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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
So... Went to watch Harry Potter *like finally* today wif Ting.. but only after a cruciating one hour of chasing the little girl and trying to get her sit down and read the book... Hahaha... And OMG...Cedric Diggory is sooooo shuai lar!! Haha.. When he came out the both of us were like "He's soooo shuai!!".. Lol.. Yeap.. den went to take neoprints... Pity i dun haf a scanner here...
And.. ended up din do any revision today... Ok.. I need to be quite and super worried now for the shortage of time since its gonna be December soon in another 1.5 hours time... I swear that after this obstacle and the As I really will go and do every single thing that I want.. and that includes picking up ballet, piano as well as to catch up on my TVB dramas!! Lol...
Yes.. and Jiahui replied me!! *hahaha... ting I think you know what this means right? =)* Haha... be prepared to hear it soon when I sms you.. hahaha
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10:20 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
And so I really watched SOY for the three times in the afternn.. and today I accomplished quite alot.. 3 chapters of Bio.. 2 chapters of Chem.. and one WHOLE and I really mean the whole chapter of partial fractions in the TYS...
However... I juz wanna blog on some gan chu triggered by the testi that Xuan Yun aka Puppy wrote for me...
25/05 will never be the same again.. esp with one person missing.. and I might be the one to go next.. Puppy's testi made me cry.. or should I say.. literally wept.. I just feel so empty.. Wu Ren Bang wun be liek Wu Ren Bang again.. Sometimes.. I really wish that the chi phrase of tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi doesn't exist... I dun wanna bid farewell to puppy.. and I noe what she said was right.. even though she wun be wif me next year... she'll be wif me forever.. but.. I juz feel.. weird w/o her..
The first thing that struck me abt puppy was that she could design.. and also.. was a girl whom I could really talk to.. both of us have very strikingly similar personalities and are of course... pessimists.. just that I portray it but she doesn't... Den we went thru lots of crying together... haha.. ok lar.. only that once nearly in front of Ms Yee and once in front of Mr Lim *and scared him hahaha..* But really.. why must academic results matter so much in this society? Or rather I should ask.. why do we always have to part at times when you dun feel like parting? Why must we keep enduring this kind of pain?
Ok maybe you might say that I'm exaggerating.. but I think I am not.. because after going through many matters that occured both this year and last year.. I noe I have matured.. I just can't seem to understand why must this same vicious cycle keep occuring? True.. You might say that we can still keep in contact.. But then again.. things will not be the same anymore.. just like my friendship with Ducky.. I used to just tell her everything.. my troubles.. my fears.. but now.. I dun even dare or should I say I dun even want to call her? Coz I noe she's always busy...
I keep wondering.. how many times do I have to change a confidante? One that we will never ever part and that our friendship bonds will forever be strong and we wun drift apart? Nan dao wo men yi ding yao yi zhi zhe yang zi ma? Of course.. I do understand that zai jian ye shi peng you.. but.. zai jian de shi hou there will be some kind of barrier.. that I can't seem to describe...
Whatever it is.. I just want to say that I miss Puppy...
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11:47 PM
Hey hey!! Ting messaged me just now that her article was in zaobao today!! Page 8 wor ppl.. haha.. I din manage to get a copy though.. so I read it online.. Lol.. and its like so unlike her writings lar for the first 3 paras *isn't it duh for the editor to edit until so... tian you jia cu, hua she tian zu lidat..* Hahaha..
Better dun let her superior see this blog entry.. lol.. Coz she and I spent a few mins chatting on the phone juz now.. hehehe...
And I din dream of Kenix last night.. instead it was yet another long night of insomnia with a weird dream that I cannot remember.. Keep having weird dreams these days.. And I'm gonna watch SOY again later at 4.30 pm.. Lol..
Oh ya.. thanks Jesslyn! For telling me the TVB radio interviews.. Lol...
I wanna take part in 933 Xiao yuan S Ji Hua!!! But no money... anyone wanna sponsor? Hehehe.. It seems juz liek the very channel for my dreams...
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1:18 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
Lol.. my 2nd post of the day.. and yeap.. its gonna be another one on Kenix.. was just going through http://tw-kenixkwok.com and chanced upon one interview by TVBS on Kenix before the TVB lightings ceremony... Lol.. Kenix's chinese is not that fluent.. But hey!! At least she attempts to speak in Chi when she noes that its a Taiwanese channel ok? Hahaha... not like Sonija Kwok who just straightaway speaks in Cantonese... and even though I dun like Gigi Lai.. I must admit that her chi is pretty good.. fluent at least... Lol..
Shall go and brush up on my Canto.. haha no jkjk.. shld be on Maths and Bio and Chem.. Lol...
Awww... today SOY last episode le.. haiz.. no more Kenix shows for me to chase le.. haha.. nvm still haf my tan pan zhuan jia.. haha.. I just realised how much I love Qing Chu Yu Lan (Shine On You aka SOY) Hahaha... the story plot rocks.. budden the ending was a lil... disappointing.. haha
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11:24 PM
Umx.. I have not only been suffering from insomania these few days but also been having weird dreams... Just today I had 2 weird dreams related to Kenix and SOY.. and this time round it seemed so real.. as though I really was part of the cast... And I dreamt that I fainted 4 times *-_-"* coz I was too agitated or something else that was related to Kenix...
The next weird part was that I actually dreamt that Au Yeung Shan was my cuzzie... And he was sniffing something that Xu Hao Yue gave him till he felt giddy? Den din tell Kenix coz she was resting in the room...
Oh man.. I muz have been watching too much tv.. den again.. its soooo unrealistic.. I can actually faint 4 times a day?? Oh my...
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4:27 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
I'm basically just here to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENIX!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENIX!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENIX!!
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9:52 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
DARN IT.... F IT... HE CAN GET A NEW FUCKING PHONE THAT I HAVE BEEN EYEING EVER SINCE IT CAME OUT AND I STILL CAN'T CHANGE MY BLOODY PHONE... TA MA DE...
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10:42 PM
Umx.. as usual.. I stayed at home to watch all the 5 epi of SOY again.. lol.. Can't help but cry at the touching and heartwarming scenes again!! Esp the part where the students and staff all unite as one to save WDPS.. Oh man.. and also the part when Au Yeung Shan went for the operation for his bone marrow... Of course.. Laughed at the cute scenes too!! Haha.. esp when Kar Tsai-choi did the same actions as Au Yeung Shan... Lol...
Yeap.. den today had to be the greatest acheivement so far.. coz I completed 2.5 chapters of O level Bio, did maths TYS on functions and also read up on chem.. Lol.. Hopefully can keep up with this progress.. then I'll have much more time for revising and practising my weaker topics esp Maths!! Hahaha.. Of course... this feat could not have been achieved coz I sacrificed my time to look for Ling Zhi for the sake of my studies.. I shall really perservere this time round...
"No matter what the outcome is, at least you could tell yourself that you have tried" ---> SOY's quote.. this was when Uncle Biu spoke to Bao Yuk Ming... Umx.. I think I learnt alot from this show man other than just the entertainment part alone and also from my glimpse of Kenix.. Ok.. I do admit that got ppl say this b4 to me *Lol.. right Ting?* But I guess it just din register until these few days when I was feeling down then came across this sentence again.. Umx.. Shall reflect upon it.. Haha.. and I think Mr Lim did say this to me before also...
I guess I'll take that as a self-encouragement..
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9:48 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Man... I have been pigging out these few days... Give tuition.. eat..go home.. sleep.. eat.. watch tv.. study.. eat.. study.. online.. If you did notice.. I have been frequently eating in this routine of mine!!! Argh.. wonder how much weight I'll gain.. really hahaha.. budden again.. when school reopens.. I wonder how much weight I'll lose again due to various fators.. umx...
Sometimes I really wish that I have taken the As already... I'm like working for the sake of working now... And my progress on revision is gettttiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnggggggg slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..... At this rate.. when sch reopens... can't imagine..
Grrrr... Next year's 2nd term had better come fast...
Oh ya!! IMPT... if u did look at today's zaobao right... A very familiar name would take you by surprise right? Haha.. no that person is not me.. that person is Ting!! Haha... yup.. she reported on the PSLE results!! Hahaha... Congrats gal!! First publication as a "reporter".. hahaha...
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10:04 PM

Doctored photos by danz!!

Hehes...

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12:03 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
My head is throbbing like hell now... But anyway.. I worked OT today!! Taught the girl from 10 plus to 2 coz she was fascinated by the computer games and apparently.. she only loves to play.. Lol..
Yup.. den came home and nap as usual.. and studied.. am proud to say that I have finished up the whole of biological molecules le *like finally?* Hahaha.. Ok.. not a very big acheivement lar.. But haix.. I feel so stressed up upon seeing the days going by.. Its like.. the faster time flies.. the more stressed up I feel.. Esp in maths.. I feel so... li bu cong xin? For some reason.. I miss LEP.. I really miss LEP.. I miss Xu Si Wei and Xu Xuan Zhen lao shi.. I miss Chinese.. But I am really only perservering on for the sake of Bio..
Was reading my past shou ji entries.. and was kind of fascinated by what I wrote.. How I really was not as mentally prepared for the JC system as I thought I was because I was juz obsessed with my studies and din really care for the feelings of others.. I feel so much like a cold-blooded creature coz I just keep ranting on and on to my friends without giving a damn about their feelings...
The shou ji was a channel for me to vent my frustrations and write down my thoughts abt life and so on.. at least i feel better after writing or crying it out.. Crying really does wonders but it makes u feel tired..
Life is really full of choices.. and I realised that as I was walking down the path that I chose today.. I made lots of important choices such as priortising my options as well as the decision of promotion or retaining..
Conclusion? I miss LEP...
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10:56 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Umx.. Today's trip to Escape made me realise a few things... Lol.. anyways... met up wif xin Hui and went off to take the indoor roller coaster.. OMG.. it kept turning violently lar!! And... I was like soooo darn frightened that I let go of one of my hands and juz hooked onto Xin Hui's arm like dunno what.. Haha.. I think the ppl behind all can hear my screams once the coaster takes a turn.. Lol.. Sorry was Xin Hui if I did hurt ur arm.. din mean to.. Haha..
Ya then by the time I finally open up my eyes and they said it was over.. haha.. my specs was slanted to one side and my legs were like jelly le.. Lol.. Really i do admire those pri sch kids sometimes... Jie Min and Shi Min they all can actually take it without having violent reactions *other than the screams.. lol...* So I came out of the ride pale faced.. Lol..
Yeap.. then went to take the pirate ship.. again felt quite bad lar.. Din open my eyes throughout.. woah.. I seriously think I have a fear of heights even though I live on the 16th floor? Lol.. Think it wasn't scary for most ppl but it certainly was to me.. Woah...
Then went for the Haunted House *which I backed out at the last moment* and took the Yakault ride wif Xin Hui.. Lol.. I think so far that aws the only ride that was more.. erm.. suited for me.. Lol.. Then jiu went for lunch le.. Lol...
Then while Xin Hui and my sis took the flipper.. *I refused to do so.. Lol..* Waited down there for them.. Xin Hui so fast go off le.. diaos.. Haha.. Felt quite bad lor coz din really accompany her coz of the kids.. Haha.. then finally took the go-kart.. the advance track look very scary.. Lol..
Conclusion?
1. I think I really am having an extreme phobia of heights.. Lol
2. I am not suitable for thrill rides.. and that applies to life too!! I dun wan a life full of thrills please.. prefer it to be smooth sailing...
3. Dun ask me to go Escape next time please. Hahaha...
And.. I am getting sick and tired of mathematical induction and 3D trigo.. ARGH!!!
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11:08 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Lol.. stupid weather... its getting so freezing that I can't even go out without wearing another layer of clothes or a jacket.. Haha.. peeps.. muz take care wor =)
2mr gg to Escape wif xin Hui!! Haha... But i think wif me around she'll have her eardrums blasted wif screams... Lol
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10:44 PM
Ok.. I realised that I din blog all the photos from the SCG chalet yet.. Here they are!! =)

Xin Hui and Shan Jie!! Haha.. they are always so happy de.. haha...

Me and Shan jie!! Haha.. but dunno why whenever I take photos my eyes look dead... diaos...

Grp photo wif Mr Lim and Xu Lao Shi!! Hahaha... I think this pic can be found in Ting's blog too.. hehehe..

Wei Ling and Li Xuan!! The 2 of them are always so ke ai...

Me and Puppy!! Hahaha.. I think we really rock as a duo and as part of wu ren bang... =)

Constance and gang =)

2nd Group photo!! Hahaha.. did you notice that one of the photos Mr Lim wore specs while the other he din? Lol.. So gui ma... Hope there's another SCG chalet next year... I will nvr miss those fun times.. lol.. and apparently I have not gotten over the excitement coz I am still slacking lar.. hahaha
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10:13 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Ok.. I am busy sending Chun dan songs now.. zhen shi de.. haha.. she dun wan go look for them herself lol...
Anyway.. This evening went to TM to look for dang, angel, gui hao, yu xuan and xin rou.. lol.. went to ajisen to eat ramen.. kao it was was not spicy at all.. more of.. salty?? Haha... Kept drinkign water lar.. but anyawy.. the consolation was that I manage to finish it all up =P Haha.. Angel came quite late.. so din really do much.. today was such a cold day lar.. and it was kind of a coincidence coz all of us were wearing skirts except for xin rou.. lol..
Yup.. den was toking to yu xuan abt christianity.. lol.. nh much there lar.. she wans to attend church camp.. ums... will see how i can help her out wif that lol..
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11:48 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Best Series: War of In-Laws
Best Foreign Series: Jewel in the Palace
Best Actor: Roger Kwok (Life Made Simple)
[Top 5 were Moses Chan (Gentle Crackdown), Joe Ma (Revolving Doors of Vengeance), Michael Miu (The Academy), Chung King Fai (My Family), Roger Kwok (Life Made Simple)]
Best Actress: Lisa Wang (War of In-Laws)
[Top 5 were Kenix Kwok (Revolving Doors of Vengeance), Myolie Wu (War of In-Laws), Gigi Lai (The Charm Beneath), Jessica Hsuan (Life Made Simple), Lisa Wang (War of In-Laws)]
My Favourite Actor: Bowie Lam
My Favourite Actress: Gigi Lai
Best Acting Award (something like the Lifetime Achievement Award): Ha Ping
Most Improved Actor: Bosco Wong (War of In-Laws)
Most Improved Actress: Niki Chow (The Gentle Crackdown)
Best Supporting Actor: Ha Yu (My Family)
Best Supporting Actress: Angela Tong (Life Made Simple)
Best Host: Dodo Cheng (Justice for All)
Best Variety Show: Minutes to Fame
Best Promotional Clip: War of In-Laws - Spitting Fire Clip
Most Valued Award: 1405 Cheng Nam South to Sea
Thats the winning list for yest's awards... Haha and I still haven't really gotten over it.. lol... dummy liza... Credits go to cherrywinter and Ellie...
Anyway.. did nth but to study chem and bio for the whole afternoon today.. Haha.. did mole concept and redox for chem and transport in mammals for bio.. will say that it is not an easy feat for the bio part coz I spent abt 2 hours reading and trying to understand it.. and it is O level bio.. wth.. Am wondering how many questions I can come up with just for one topic alone.. I need someone to coach me lar!!!
Haha.. yeah.. basically after that I kept watching tv... why? Coz Kenix hosting the show mar!! Of coz muz watch lar!! Haha.. den watched abit of Tian Guo de Jia Yi or something lidat.. Ming Dao is sooooooo shuai!! Uh oh.. I think I'm caught by the Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa fever le.. haha.. Awaiting for Vera to lend me the whole set of VCDs after she comes back from china!! Can't wait man.. haha.. can't believe how much I have missed out on.. zhen shi de...
Haha.. Juz realised that I haf alto of show that I really wanna watch and own the VCDs.. apart from the HK serials.. I oso wan wang zi bian qing wa and oso lang man man wu and oso alot alot alot more!! Hahaha...
Kk.. I shall go watch my DIF 3...
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
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Kenix and Frankie!! Look at how leng my Kenix is!! Haha.. Credits to http://hongkongbuzz.blogspot.com for the pics and info =)
And darn the stupid Liza wang!!! I feel so bu zhi for Kenix...
This year's awards all very unexpected other than Bosco lo.. Haix.. TVB is such a disappointment...
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11:13 PM
I am ever sooooo high now!!! TVB anniversary gg start very very very very very very soon in another hour and 15 mins time!! Kenix... Kenix.. Kenix!!! I noe she'll get the award for sure!! Kenix... kenix.. kenix...
Ok.. I'm obsessed... Kenix!
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7:17 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
NB: Half of this entry will be dedicated to the Meridians =)
Umx.. today was a fully packed day lol.. yeap.. Woke up early in the morning *yawns* to look for Ms yee for bio.. haha.. took around 2.5 hours as usual.. So ke ai.. showed her the pic of Julian Hee and that he actually likes to zzz naked? Goodness.. hahaha... yeap.. and asked if I wanted to attend church camp.. would be most willing to lar.. can make more new frens mar.. so.. why not? =) He le er bu wei ne? Haha.. and I am quite surprised that she actually watches wang zi bian qing wa!! Lol... Yeap.. Ok lar.. learnt quite alot abt O level and A level bio today.. woah the linkage is quite broad.. looks like I gotta spend alot of time building up on my foundation.. Din tell her that I was quitting dance though.. lol
Yeah then took a taxi down to Bishan.. alamak my salary cut off by half of an hour coz of the taxi fare... the poor lil ger cried even though I din really teach her anything.. umx.. looks like gotta use sweets and other stuff to try and coax her again.. what a tough time trying to communicate with her because she only seems to understand korean.. haha.. but hey! She can actually sing the chinese version of the more we get together!! Haha.. Goes to show how cute she is.. =) Oh no.. I think my love for kids is rekindled again.. or should I say.. it doesn't die? Haha...
Came back home for a bath after that and went down to MJ to meet my dear Joanne!! Oh man.. I think I gave out alot of hugs today.. we hugged each other and went to Tampines for dinner.. wanted to take neoprint.. but sadly not enuff money.. too broke this week.. Then met with darling Vannessa and Diana!! Haha.. needless to say.. another 2 hugs given out.. Thoroughly enjoyed myself at the MJ bash today even though I am not a Meridian anymore.. Was more of zi high wif my frens? Hahaha.. Seriously.. if MJ offered me bio I would have gladly stayed there =(
After the whole bash.. stayed around.. took loads of photos... Was quite sad to leave... Afterall.. MJ was once my sch.. Van and Diana sent me out to the bus stop.. And did I mention? Our fav song is Wan Mei de Yi Tian by Stef Sun!! Lol.. Kept singing it.. at tampines was doing it wif Jo... den while walking out to bus stop did it wif Van!! Haha.. and during SCG chalet.. did that wif Ting and KK doing the Yayee yayee yayee yayee yayee yay part.. Lol...
Today really was a fruitful day.. and most of all.. I noe that I miss MJ... the 1st 3 mths rocked.. and... also.. the bez part was... Van and Jo and Diana all said I lost weight!!! Lol... Ok I think I am very leng today.. kept giving lame jokes in front of everyone from the morning ya? Haha.. in front of ms yee and diana and peeps.. lol..
Wan mei de Yi tian... really is a great feeling!! Meridians.. you rock!!
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11:05 PM
Big Bird You scored 81% Organization, 60% abstract, and 81% extroverted! |
This test measured 3 variables.
First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.
Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.
Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.
You are very organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted.
Here is why are you Big Bird.
You are both very organized. You almost always know where your belongings are and you prefer things neat. You may even enjoy cleaning and find it therapeutic. Big Bird is never sloppy and always under control... pretty good for a 6 year old bird living without a family.
You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Big Bird can be quite dreamy at times and has no problem using his imagination. At the same time he is also practical and can be methodical in his search for answers to questions. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course.
You are both extroverts. Big Bird gets along with everyone. He makes friends easily and always has a positive attitude. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team.
The other possible characters are Oscar the Grouch Bert Snuffleupagus Ernie Elmo Kermit the Frog Grover Cookie Monster Guy Smiley The Count
If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win! |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
| You scored higher than 97% on Organization |
| You scored higher than 73% on concrete-abstra |
| You scored higher than 91% on intro-extrovert |
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Aww... why aren't I Elmo? Lol.. but then again.. this test is partly true =)
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11:01 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Students' portal is liek so darn fast in updating lar.. I dropped higher chinese le so now no more of higher chinese in my records.. so instead of the OOFF now its an OFF.. -_-" Then Hui Jun's records apparently haven't been deleted...
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Umx.. ok.. apparently my body aches are still there and they refuse to go away... Yeap... anyways.. today went to look for Mr Lim... Maths lor.. haha nth much to ask him anyway.. its visualisation problem on my part and that I need to learn how to analyse the questions thoroughly and not just do them.. yeap... Then was toking to him for a while and he asked me how was the night cycling... -_-" tiring lar.. duh.. haha and I din noe that the map of Sg was only 50KM wide... kk but it still feels as though I have cycled 50KM that day...
Yeah.. then after that talked to him abt what happened during promos... blanked out during maths and chem... Haha.. and he was saying that I looked stressed that day during the exam again.. haha... doubt its any much worse than chem though.. But anyway.. the fact remains that I was not in the best condition and that I din work hard enuff? Haha.. Yeah.. Then got alot of things I feel that I juz din wanan bring up again so.. din tell him lar.. I mean.. I dun wanna get myself affected again... Then when I told him that I was quitting dance.. he seemed shocked? Umz.. seems that everyone is shocked by my move this time round... Wonder why? Haha.. whatever the reason.. I'm not a born dancer =X
Yeah... then went to dance studio.. felt weird when seeing them do Ms Wee's dance so... I din dare to go in till Yu Min came out.. Haha.. Then went to see Ms Lee.. talked to her abt my reasons for quitting dance.. she analysed the situation for me.. but then again.. I really feel very dui bu qi her.. coz now she's offering me the condition that I only need to go for the basic technique class will will only be once a week... But I think she could tell that I juz dun really wanna open up to her and tell her the truth... But she wans a letter of explanation.. Maybe.. only maybe I will write her a letter.. I think she really needs to understand my situation? And I really owe her a good explanation other than the academic reasons...
So.. din really felt much better talking to her.. in fact, I felt worse.. and I'm in a bad mood now.. I mean.. I noe she's understanding.. but.. I'm making my stand firm.. although I understand her intentions.. This is not a path that I want to choose too.. I nearly burst into tears while talking to her... held it back thankfully...
Then went tampines to meet ka jie.. Saw Xin Hui and was chatting to her for a while.. think I'll call her again later to explain too... Watched Just Like Heaven and it really took away my troubles for the time being.. Nice, touching movie...
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9:41 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yay... I'm back from the chalet!! Haha.. anyone missed me? Hehe.. ok I shall not chou mei here.. haha...
Anyway.. heres a short glimpse of what happened during these 3 days and 2 nights.. Yeap.. on the first day I went to give tuition in the morning which was clearly the anti-climax lar.. Then brought all the stuff towards Parkway's mac and sat there to wait for the rest to come.. apparently they were buying stuff up there.. haha shortly my wu ren bang - june came.. haha.. den jia hui oso reached.. we helped siu lun they all to carry the stuff all the way to ECP lar.. and goodness... the BBQ stuff was heay and the distance wasssss sooooooooooooooo long!! So you can imagine by the time we reached there.. all of us along with luggage just slumped there and din wanan do anything.. haha..
Yeap.. then after that wu ren bang and pekkie and jiahui went up to the air-con room *phews..* to play cards.. haha.. was juz so darn tired lar.. while the rest went to get more stuff for the BBQ.. started up the BBQ pit *many thanks to kar keat and siu lun* Haha.. and I was the "official fanner of the fire" for the day.. haha..
Yeap then Xu Si Wei and Ivan Lim came.. haha.. they were like wu suo shi shi lidat lar.. haha.. so when Ivan Lim heard that they were going to start on the game of bridge... haha.. u can juz imagine his reaction there...
Yeap.. then took a break from the fanning *coz my arms were really darn tired* and went to cycle with Ting coz I wasn't exactly in the bez of moods.. Yeap.. by the time we came back.. the rez were abt to go.. so we took SCG chalet photos *will upload them soon* and they left.. haha.. stupid cam gave me probs.. zhen shi de..
Then at night.. we were all rotting upstairs... then while Jiahui, me and Ting took the bed.. the rez went cycling.. haha.. and when they came back.. we zzzzed again till 10 plus..
Yup.. KL called me.. affected a lil of my mood.. so juz ate breakfast... den had more games of daidee and mahjong before renting the bikes and makign our way to the bball court to find Vera.. woah.. many casulaties after the game though.. haha.. ended up after Ting and I bought heavenly coffee from Starbucks... we had a heart to heart session.. lol.. Stopped by the jetty on our way back.. and I cried.. for no apparent reason I guess *I think Ting noes what happened.. shall not elaborate here.. * The sea was juz so nice...
Then.. BBQ again!! Haha.. this time round.. Shan jie and Xin Hui were to chefs of the day.. haha.. I think Jia Hui, KK and me were jzu so tired out..
Yeap.. den went up for more mahjong and daidee and set off for our night cycling.. HEy.. speaking of that.. WE CYCLED FROM ECP TO CHANGI VILLAGE.. A WHOLE 50 KM + OR MINUS!! Haha.. so got cheng jiu gan... budden.. it was by no means easy.. Haha.. juz imagine... summore Ming Xiu brought us thru the wrong way lar.. haha... but anyway.. by the time we all came back... the sun had already risen.. I guess I wun ever haf the chance to see it rise man.. We were all sticky and juz plopped onto bed.. Shortly after that bathed.. checked out and home sweet home...
So.. I think I'll be KO-ed for the next few days... My whole body.. the butt.. the arms and legs are all aching..
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10:00 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Ok.. be prepared.. this might be quite a long post..
In the afternoon was actually thinking of whether I shld go and support ling zhi nots.. hehe coz before that whole morn watchign tv.. Dong Du Shen Tan *To catch the uncatchable* is a nice and funny show lar.. haha.. den chatted wif ting for a while.. before finally deciding to go.. Haha... Ended up hiding at the MRT station to wait for Evonne to come coz I wanna avoid a certain someone.. haha.. I think some peeps shld noe what I mean.. Lets juz call him Mr A lar.. yeah..
Den stood there for quite some time waiting for lz to promote finish the Oto trimax slimming belt.. haha.. what makes me frustrated is that within 15 mins.. at least 2 of the promotors kept asking me to try the belt lar!! Hey... I noe I'm fat lar.. but I'm not that fat k!!! Haha.. Ok lar.. I think I better go on a diet le... Diaos.. and 2mr SCG chalet.. wonder how much kilos I'll gain haha...
Yeah.. den after that during the break.. chatted wif lz at great length.. told her that I got promoted.. she was happy but could still tell thru my face that I still have some unsolved probs.. So I juz blurted out everything.. She's quite nice coz instead of suaning me *like what she will did as usual =P* she kept on comforting.. or rather... asking me to de-stress myself.. And also.. asking me to reject that Mr A.. Coz she felt that I was not ready.. Haha... Lz ar.. better take care of urself too.. dun juz ask me to take care.. haha...
Den took photos wif Bukoh Mary.. quite nice oso.. Ya.. went KFC to chat wif Evonne regarding him.. Evonne sort of deciphered the situation for me.. Yeah... And I decided to wash my hands off this matter.. at least.. until after the As...
2nd major decision that I made today is that.. I'm quitting dance... I'm saddened over my own decision but I noe that it's for the best of the situation which is curretly not in my favour.. Cried liek dunno what juz now coz I really din want to give up on dance... But I noe that my frens will support my decision.. many thanks to Yu Min and Yuan Ting.. for the support there =) Have to do it coz it will be eating into 3 days of my time every week.. and I really dun think I can cope wif it along wif my studies..
Sometimes... I juz realised that we can't have the best of 2 worlds.. Esp after hearing another someone's story... Its easier said than done when you mention " Na de qi, fang de xia" because it really hurts...
K lar.. I think I better start stuffing the chalet stuff into my bag le.. that's all for today...
How I wish I can juz have wan mei de yi tian...
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10:41 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
AR!!! I juz went to see Kenix's bday celebrations' photos and she looks sooooo leng!! *beautiful in canto ;)* Sometimes I really wish I can go and look for her in Hong Kong.. but she seems to have lost alot of weight!! So xin tong for her.. diaos.. haha.. I think if its one thing that will not waver.. It will be my addiction and cravings for Kenix!! Haha.. of course.. still have Ada Choi and Flora Chan and Jessica Hsuan and so on.. haha... those TVB fa dan.. lol... Awaiting this year's TVB awards coz I am confident that she'll definitely get the best actress award!! Kenix juz rocks =)
And I'm watching DIF 3 now.. hehe... Kenix again.. yes... I'm crazy le.. haha
Am thinking if I shld go down support Ling Zhi not... West mall of Bukit Batok so far... Summore I juz feel like slacking at home like what I did today.. ok lar.. today juz kept doing maths.. haha..
Going to chalet on Mon le!! Wee~!!! Wondering what will happen? Haha.. hopefully will be fun!! =) Soooo... wun be blogging for a few days hehe...
Oh ya.. if there is another cause of panic.. I realised that I've thrown back all the knowledge I've gained since the promos... *groans* Back to square one again for me...
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11:37 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Umx.. I realised that I have not let go of alot of things yet after toking to Xuan Yun on the phone for nearly 2 hours juz now... Well.. And currently I am finally understanding what my bro say... coz my dearest dance is gonna take up 3 times a week during the hols wef next week... wth... Now I really have to think twice if I wanna quit it...
Anyway.. today was the OP presentation.. quite alright lar.. except that I ate on my words again.. and Ling said that I seemed to be assuming a backward slouching pose... so.. haha wonder what the grade will be like.. guess i'll hafta wait till next year then.. haha.. Den went to Sumo to eat.. curry udon was yummy.. but a great pity that I could not finish it again coz I ate cheese nachos before that.. -_-" Haha... then we parted ways as June, Emilie and I went to Bedok library.. haha.. sounds familiar? Yes.. that's my project for PW.. haha.. But anyway.. there indeed is a lack of variety even in the libraries because all of us couldn't exactly find books that interest us.. haha.. so jzu made do wif whatever was there.. Bestsellers bu kui shi bestsellers.. always borrowed before we get there in time.. hehe..
Yeah.. den went home and took a nap.. And did maths.. and started to tok to XY on the phone.. I do realise that not only wu ren bang was concerned abt how I was going to handle next year, but also other ppl are quite worried as to how I'm gonna take it next year... I really appreciate that.. Actually.. I noe that once you made a decision... u shld not look back.. yeah.. So.. no matter what happens next year.. I'll juz have to play it by ear for now..
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11:25 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
I'm bored bored bored bored bored!!!! Dying of boredom... Or should I say.. I'm actually killing my boredom by doing maths?? My gosh... I think the sun has risen from the west today... Umx..
Today.. did OP again at my house.. haha.. 2mr only day for rest w/o tuition but yet I hafta be in sch coz of OP!!! Kaos... Luckily ling's father fetching me to sch or not I'll have to leave my house at 7.15... Sians... I juz realised that the hols isn't only a period of boredom.. its one of torture esp during Zaki's sessions...
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10:57 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
How You Life Your Life |
 You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
This is juz soooooo true.. haha.. toks abt the indecisive me...
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10:56 PM
Skipped dance today due to fatigue and also stomach cramps..I realised taht I'm starting to hate Zaki more and more.. Kao..
Anyways.. this morning took a cab down juz to ying chou Ms Cindy Peng who din message me last night to say that she'll be gg to sch early to celebrate Jeslyn's bday.. soooo.... I made her pay half of my cab fare haha.. Den went to TRC to hand in I and R and also go info centre take results slip.. the place was so darn small lar.. den waited quite long.. but anyway.. the results slip oso look quite ugly to me coz of the word failed there.. doesn't make a diff to me anyway...
Still thinking of which poly to reg for.. haha and what coz.. I actually wanted NP de biomed.. but bro says not v good.. umx.. will see how.. haha and ask Xuan Yun which poly she gg to oso.. haha..
And speaking of that.. I'm quite worried for her oso.. dunno how she really feels on the interior even though she looks bouncy on the exterior.. DUnno how to make her open up oso.. hopefully counselling helps her out this time round.. I still dun have the courage to go look for the sch counsellor..
Yeap.. yest coz was doing I and R.. slept at 1 am plus to edit for Xin Hui and was also chatting with her for one plus hour.. haha.. Did a lil of maths oso.. and Ting ar.. pls rem the bio tb!! Haha.. I need it badly... Think the chat wif Xin Hui was quite useful.. start to make me think of ways to improve myself.. and oso.. find other teacher counsellors? haha...
Reading Ada Choi's detailed bio gave me loads of inspiration... suddenly... haha..
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10:27 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Umx.. am at Xin Hui's house now doing I and R.. that takes up only 1 % of the stupid 100% of PW lar.. but anyway.. doesn't time fly? Its nearing the end of the year le.. And I was juz reading my past entries.. Realised that my thoughts have really matured alot since last year.. And well.. I guess under certain circumstances, you really have to grow up..
Really wonder who my tutors next year will be? Haha.. Total change? Or will Ms Yee follow up? Haha.. I dunno..
Bleahx.. actually I have quite alot of things left unsaid.. but I think I'll leave it to my diary.. gotta practise my chinese even though I dropped LEP le mar... Haha.. I will miss the past 25/05.. w/o Xuan Yun.. its seems... so different.. Seems as though next year i'll dian di of the class.. Haha.. Umx.. maybe I had made a wrong move by coming here..
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2:37 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005

Oh man.. I look horrid beside Jing Ru lar!! Either the flash was too bright or next time I juz shld not wear contacts... Ok.. u muz be wondering now why I can take this pic.. coz.. I went to Partyworld at Tanjong Pagar for the fanclub gathering wif Jing Ru!! Haha.. was sooooo high and happy there.. And Jing Ru is really superb in cake cutting man.. haha.. Luv her loads!!
Yeah.. she's very frendly.. I'll miss her when she flies back to Taiwan 2mr!! ='( But anyway.. got a scare from Jin Yu when she cried after Jing Ru left.. woahs..
Basically.. this week has been one full of Jing Ru chasing.. but it was one that has been fulfilling coz I get to shake Jing Ru's hand.. take pictures wif her and chat
wif her face-to-face!! Have nvr been so high before and so happy.. In fact I realised that I have not been happy since my bday this year.. prob coz of exam stresS? Haha... Jin nian he qu nian dou fei chang bu shun li.. As the hols continue for others.. it seems to come as a test for me.. A test of my determination and my deterrence to face the obstacles *such as Lecture tests - roll eyes and my self-esteem*
Though I still dun really haf an inkling on how I should build up on my self-confidence.. I hope I can win this race with a wonderful finish... finish as in up to the A levels as my ultimate goal and conquering all the 1st term's Lecture tests next year as my immediate aim... Wo bu xiang zai ling ren wei wo shang xin, shi wang huo gan dao yi han le...
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10:24 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Woah... allow me to heave a sigh of relif as I listen to Yu Min's rantings on Esther's dance... Luckily I din join in or not I would have either broke down or quit dance right away.. And speakign of quitting dance.. I am holding back that decision until a few more weeks... See if I still can follow up wif Zaki's moves not... I'm starting to miss Ms Wee... Stupid Zaki... every week after his dance I end up with either peeling toes or bruises here there and everywhere!! Sickening..
Haix... I dunno which one I should balance.. I like dancing *but please.. not those gao nan du ones like Zaki...* but yet.. its eating into quite alot of my time.. And I see my results lidat.. I really dunno what can I do abt it.. Am given a 2nd chance by the college.. dun wanna juz let it go down the drain yeah? Hao~ mao~ dun ar...
Umx.. anyway.. did PW again today.. it has got to be the shortest meeting ever.. OP and a short discussion on I and R.. Oops.. that considered cheating? Hehes.. No lar.. muz liaise hao hao mar.. or not later all write the same then die le.. haha.. I'll be doing mine 2mr.. sians.. PW is ending le!! Yays.. haha.. Xiang dang chu.. we were still discussing over the phone our ideas for PI and coming together to do the GPP.. Time really flies.. haha..
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10:51 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Stupid MSN dun wanna let me sign in.. argh!!! Haha.. but anyway.. Went to chase Jing Ru today.. haha she totally rocked at DXO lar!! A pity the time there was so short.. but hey.. it really was super jin ju li coz if I juz stretched out my hand.. I can touch her lar.. haha.. She's darn good on stage mans... Haha... Someone fainted while queuing to enter the yin yue hui.. woah... reminds me of that time after x-country and 2.4 how i nearly fainted lar.. haha... but not as bad as that person...
Then shortly after that.. went Yoshinoya at Marina to haf lunch.. haha.. so bad.. now no students deal le coz hols.. grrr... But got to know a few more frens all support Jing Ru de.. haha.. not bad sia.. =) Den we went off to SUntec for teh SHA roadshow and support JR again!! Haha.. she's darn good.. but she only sang one song!!! -_-" Haha...
Umx.. as for yest.. jin yu suddenly called me.. gave me a fright.. haha but juz to congratualate me lar.. haha.. of coz i'm happy.. but i can't be de yi wang xing and forget abt my condition.. haha.. but for now.. this week is JR week and next week is SCG week!! =)
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10:27 PM
Your Career Type: Artistic |
 You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
Umx.. sounds good to me!! Haha.. dancer.. umx.. I beg to differ abt that though.. esp wif Zaki's moves.. haha
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10:21 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Umx.. Did nth much again today except to slack for the time being... Coz from next week onwards... Am still thinking abt my study plans for nov/dec.. umx.. wonder how i'm gonna map it out...
Juz realised that my lil joy can infect others.. haha.. thanks ting ;) Appreciate every lil step and thing that you did to brighten up my life.. no matter what happens in future.. Friends forever!! Hahaha.. P.S 2molo u all haf bu ke wor.. lol..
K lar.. back to my books and RDOV... Have fun!!
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10:40 PM
Your Hidden Talent |
 You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there. |
Lol.. how creative can i be?? =)
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10:38 PM