "You're exceptionally quiet!" Hahaha.. thats because as the ship was going downwards my hand was shaking like mad.. hahaha..
Then went for lunch! Hahaha... Had chicken porridge.. yeah.. but by then I think all of us were quite tired and feeling giddy after the Yakault ride... even though itw as suppsoed to be slow.. but it kept going arnd in circles.. woah.. Nearly puked my breakfast.. But well.. den Haunted house.. haha.. nth much there but I think all of us were quite frightened.. hehehe...
Yeap... came home and was quite knocked out by the trip.. -_-" Then went for dinner! Hehe.. Yummy.. And my phone ;)
K lar.. thats all today.. sayos!
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10:55 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
Been a more or less hectic and quite stressful week given that its the 1st week of term 2.. With what LZ said the other day that I hafta start my revision now.. plus I have consultation sessions every week now.. meaning that I really hafta spend my weekends wisely.. nearly broke down again on Tues when I was like thinking of the amt of sch work for the week... Juz felt so lethargic for the whole week..
So.. Tues.. Wun say I have done anything much really.. jzu really drilled myself to do maths.. even though I dun understand that chapter.. and thing is.. there is gg to be a maths lecture test soon on 12th April and before that *11th Apr* is a Chem lecture test on whole of organic chem other than NMR.. Even though its 3 weeks from now.. but its still alot of topics.. Big sigh... Den finally settled wif Ms tay when to meet her.. hahaha... And oso the chem remedial.. Sians..
Weds.. nothing much too.. juz that during Civics was talking abt some sch values and flu pandemic stuff.. umx.. and givign feedback.. haha.. and we were toking abt the Red Hair Day!! Muahaha.. den when she asked us how we felt.. I was like.. I had a hard time washign my hair after that and true enough.. I had to wash my hair twice before I could get PART of it off.. haha.. den the next day my hair was pink while I was shampooing.. haha.. But it was quite fun =) Had photog after that.. and was quite sianned by it coz was a lesson on cameras.. Umx.. But then.. the experience of holding a big cam is fun.. no doubt abt that =)
Thurs... supposed to be a short day.. but coz of CLC.. and to give Ting support.. haha.. anyway.. nth much for Mass PE too.. haha.. So had alot of free time left over.. and had combined chem tutorial wif Ke Si's class!! So long nbr see that gal le.. hahaha... Juz today while I was walking up to LT 1 to crash chem lect *coz I can't stand Andy Goh.. he lecture until.. eh...* she said I din even look liek a year 2!! Ok.. So what do i look like? Hahaha... So after lessons and lunch.. haha.. btw we got a cake for Xin Hui *bday on Weds* den she was really "cream-ed" on her face.. haha.. Quite a funny way.. haha.. And I finished the whole plate of chicken cutlet ok?? Hahaha.. Then went up LEP room to study.. And chatted wif Pup's classmates hahaha...
Then today.. had Chem mock SPA.. woah.. thank God it was a mock SPA coz I din manage to finish the experiments.. it was liek a rush- rush matter coz only 45 mins!! Argh.. In the end din finish writing the report also.. And I forgot to shake the mixture after adding the reagent.. haha.. got "told off" gently lar.. by Ms Tay.. *oops!* -_-" Blur me.. After that June went to see her.. so I go and cou re nao.. and then Ms Tay suddenly rem that she can't see me right after June.. haha.. Phew.. heng ar.. go and see her.. When she mentioned that I need to wait 3 periods for her.. I was like.. huh... den what I do during the 3 periods?? Haha.. coz I refused to bring the TYS again on Mon.. its too heavy le.. haha..
Umx.. so after Bio lect.. haha Ms Tiew sounded so enthu over there lar please.. haha but the interesting facts were really.. LOL... perked all of us up towards the end of the lecture haha.. Went to the lib after that to cont studying chem.. haha... what a Chem day.. Saw her message that she can see me at 1.45 instead of 2.40..so din haf lunch and went audi instead.. haha.. was quite surprised by the way she started her sms "Hi
gal" woah.. muz be becoz I tot she's very formal and practical kind of person that I got a shock by her SMS? Haha...
Today's session was quite alright and light hearted lar.. but dunno how come she suddenly ask me and Angel what courses we wanna take.. muahaha.. when I told her I might take chem.. she was like "!" haha.. But well.. my major interest still lies in Bio though.. see which one I do better in.. Den after Angel left for LEO.. she suddenly asked abt the the LEO enrolment for year 1s.. and I was like "Erm.. I dunno.. I'm not a LEO!" Hahaha.. den she went oops.. but you haf a LEO face.. Ok.. so.. I have alot of faces eh? My baby face was cute.. I dun look like I'm a year one but look like a sec sch student.. what else? Hahaha... I should be happy when ppl say that though.. haha.. And I think sometimes.. I feel that she dun gif me the impression of a tutor too.. haha.. But she's a nice person to tok to I reckon? =)
So.. end of today.. din go for cell... was too tired out and I only reached home at abt 5.. hahaha..
Tiring week.. and this is only term 2.. Sometimes I really wonder how I shld carry on from here.. but no I wun look back on my decision.. I shall stay committed and responsible for it since I was the one who made the decision... but when I heard that Amelia went to a poly from Xiao Han... my morale really dropped alot.. Because I noe that her results are far much better than mine.. SIGH...
Well.. 2mr gg to Escape.. shall put all these to the back of my head for now..
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10:46 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
What a bad start to the new day of the term..
Stupid college chose to make amendments to the timetable when before the hols they told us that there wun be changes.. as a result, there were loads of confusion as to venues of places.. and the bez part? I now hafta climb up 5 storeys instead of my usual 2 -_-" Ok.. I noe I'm a lazy bum.. And could see that obviously mrs Tag wasn't in a super good mood today coz she suddenly shouted today.. what a scare.. nearly bursted out into tears.. but yeah.. ok lar partly oso my fault coz nbr do tutorial.. but oso bo bian coz had to study for teh test today.. And really.. I totally dun understand anything abt probability... She was juz gg too fast for me.. Haix.. but can't blame her for flaring up too.. If I were her I'll be angry too...
Yeah.. and the test was atrocious too.. Haix.. din study well.. why liddat? 1st day of the term.. 1st lesson... dio meh.. =(
Bio SPA was alright though.. at least that was a good part.. and I saw Cai Lao Shi in the morn!! Hahaha.. missed her loads... was chattign wif her... I think if she taught me chi for the whole sec school.. I'll score A1 for chi for sure!
Haix.. bad day = bad mood for the rez of the day...
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8:45 PM
Blogging at this hour of the day isn't exactly what I like to do. But bo bian hahaha...
Gg back to sch in a couple of hours' time.. even though its sian.. but well.. no anxiety over my 2 tests.. haha.. Its juz another test again...
Went Mac early morn to look for Ying Xian who helped me out in Maths.. hahaha.. yeah.. I haven completed Mrs Tag's assignments.. shall hand in to her on Tues.. haha.. Yeap.. quite fruitful.. den went church! Hahaha... Was waiting for YX who went toilet and tada! She came out from the toilet.. haha.. -_-" What a bad way of announcing my arrival by standing by the toilet.. haha... Talked for awhile den went up for service.. .couldn't catch what the sermon was trying to say.. but thankful that May and her friend prayed for me.. haha.. Den hanged around for awhile and chatted wif Li Cheng *shld call her auntie.. umx..* and Mei Hui.. haha.. Mei Hui so pro... can cope wif trip sci.. haha.. Yeap...
Den had a long long long talk wif her regarding fri's happenings and everything.. =) Wah she really can beome my da jie already haha.. Prayer and everything.. I consult her.. hahaha...
Umx.. den went for my bro's chalet.. which explains why I'm here now... gotta study lar.. haha.. what a wonderful twist of events hahaha... But well.. chatted wif Mei Yin too.. so long din see her le.. She lost weight! Hahaha... Uni life that tough? Dun scare me lehx.. I haben go in yet lehx.. Haaha... and she was like Biomed has a long timetable -_-" Ok.. maybe its time for a change in liking of courses LOL...
K.. Back to Maths.. yeah! Psycho-ing myself to love maths.. I LOVE MATHS...
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4:16 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006

LZ scooping up the cake.. haha.. bday gal at work even though it isn't her actual bday =)

LZ and the real bday gal cutting the cake.. haha..

Wow.. what's inside? Haha.. actually.. the lid of the cake is up coz the rain and the wind kept blowing the candle out.. =P

Another attempt to prevent candle from blowing out.. haha

"Umx.. what are you doing?" (imaginary speech bubble) Actually.. this was secretly taken.. haha.. and I think that expression.. haha.. dunno what to say.. hahahaha...

The yummy bday cake!!

LZ and Jin Xiong... Bday gal looks super happy today..

LZ and Jiamin.. haha.. the mu nv zhao.. LOL.. ANd before that LZ actually wanted to place her prezzie on top of JM's head.. haha.. zhen shi de.. gui ma..

Eek.. and I think I need to trim my hair.. haha.. but nevertheless.. I kind of like LZ's expression here.. haha.. A very can lan smile ;) Shouldn't have bent though muahahaha...

LZ and the 2 duckies.. haha..

LZ's expression when she first received the prezzie.. a picture perfect moment! Hahaha... Reminds me of that time Pekkie's present and how she got moved to tears muahahaa...

Prize presentation! If you did notice.. the picture seems to be taken from the bottom up.. haha.. thats because.. I had to turn myself into such an awkward position juz to get the 2 of them into the picture.. haha.. Until LZ was also luffing at how I took this photo.. -_-"

LZ and the guys...

Gurl power! Yeah man!

Quan ti zhao!! Hahaha..
Thats all! HOpe you enjoyed the pics ;)
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10:41 PM
Umx.. both today and yesterday were quite happening.. haha.. serious!
Lets' talk abt today first.. Went to CCK Lot 1 shopping mall to celebrate LZ's bday.. haha.. And waited for Jiamin at the control station... Den sent the guys to buy the cake.. Could hear LZ's piercing laughter from the stage.. oh man.. I thik if u hear it in the morning.. really if you're not awake.. will also wake up from your dreams.. Den we dragged abit more time. until the whole event ended.. haha.. Jin Yu and Xiao Ying went to look for seats.. Den LZ... in a bid to look for us.. had to cross over.. haha... zhen shi de..
Yeap.. so we sort of "escorted" her to the place and took our seats.. and chatted wif her.. haha.. she luff at me lar!! Say I scared she nbr reply email izzit? Lol.. of coz not.. but surely you will panick if you are juz given a 3 day notice to organise a bday party even though u sent the other party an email 2 weeks ago.. hahaha... But well.. she congratulated me for my promotion though =) HAha.. could see that she keeps teasing Jiamin.. haha.. and oh ya... Did I mention that her make up.. esp the eyeshadow part was super... duh.. haha... when I told her that.. both JM and I kept luffing hahaha... even LZ bursted out luffing too.. coz she looked as though she hasn't slept for years... and she lamented that her skin condition no gd.. got pimples.. hahaha..
Den.. cut cake!! Haha.. sang bday song for Jin too.. shall upload pics later.. And she read our messages in the file haha.. and mentioned that she is most scared when we ask her to go back to the night shift.. haha.. we in turn laughed and say she wun be so lonely then.. coz she'll keep getting bombarded by calls.. muahaha... Haha... den turns out that LZ oso chase HK dramas!! Haha.. and now she noes that I like Kenix all thanks to Mr A and his big mouth.. Mr A's big mouth kept blabbering non stop!! Argh..
Lots of laughter though.. caused by him.. haha.. he and his guai wan mo jiao-ness.. haha.. Oh and.. we were like saying that next time wan send email and make sure LZ replies is to say its an emergency.. haha... Also asked her abt hostel life etc.. and she started giving me tips on how to cope wif the As.. haha.. *what did I say abt her being caring ;)*
Yeap.. so after everything ended and sent the guys off.. told her abt that Mr A's prob again!! And she was like.. haha... no wonder you sat so far away from him juz now.. Haha.. but well.. she promised to help me settle it ;) So nice.. haha.. Well... Juz proves that she's the bez DJ around =) Think she could sense my anxiety and helplessness.. Man.. I really wish she's go back to 2300.. haha.. I can't listen to her coz she's in the morning shift..
Den yest.. had chem make up lect.. haha.. din notice Ms Tay's sms until June, Pekkie and I were at pizza hut's.. OOps.. haha.. Called her up and yeap.. haha.. postponed the meeting again.. But well.. I had a terrific breakfast at Mac and lunch at Pizza Hut's.. What a gorging mood I was in.. muahahaha...
Studied wif Pekkie at Punggol CC.. haha.. more beneficial for me I guess coz I kept shooting Pekkie wif questions.. sorry if I did hinder ur study progress!!
And I think I shall really hafta stop coming online so often... not even tml coz I need to finish studying for Maths and Bio SPA!! grrr... why do I always kena 2 tests on one day?? Loads of pia-ing to be done 2mr after service and my bro's BBQ night.. -_-" Sianned... Looks liek 2mr night I hafta burn the oil again...
Haha.. den.. went church! Pastor Paul White's tok was enlightening.. I shall not go into the details here.. but all I can say is.. I stayed thruout and it was beneficial.. haha.. And I still can't rem names that well.. But.. I'm more open up now.. Lol..
K. that was a long entry.. pics up next!!
And before I forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN YU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANNESSA DARLING!!
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9:57 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
I swear that immediately after this blog entry, I will enter into a state of total mugging except for my meals and when I need to go out and blah... And also handle LZ's bday celebrations..
Why?
Reason: I haf a maths test on Mon.. which covers most of the topics that i am weakest in.. namely trigo, applications of integration and differentiation as well as curve sketching.. And my bro juz reminded me that this is a "make it or break it" attempt for the A levels.. And I do want my 3As at the end of the year *ok.. by end of 1st quarter of next year*
So.. to counteract the effect of me feeling too stressed... dear friends.. if u notice that I am too tense up... please... wake me up and tell me that.. I dun wanna chong dao fu zhe like last year.. Would really appreciate that =)
And this week... is passing way too quickly! Argh.. Whatever.. I'll juz cont studying... Shall try not to come online everyday...
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2:23 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Kenix just left SIngapore today.. Umx.. starting to miss her le.. Din see her off coz I din even noe abt her flight details hahaha.. But well.. time to get back down to serious work since they have left and wun come back so soon =)
Anyways... half of my day was spent today in college coz I was asking bio questions on Excretion.. Another sickening topic but it made me realise one more thing: I can actually understand the topic if I keep reading the notes again... I noe I keep asking stupid questions too.. haha.. not that I dunno.. but well.. if it juz comes to my mind.. I juz write it down lo.. haha..
Den went for lunch break.. and came back after collecting my 2nd set of prelim papers.. hehe.. I think I totally fulfil the criteria of being a kiasu Singaporean... And while we continued on Excretion.. A BIG bug flew onto my head!! OMG... Got a huge fright and stood up immediately!! LOL.. den Ms Yee was like saying I'm worse than her.. but hey... it flew onto ur head and the next thing is u see a big bug on the table!! Eeek... But anyway.. she was quite surprised that I only like faster songs.. haha.. lets juz put it this way: Looks can be deceiving.. haha.. I am DEFINITELY not quiet haha.. and I dun like too slow songs =P
Oh and my poor NTU pen.. keeps getting dismantled.. haha.. by her? LOL.. and she takes it that NTU is no good.. LOL.. Ok lor.. I still haf a long way to go before I decide which uni to go oso what.. I wan my 3As!!! Is it too unrealistic a goal for me? I can't tell yet...
Sadded.. I wanna take a personalised pic wif Kenix!!
And I simply ADORE trigo...
And did I mention that sometimes Mum juz likes to tok to me at the wrong times when I'm troubled or perturbed over Math or anything? Even though she doesn't mean it.. Sorry Mum.. But the cramps are still killing me if you did notice... And if you ever did notice Mum.. I am so
STRESSED over my freaking workload and tutorials that have piled up.. Even though I'm fine on the exterior doesn't mean I'm fine on the interior...
Can I have a longer break please? So that I can rest more.. I need my big break...
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9:54 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
I'm really going to sleep after blogging.. My eyes are too tired after a whole day of activity...
Woke up at 7 am despite sleeping late last night to make it in time for the NUS open house.. in particular, the faculty of arts and social sciences talk again.. haha.. But i do agree they offer alto more courses than NTU does.. And NUS is a much more vibrant campus... and it is sooooooooo big that I really can't imagine travelling there... better to stay in the hostel I guess.. And I think both CIndy and I were too tired esp after travelling to the faculty of sci's labs.. other than the part abt tasting the honey ice cream.. we were both bored out by the chem equipment.. NMR.. blah.. But I certainly think that after listening to the talks.. I think I might wanna minor in Chem and Social work? Or social work and chi? Haha.. Too many choices lar.. I dun think i wanna major in Chem.. the thought of all the calculation is enough to piss me off...
And I collect the life sci, sci and chem badges!! A pity I din get the pharmacy one.. but anyway not interested in those courses either hahaha... FASS seems interesting too.. Cool eh? But then again.. keeping my options open though I think most prob I'll end up doing Biomed juz liek her too.. and maybe even go for honourS? Haha.. Too early for now anyway.. was juz looking for more information hahahaha....
And the food bazaar really sucked.. so little stalls and so little variety..was so bad that when i ate the popiah.. I nearly vomitted it out coz of the weird taste.. Argh.. Think we were probably too tired coz Cindy was having a headache and my stomach was giving me probs.. -_-" But I think both of us wants to get into NUS if our results permit.. NTU is not bad but I think for both our courses... NUS is mroe established and famous for them.. hahahahaha...
SO afetr that.. since I saw Ying Xian.. went with her to Commonwealth to meet up with Ms Yee.. The sanctuary (correct spelling?) of the church was super duper cold.. and I din bring my jacket... By the time the whole ceremony ended... my teeth were chattering non-stop.. Was quite surprised that she din really feel cold at all!! =p Then after that I was so hungry that when the cake was given to us.. I ate it w/o even looking at the amt of cream there was.. LOL.. wonder how much weight I'll gain.. But anyway.. had a great time.. haha.. kept laughing at the translations =p Ok that was bad though.. Not as if I could do it myself.. haha..
Den hitched a ride in pastor's car.. and ended up in Clementi.. haha.. By then my poor stomach was protesting already.. growling non-stop.. So... Ms Yee bought fries.. haha.. Oh ya.. her sis actually said I'm smiling more... But wait.. since when did I not smile?? Hahaha.. Probably coz I've had a great week.. And throughout the train journey home.. kept toking to her.. was telling her how I really fell into depression last year.. Thank God it wasn't so serious to the extent that I would haf committed suicide haha.. but on hindsight.. it was a little scary as to how close I was to that stage.. *phew*
Conclusion? I love my church =) And I thank Him for everything and everyone he has given me.. For the support garnered etc... I will definitely study harder for the next to come...
And I am so super duper tired...
Kenix is still floating around my mind...
And... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEKKIE AND MING XIU~!
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9:34 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
I can't tell you what a superb day I had today man!! Haha..
First of all.. was quite reluctant to climb out of bed this morn at 7 coz had to take MRT from pasir ris to boon lay juz to go to NTU.. but it was quite fruitful supposedly i guess.. .initially we were all so enthusiastic over the talks.. but coz our schedule was too tightly packed wif all the toks.. we started to get restless.. Btw.. the "we" refers to June, Cindy, me, XZ and Emilie.. LOL.. and anyway.. .we din really gain much info from the talks.. it doesn't seem to be interesting either.. we din even haf time for campus tours.. and by the time we got lunch at 2.30... my gastric was like giving me a big prob already... =P But well.. still muz thank the 3 kind souls who showed us the way to the canteen.. we must haf looked super duper lost then.. and also thank the kind soul on the bus who showed us the way to where we ought to be..
NIE tok din turn out to give the info I was hoping for... But after the trip to NTU (which really... is not very big except for the halls.. that were surrounding it.. that's why it looks big) I'm now thinking of whether I can major in bio and minor in chem now that Ms Tay has rekindled my interest in Chem... haha.. and I wanna minor in chinese too.. surprising? LOL...
And we saw the person who toked to us during the career fair!! haha.. Not the crappy person.. but the senior who toked to us abt NTU... hehe... Actually.. I think nearly our whole CG was there, if not all.. haha...
Yeap.. then on the train.. guess we were allt ired out by then.. Cindy had to nudge me twice to prevent my head from falling onto another person's shoulder haha.. and her own head kept nodding forward.. LOL...
And I went to tampines.. haha.. got Kenix's signature!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! It was juz sooooo up close and I managed to shake her hand!! what a pity I can't get the tix to dine wif them tmr =( Was a fruitful wait and I was so ji dong that I cried after getting off teh stage!! I can't believe this!! And before Kenix left teh stage.. she sent all of us a flying kiss!! Haha.. and did I mention that she has a super nice voice when she sang "Being fortunate"? And Frankie is cool.. he sang David Tao's song which was quite ncie considering that he doesn't really noe how to peak in chinese.. and Elaine Yiu was photogenic!! And Kevin Cheng... he's.... he juz takes my breath away!! But KEnix.. even though she was juz clad in a simple green shirt.. she... just lookks so pretty!!! OMG.. I still can't believe that I shook her hand.. wish I dun hafta wash it!! Ke Ying wan sui~! Kenix.. Kenix.. Kenix!!
Oops... and I think I din blog abt Pekkie's bday.. Haha.. we celebrated her bday yest alogn wif MX's.. MX is leavign.. sighs.. But anyway.. when we gave Pekkie the present.. she was sooooo moved to tears.. haha.. happy bday anyway gal!!
And I shall end off the entry by saying this... KEnix really makes my day.. be it post promotion celebration or whatever!!
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11:27 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Umx.. Shall jzu blog awhile since I'm home early LOL... Thanked Ms Tay yest after assembly and she sounded shocked.. haha.. like she din do anything lidat.. but really when I looked at the comments paper today again I saw that she really wrote alot of comments that supported my promotion... I shall aim for an A in Chem for the A levels so as not to disappoint her =) The cute thing was.. she was saying "So.. you must work hard ok?" Before I even had the chance to nod my head or anything... She answered that question for me :"But I'm sure you will." Haha.. Thats nice.. I dun even hafta haf expectations on my work... ppl juz do haha.. But its juz another form of motivation for me =)
Anyway.. today was the last day of swimming.. still can't do the backstroke coz of the fear of sinking even when Ms Ang offered to help me out.. eeek... and I breathed in chlorine water! -_-" Then since we all could swm across the pool w/o stopping.. we proceeded to the competition pool.. which initially was that scary coz we couldn't even touch the ground of the pool wif our feet.. All of us were like... OMG that's so deep and we hafta swim across it??!!! Haha... but eventually after doing it... there's a great sense of achievement! Felt so happy at the end of the lesson.. And I'm gg swimming again wif Pekkie they all next fri beforre chem... muahahaha...
Den waited in sch for Mum.. and went to see VP again.. din expect MS Tay to tell *or maybe write in the comments.. * Mrs Lim that I wanted to become a Bio teacher.. LOL.. But thats juz an ambition.. in truth.. my dream or rather I aspire to hit into the entertainment industry.. Becoming a Bio teacher.. is juz a back plan.. of course I will still take Mass Comm if my results permit which is highly unlikely coz of GP.. cant get a B4 lar.. * But ultimately.. I will choose to take Biomed or Biological Sciences.. hahaha... I'm a freak over Bio =P
For the first time.. I've nvr felt so clear abt my life.. as in the decision.. but till then.. it all boils down to one thing: hard work till the As so that I can reap what I sow =) And to start off with that.. I bought..... the 5 sch prelim papers for all 3 subs in 2005 and TJ's JCT paper fopr 2 years for Chem and Maths!! Muahaha.. I nearly scared Xin Hui and Angel wif that whole stack of materials.. and I'm gg to get the 2004 set... Kiasu? I wun exactly say so coz Hui Xuan and Emilie bought them too.. and Cindy's getting them oso.. haha.. plus I think its indeed better to get them earlier than later when there is a huge surge for them.. haha..
As for yest.. Some stupid Baiyo *koped that word from ting* teacher came up wif the stupid idea of playing catching in the hot sun.. idiotic i would say.. coz it resulted in Constance's injured finger.. Dumb idea of getting the whole sch to play it on the small field.. And during Mass Civics... a tok on stress management.. gave Ms Tay a fright when Hui Xuan told her that I scored a 22 for it... hahaha... muz haf been the highest among my CG..
Can someone please remind me to hate Contact Time?
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K lar.. better go of now.. or not I wun be in time to watch Chuang Shi Ji!~
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3:52 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Guess what?
I GOT PROMOTED!!!!!!
OMG~! Really thank God.. what a huge sigh of relief.. I wanna thank alot of ppl who made it possible in one way or another.. My tutors.. My parents.. and all my friends esp Ting, WRB, and so on!! Hahaha.. I think I must really thank everyone... and I owe Ivan Lim and Ms Yee a treat.. LOL.. Initially I think they were all more anxious than I was.. Haha.. When Ting heard the good news she was soooo happy that she ran to look for me and we hugged and I cried coz I was juz sooooo relieved + ji dong + everything.. all the surge of emotions!! Shall cut short the details here... but I'm juz sooooooo happy!!
And congrats to Xin Hui too.. we're both relieved and thankful...
And thanks to all the ppl who congratulated us.. =)
Another piece of good news.. I was one of the 4 ppl to pass Chem!! Even though I'll say its tyco.. hahaha... Was so surprised when Ms Tay called out my name.. And speaking of her. . shld thank her for the good word that she put in too.. haha..
Thats all for now.. As to details on the situation inside.. haha... I'll tok abt this next time...
But for now... GP essay!! ARGH...
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2:41 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
I thought I shld just blog before I sleep and wake up again..
Just this morning.. I had a super bad start when I forgot my wallet and had to walk back home to take it just so that I could tap my Ez-link card.. So ended being late wif Cindy *sorry gal.. my turn this time haha.. * Den saw Ms Wong agaiN! Haha.. That was quite a nice way to start sch.. LOL.. I really miss her as my PW teacher hahaha...
Then... after every single cruciating lesson *hey!! I finally got my first level 7 and 8 in skills C and D~! Weee!!* Had PE.. wah... definitely ran more than 2.4 KM.. but the timing to me was quite ok lar.. hahaha.. Hmph and to think that after Bio prac Ms Yee still happily said enjoy my run.. yeah enjoy I did.. came back wif a splitting headache again.. Eeek...
Den after resting for abt 1/2 hour.. went to look for her.. settle the stupid Transport in Mammals.. Argh... I understand the basic concepts but I can't seem to be able to do my tutorial questions!! Haix... Demoralising.. But anyway.. it was half chat half lesson and I think I was probably quite tired already.. To the extent that I was really confused btw high and low.. -_-" Den dunno why.. suddenly brought up the subject of my promotion.. and coincidentally TJ chose to call at that time.. Felt so empty suddenly.. As we continued toking I could feel my tears wanting desperately to come out of their ducts.. But it was only after she prayed that I really let it out.. well.. not exactly all out.. coz I started crying again at Bedok Interchange...
I think I dun haf much tears left for crying.. I wanted so much to cry it all out but it just dun wan to flow out... Seriously.. I would rather cry it all out than to hold it back.. that feeling is ten times more worse...
Den got another call from Xin Hui.. It made me realise that hey.. I can actually counsel someone else so why can't I do it myself too? All I can say is that if I tell you that I am not worried, I am lying through my teeth.. But I noe that life still goes on and I hafta move on.. So I still hafta do my tutorials.. and live for tomorrow.. because everytime you open your eyes.. be it good or bad.. its still a new day...
The agony of waiting still lingers on.. but I will fight off all other fears... hopefully..
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9:43 PM
I thought I shld juz blog awhile before I go back to face the darn Chem Equilibrium questions.. grrr... I need a better Math brain..
Went to the Career Fair wif Xiu Zhen *To Pup: Haha.. ya we went there to look at unis lar not look for career!!* Initially when we both stepped in we were like: "Wah.. the place so big start from where??" Haha.. so we ended up spending most of our time there with NTU.. Toking to the lecturers and students regarding Mass Comm, a little of Biological Sciences *as they term it* and most of the time wif the Humanities side.. LOL.. I think we're both interested in that and maybe.. education? Lol.. wonder what happened to NUS.. can't find a single booth that interested me and can't find my Biomed.. Eeek... no wonder they say NUS only care abt academic grades and nth else.. This kind of exhibition = trivial for them?? Hahaha...
Anyway.. I'm now caught between NTU and NUS open houses and my Kenix's coming to Singapore!! How? Dunno which one to go lehx.. haha.. But I reckon I'll go for the NTU one on Sat.. as for Sun.. unless I go before church.. haha.. which is super duper early.. Well.. I hope I come back in time for Kenix!! =P Been driving my frens crazy over that... LOL...
Another thing I realised from this exhibition: Some ppl can really be so darn arrogant.. Grrr... Went to the China universities and no one zhao hu us!! *sniffs* Hahaha.. Jk lar.. I dun haf the money to study overseas anyway..
On the whole it was rather fulfiling.. I went home wif a man zai er gui heart.. haha.. And I saw Wang Xiao at City Hall MRT!!! Wah... so long nbr see her le.. haha.. Miss her loads... and she still rems that I suck in Math.. haha... She intends to take up engineering haha.. and she noes I dun liek that LOL... Miss those days wif her...
What a fulfiling *Ok.. I've run out of vocab and GP is impt... -_-"* day.. and to think that in the afternoon I was still lamenting to her that I would rather be elsewhere than at home mugging.. hahaha... Meanign more questions for her lo =)
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3:26 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
Before I start off with anything.. wanna say this.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms Dawn Yee!! Lol... I think I must be crazy to keep sending her bday smses..
Well... to round up this week.. I'll say that after the Chem test on Tues.. it was purely slacking.. slacking.. and more slacking! Coz.. I din do much on Weds and Thurs... Was just so... over exhausted... just like before the promos.. coz I really did study quite hard for the chem test.. So.. the reward that I gave myself was... one week off!! Haha.. Ok that's a little absurd though.. Bleahx.. But really.. I think I haven been resting well... which explains why I only stopped coughing after 3 weeks muahahaha... And the best part.. is that no more tests for the time being!! Hehe.. Can't believe I'm salcking now..
Weds.. was also the release of the A level results.. college did quite well I guess coz we had a half day off today.. Thurs.. short day.. din do anything much except to swim.. haha..I finally mastered my breast stroke!! Weee...
As for today... haha.. sang a bday song for Ms Yee!! Haha.. after the Bio lect lar.. Was quite surprised that Xin Hui suddenly asked me if it was her bday today hahaha.. den just started singing.. Ms Yee's expression really made me burst out laughing.. Muahaha.. And no I din tell the class it was her bday... they juz knew it through Si Min.. Lol..
Then... K-box time!! I think my throat is starting to get sore again.. Haha.. But today's qi fen wasn't as good as the 1st time de.. Though we sang alot more songs.. and I kept screwing up!! Umx.. must be not enough sleep last night.. I only slept at 12 am yest coz of the sms muahaha.. But was quite fun! Hahaha... And because of that.. stayed there till abt 8 and din go for cell.. =X Too paiseh to go there late oso lar even though I could haf jolly well made it in time for the sharing session lol.. So.. juz din go lar.. I really think I'm too shy there... Wish I'm more open..
Gg to the career fair on Sun wif Xiu Zhen aka Susan.. Lol.. I think I haf a very fulfilling and fun week ahead as I look forward to Kenix's coming!!
And I end of the entry with this:
Happy 26th Birthday Ms Yee!! =)
~*~* hAppY bDaY mS yEe *~*~
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10:20 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Kenix is comming.. Kenix is coming.. Kenix is coming!!!
YAY!!! Ok.. I think the whole world knows abt my excitement over this issue now.. I think this must have been what i've been waiting for for the past few years!! hehe.. the last time she came to promote Xando.. I was hafing my O level e lit paper that ended at around 6 plus.. so can't go sadly.. but now.. She's coming!! She's coming!!
And I noe Jesslyn's jealous.. muahaha... come to Sg lar!! You are only abt 3 hours bus ride away hahahaha...
I think Kenix's coming to Sg is my sole source of motivation now.. I can't wait for the holidays!! In fact I already feel that i am slacking *wait... when have I actually really worked hard this year than compared to last year?? Lol...*
As for today.. .release of A level results!! Seems that college did quite well coz when we sneaked into the hall saw alot of happy expressions written all over the teachers' as well as Mrs Loke's faces.. haha.. hope we get a full day or a half day off on Fri!!
Den went for the Dj's tok by DOngli 88.3 in LT4... nearly got sabo-ed by my clique coz they all noe I want to be a DJ.. and judging from my support to FM93.3.. haha... my dream is already ming fu qi shi to the rest of them ;) Then lookign at the job scope of a Dj really made me think that hey.. mayeb this job really is not as slack as what we think it is.. haha.. and the DJ was really speakign super fast!! Really admire her.. Lol... But of course, if I wan a more stable job... it'll hafta be becoming a teacher or a social worker for children I guess =) But all these seems a little far away now...
Mass Civics.. really brought me back to earth... esp when Cindy suddenly said that i seem to want to be everything *referring to courses that I want to take*.. which makes me ponder... other than Bio.. what other REAL courses am I really interested in? Keeping my options open for now but I reckon it is indeed time to start thinking abt what I wanna be in future and that you cannot haf the best of everything.. Umx.. Well I guess majorly this question is also based on academics lar.. so for now... my short term goal is to get myself into a local uni.. dun intend to go overseas except for CHina if I wanna study Mass Comm there.. meaning I need to get a scholarship.. -_-"
After that did abit of studying wif Pekkie.. and on the bus.. she told me that she noticed I wasn't as tense as before.. Thats a good sign =) And also she was saying that I would haf a good chance of staying in year 2 coz I did make improvements in my subjects even though I failed my tests lar.. haha.. Umx.. well.. this I cannot say for sure.. but I am currently staying positive because I am already happy that I am makign improvements and am no longer so stressed as before.. =)
Anyone interested in gg for teh NUS open house? hehes...
Kk.. shall end the long entry here.. KENIX IS COMING!! YAY!!!
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8:54 PM