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Saturday, May 28, 2005
I'm very very tired of handling all the upcoming stuffs... dance decor comm meeting 2mr.. for the farewell gifts and all.. and i wun haf time for revision before i go look for miss yee on fri... Chem calc still cannot do even though miss lim spent a cruciating one hour explaining them to me... I'm a failure ain't I?? I'm in a fix...
Today... SCG outing.. waited for puppy xuan yun at the bus stop before meeting the rest at parkway... only 10 of us including Ling Shan's sis.. sighs... went to roller blade... n cut cake... stayed at the beginners corner wif puppy... can't control my brakes well.. haix... den took a lift home in wei ling's car... thanks alot gal =)
Sighs... time short... as the time draws nearer and nearer to the JCT... I'm getting more n more paranoid by the day... 真的很怕时间的流逝。。
Saw Rui Yi on TV.. .she look so nice n cute.. haha =)
Sighs... aren't even thinking straight now.. hope i fall sick during the camp so i wun hafta spend my four days in misery thinking of the upcoming JCT... am paranoid yes i noe... but considering the time that i take to absorb new concepts.. its better to start earlier... I'm aiming for at least an E for every subject... A level pass.. LEP should not be a big prob... am more worried abt the rest of the subjects... zen me ban?
Stressed... stressed... this is worse then hell... then the O levels... I chose this path myself unwittingly *some guys shld noe what i mean...* sighs...
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Friday, May 27, 2005
Mans... been one week since I'm sick le.. yest's cheering session seemed to have taken its toll on me... Am playing retarded over and over again.. It rocks man!! Haha.. Although the badminton match we lost... but hey!! Our spirit was def much much more better den RJ ok?? Dumy ass... they copied our cheers okie?? Haha.. so fun shouting the cheer...
Today morning... haha official opening of the TJC adventure tower... guest of honours and mrs lim and miss lim climbed the tower to launch it... oh my Misss lim was so darn fast lar!! Haha.. she climb until like... erm... a cat climbing a tree?? Haha.. Maybe coz she OAC teacher in cahrge den used to it le... woah can really see that seh is super super skinny up there haha.. Ok if its me i think i will take abt a few hours juz trying to climb it n show off my flabby legs =x Haha...
So.. yest... sports carnival officially started.. Den was at the dance stall practically the whole day even though it was not my shift haha.. yu min oso =) Haha.. den we go tui xiao our smoothie and pizza... saw miss lim den she was asking me to climb the tower... haha... i was telling her that i will consider if she help me buy my stuff haha... den she ask me if i was from E club? mans.. i'm not one who can do business lar.. haha... she seemed shocked that i was in dance... hey I'm there to learn ok? Please dun haf the stereotype thinking that ppl who look big size cannot dance!!! Haha... Ok.. I'm juz joking =)
Today... slacked the first part juz discussing dance camp stuff... really super wish that i din run for EXCO... hello?? I din wanan get in in the 1st place n voting is during dance camp... upcoming.. Den took super long... sorry to make xiu zhen n mummy wait... mummy even had to help me collect my fbt shorts... But then later our whole group go look for miss wong lor... ended up after she go get something we cannot think of anymore ideas le den we sang sch song n haha... distracted ourselevs.. Saw miss yee den she waved to us... haha... zhen shi de she slacking in the staff room haha... found miss wong downstairs... lame... haha... so our dear GPP keeps geting rejected... sighs... to think the amt of time we put in all down the drain..
Yeap.. dens.. went to find Audrey haha... both of us hafing flu.. bu kui shi "jie mei" Haha.. Chatted quite a while in the library haha... think we really missed each other... haha will be better if she comes TJ to be my junior haha.. Sighs... miss CCH alot.. Umx..
Ling Zhi going off to China le... *sniffs* din even get a chance to see her for so long.. She wun be here when i need her most for the JCT mugging period =( Haix.. really really really x5 very scared... Samartha wants to get promoted and dun wan to see principal..
This hols will be super hiong n mugging period for me... sighs... collected the JCT papers n i realised that what mr ong said was true... TJ papers are not easy =( Hald the questions i see le... i noe i will flunk it... but hope i dun flunk that badly... pretty please??? Haix... *worried* Den my whole first week gone like that... only fri seeing miss yee... dunno how to settle wif miss lim if i haf chem prob also.. sians.. think this hols... is gonna be a sheer torture that will pass quickly *i hope... cross fingers* ARGH!!!!!!!
Jia you to me and other mugging peeps... welcome to the mugging world Samartha...
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9:16 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005

SCG 25/05 !! Yeah man.... gurl power!! Shall miss Mr Kwek when he leaves =( Emilie aka Mimi was like hinting that he forgot to mention it to us and haha... whilst taking this pic... we were late for PW lect haha... actually more or less heck care abt that lecture le haha ... Mr Kwek!! Miss ya loads... Oh btw.. we look cool over here ;) Haha.... Mummy n Puppy got sperated!! *CIndy n Xuan Yun haha* Oops... guess my skirt's too short... *blushes*

Me n June.. man my hair really really look horrendous... Haha... this was taken on the LEP opening aka college day.. haha ..
Am gonna be selling ice cream n pizza tomolo!! Hehe... sports carnival.. Muz come suport me n dance okie?? Haha.. Advertising.. haha... This morn was nearly running late coz my dear mother ask me not to bring umbrella n it poured real heavily... mans... My flu got worse as expected but now better le.. Hehes,..
So tired out haha... then went to library to rest for a while n do calculations den go makan b4 gg for ms yee's tutorial... oops... aws late hehe... as expeted she did not go thru respiration.. haha am finding her mroe n more cute during lessons man haha.. coz she say bye to those ppl gg for TA investiture n wave to them haha... den luff =) Haha.. she seemed to enjoy askign me questions.. haha.. Am meeting her on fri after break of LEP camp n start of dnace camp.. *groans* She ask me dun skip it... mans... how not to??
Zzz... felt so tired by bio lect that i almost fell asleep... sehx... after everything went back to chung cheng wif dang gui hao n xinrou... maybe coz too long nbr see each other le can feel the gap btw me n gh widening.. sighs... Collected O level cert but not many teachers in so... went off quite fast... dang n gh went to bugis den me n xr went home... Was juz so tired n worn out.. Haha... btw I passed my GP essay!! Woots!! Haha... Xr n I are comtemplating of joining photog... haha and ms yee is the teacher in cahrge... ums... think twice samartha.. haha...
2molo sports carnival... luckily nbr join titans.. or not i really can peng... run 70 rounds around track den can die mans.. everyday train till so late.. haha..
Okie... thats all... gotat go liaos~~ Rem to support dance okie?? ;) Yumin's music on her blog nice!! Hehe...
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9:20 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Mans... used up 4 packs of tissue for my bloody nose... darn the flu... Am a super big casualty... coz the whole world was asking if i was alright... guessed i juz looked lethargic haha... but anyway... 1st lesson math make up... took a photo wif mr kwek... he leaving us le =( *sobs* Den he today den tell us although all of us knew it prior to this haha...
So... then the series of lectures began... math test on trigo was not that bad... but still gonna flunk coz i could not do the proving part... GPP... sighs... guess its gonna get rejected again... dummy miss wong say before we go look for her for GPP already started crying.. *heys... protest!! I sniff only coz i haf flu ks!!!* Not much appetite for lunch so shared the western food wif Vera... ended up i only finish the 1/2 chicken n 1/4 of the coleslaw... the rest taken by her...
Wanted to skip GP lect... but went there to rest for a while instead coz was juz too tired... Den zzz abit and woke up to watch the video clip they had... mans it was gross... Den had civics... managed to get someone to replace me for the investiture so i wun miss out on 1/2 of the bio tutorial.. haha.. i really need it... Need to settle wif miss yee when to meet her during the hols n so on...
Den... LEP consecutive for 4 periods... nearly half died wif my nose n the coldness there... so much so that i was quite blur wif fatigue le.. Managed to pass the Xia Yu essay even though i wrote darn short haha... Yeah... den after much hassle went for dance interview... haha so ke ai =P So sians...
So went for technique class... missed 1st part of dance.. den fumbled wif my dance steps... when i finally managed to get it right... my dear sole had to kick against the super uneven floor n bleed... awww... hurts like hell.. But Elizabeth was kind =) Haha... not liek hustings that time so solemn...
Okie thats all i reckon.. gotta zzz n do bio tutorials again... mugger Sam is back again... many thanks to the JCT...
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8:44 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
Sighs... din go look for Ling Zhi today coz was feeling very sick.. fetched Cindy n Xiu Zhen over to my hse den waited for Wei Ling to arrive for GPP... mans.. my poor nose was giving me hell during the discussion.. Took quite long to come up with ideas n type up the GPP... Hoep it wun get rejected or not my team mates and i really will jump... spent alot of time on it..
Den after typing finish everything... dl retarded n did mass dance wif them.. haha TJ's mass dance rocks... n after sending the 2 of them off.. I got so knocked out by the flu that I juz slept liek a pig on the bed... Dreamt of Ling Zhi?? Sehx... think i'm thinking too much le...
Yeah... 2mr haf maths test.. dun even noe if I can make it 2mr nots.. Dummy me always get sick at the wrong periods of time.. according to Ling Zhi's yyrj today she's also sick... get well soons k?? Haha... Yi Lu shun feng for the plane trip!! must take care of urself kies? =) Haha... dun think she will read this anyway...
Okie... going off to rest le.. .sucky maths...
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10:17 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
*sniffs* Having a running nose now... haha.. Happy Vesak Day peeps!! Hehe.. Went out to temple this morning to pray lors.. and eat haha.. Mans... got darn irritated by the heat every year also lidat.. hehe..
Den went home to catch up on my sleep which i had lost thruout last week.. Haha... den its mug mug and more mugging for me as i tackled my bio... crap lars... dunno how to do the tutorials.. Spent like half of the time drawing up the summary for respiration... crap so many things lor..
Umx... watched super trio juz now... so nice!!! Haha... Myolie v cute wors... hehe.. she very intelligent too =) Okie enuff abt my TVB crap... going off soons...
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10:02 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
First of all... thanks peacock for the encouragement and hi to june tan!! haha =) Mans.. Am down wif the flu virus for the nth time again since this year started... Bad sore throat.. Prob coz of the countless midnight oils i've burnt...
Today morning... woke up super early to go for college day.. Kaos... go tehre for 1/2 hr only for teh sake of the opening of LEP block.. crap... Haha... we stand there to clap hands ba le.. Den me, mummy cindy n liu yue go sneak into upper gallery of audi to watch the performances!! Woah.. bu kui shi gold with honours.. lalala... After everything.. haha... saw my CT and happily smile at her hehe... jie chuan shen fen =P
And then rotted at the bedok mac for awhile haha... study lar... mug... den saw my cuz working there haha... zzz... den after that went taka to look for ling zhi... but dunno why nbr see her lehx... haha... but she say she got go... haha... nvm... i wasn't feeling well jzu now anyways...
kk... gonan rest le.. .sayos~~
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10:06 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
"Glory to TJ, TJ GLORY! Glory to TJ, TJ GLORY!! Glory glory glory TJ... Glory glory glory TJ... glory glory glory TJ!! TJ GLORIOUS TJ!!!!" ---> U got it!!! TJ beat HC in the bball finals!! Got back the trophy after 20 years!!! Nvr ever haf I had a strong sense of belonging n pride to TJ!!! Yeah man... TJ rocks!!! Though I din go for the match.. I noe it was darn exciting man!!! and the best part is... TJ won!!!
Okie... so in the morn chem tutorial.. nth mucha s usual den after that jiu during bio miss yee nbr come for 1/2 hr till we go look for her.. oops guilty as charged, i din do my photosynthesis tutorial =x Haha... den later go look for her ask her hols when she free the times she free i not v free lehx... gosh... she said she was more worried abt me coz I dun haf bio background.. sighs...
Okie den later met up wif dang to go help miss wong... haha ended up ironing the pleats of the skirt of the table.. lol.. sian speakign of that tmr hafta go sch for college day coz of LEP block opening.. Haha... den later the dummy steam from the steam iron condensed on my specs n miss wong laughed like hell... haha... make me luff also... went to the staffroom to help her get the trophy den realised that the trophies were all recycled!! mans... so giam siap... Haha... den I asked her whether we will get back this kind of trohpies next year or not she luffed like mad again.. haha den make myself luff too.. haha... quite a laborious but fun job to help her out haha...
Yeap... den later ask her whether haf costumes to lend us not haha.. coz we gg shaw plaza to watch movie den haf costume parade haha... She was like wah when I told her we got 2 tickets free and at 9.50 each.. hahahaha...
Yup.. went to take neoprint wif dang!! Haha... think this one v nice.. .coz I deco one mar.. haha.. ok lar... me zi kua again.. =x Den watched the movie... so long abt 2 hr 45 mins... sit till my butt numb haha...
Okie... thats all~~~
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10:49 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Pls take note that this will be a venting of frustrations entry again... do not read if u think u cannot stand it...
Mans.. I sometimes wonder how I haf become a superwoman... everyday sleep abt 3-4 at most 5 hours a day juz rushing thru PIs, tutorials and revisions... And I find time running super short becoz I can't seem to finish it on time, and find questions to ask my tutors..
Coming back to today... I felt like a failure when i kept asking miss lim chem kinetics... although its not a fault that I am slow... sometimes I really wish that Kai Lin is with me... I miss the days that we go ask questions together.. I miss the times when I can ask her questions.. I really dun understand why I absorb concepts so slowly... making me wonder... Is chem essentially the subject for me? I will say yes to theory wise but def no to calculations part..
Hustings for dance today lasted for 2 hours n I'm so dead tired from it.. Luckily went home via car or not I would haf juz finished dinner at this time... Crap... I dun wanna run for EXCO de lor..
Yeah... den 2mr helping out Miss Wong along wif dang n my other SCG mates wif he college day stuff instead of being the cheerleader for the bball match.. I was ok wif anything de.. coz eeither way eventually me n dang will still go watch Star Wars.. have a feeling i'll sleep in the theatre instead of watching it coz I'll be darn knocked out...
Okie... studying time again.. sayos~~
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9:53 PM
Man... why do I think that I seriously need a big breather sometimes.. although what miss lim said is right that the going will be tough but sometimes.. I really feel like juz giving up... but i noe that i hafta hnag on for the sake of my family.. I dun wan them to haf 3 kids all gg poly n ending up hafing to pay humungous amount of school fees... But seriously... I noe I haf great frens here n all gg thru the same things as me... but... they al are 1st intake de mar... Sighs... Zhong er yan zhi, jia jia you ben nan nian jing lar...
SAMARTHA NEEDS A BIG AND LONG BREAK...
Was chatting wif ducky aka yah yah on tues n haha.. how long we nbr had this kind of conversations.. Wanted myself to juz chat for 1 hr but ended up... haha chatting for nearly 1 hour more coz I juzzzzzzzz soooooooo misssssssss her kind of naggy conversations ;) Haha... ducky if u see this.. haha i think u noe what i mena ;) Haha.. yeap.. she noes that i'm still stressed but still doing fine haha.. Sometimes.. it really feels fortunate to have such a know-yourself-thoroughly confidante~~ =) Thanks yah yah!! Yeah... and also to Ee Hiang who always has been helping me out when I haf problems wif my work.. thanks guys.. w/o you... I wun even haf made it across sec 4... I MISS YOU GUYS... LOADS... haha... whenever I recall abt how we suffered thru our lit lessons *me n ee hiang* and also guides camps and activities hahahha...
Coming back... Am~ freakingly~ seriously~ tired~~~ Just woke up from 3+ hours of sleep... do tutorials n PI... finally got approved but dunno whether its really or not coz she also bo bian le... den later 3ple period of chem??!! mans... tutorial bu zuo wan ye bu xing..
So... 1st 3 periods of yest had Bio SPA... hur hur as usual no time to finish lor.. but i think she waws quite lenient to me =x hur hur... ask xiu zhen to stop writing give her warning summore... but when wei ling n i continue haha she juz ask us to stop gently despite warning xiu zhen?? Haha... but i still nbr finish coz i read instructions wrongly... at first when i saw labbelled drawing of bean i got a super shock lol... Luckily they got show... =x
Civics talk was fun! Haha... but then my mood was broken coz of the JCT contact time briefing.. got quite
stressed out by it when they said abt the retention criteria lar.. den also abt the criteria for passing JCT n promos.. sighs..
Umx.. Den after consultation at four... me n cindy went out to eat.. .can't finish he plate of chicken chop hehe.. den was too full to eat dinner... man can calc the amount of fats i would haf lost haha.. yeah... den saw ms yee i think attempting to climb the adventure tower de briefing.. haha... i point over n she waved.. oops... rude me =P
Had a chat wif aud... advised her not to drop her sciences... haha...
Ok... thats all.. got quite a lot of stuffs to do... sayos~~
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1:24 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Mans... i dun even hafta run for EXCO dance... they forcing everyone to run for it and go for hustings... darn my dance camp n LEP camp will clash... wth...
Anyway... before that consulted miss lim on chem.. .darn my redox... i can actually forget everything that MJ taught me... moment of tension n stress over there... But she was quite patient.. Phew... Den got her to teach abit of mass spec also.. sighs.. haha guess i really must learn to take things easy.. She even asked me how i was coping after tutorial today.. .woahs... must haf really scared her after the SPA last week... hur hur... not funny...
Den... was so darn hungry dat i can be said as to gobble down my food before gg to meet mummy CIndy hehe... sat there for a while den went around the sch wif Wei Ling to look for inspirations hehe... of coz dun haf lar... Dummy Miss wong nbr come today... make us waste our time waiting for us... its worse for Cindy haha... Sighs.. means our PI chances are will get rejected... yet again... sighs...
Yeap... den dance... was quite tedious today... think coz i was too tired after the gate to gate run *hey I was one of the 1st 5 to come back in ok!!! Haha... big sense of acheivement... =)*
Okie.. that's all i guess... gotta study for 2mr's Bio SPA... *groans*
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8:39 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
I love blogging. Blogging is my life.. hur hur... am taking a major break from my studies... well at elast for the time being hur hur.. this sat college days.. hehe going for the opening of the LEP block.. lovely =) Its gonna be another busy week this week... zzz... Dummy me got the PW consultation time mixed up.. sighs... shld haf met miss lim today instead of tiring 2mr...
Am more or less si xin abt my PI after it getting rejected... hur hur... Okie.. thats all.. Sayos~~~ supporting ling zhi this week i think.. she say haf roadshow at taka there.. dunno abt it hehe..
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9:07 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Mans... been so busy this week that I finally decided to give myself a big break yesterday by going out with Peacock and Dove *Xin Hui Aand Ling Shan and her friend* to buy tracks shoes... haggled alot before settling for a pair of Asics shoes.. hope its good =) Hur hur... den went home that time saw Xin Rou on the train... and haha her mum say I lost weight le wor! Haha... incredible... Chatted for awhile lor haha..
Umx.. Fri that day Hui Xin's dad nbr fetch her so... went home on the bus wif her... very long nbr do that le... kind of miss the chat sessions on the bus with her...
Oh ya.... den hor on yest chatted wif Ling zhi on the fone haha... as in after the roadshow lar... she hosted 2300 last night!! Many thanks to evonne who told me.. Was quite shocked to hear her voice again.. haha... Budden.. .was a nice way to end my day at the chalet... Haha... Umx... SPA's coming again... great i'm gonna have the hell of a time this week again...
Chionging PI for the 3rd time now... den might be gg over to teh chalet again.. Den need to consult Miss Wong 2mr... specially booked a slot wif her le... tues see Miss Lim on mole concept directly after sch before lunch... den dance... den weds early release but haf SPA... thurs 5.15 released... fri haf to help out mIss Wong for college day stuffs... man my week is being lined up for me not i line up my week!!! Sighs...
HAPPY BDAY DONNA... before I forget hehe...
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3:43 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
Lol... man today's chem lect i wasted my time there... coz the teacher jumped into the tutorial... mans... haha... anyway before that the xiao shuo test... worse... had less than 40 mins to complete it n my mind was totally wiped out of all the info that i could possibly have had... Bad...
Then cam Big 5... haha the tr-in-charge seem to like me alot haha... coz my name too unique le... haha... so... she asked us to queue according to score n i got the highest of my class for -ve emotionality... cools.. den she smile smile at me n gave me a nick the worrier... lol.. not that unexpected though after excperiencing wed's chem SPA's aftermath... lol...
So after that... saw miss lim somewhere near the general office but could not reach her in time... haha so had to go n call her *she gave me her no in the morning lol..* den go library that time then she answered... cools.. ask me go look for her on tues... guess i'll be super busy then... hehe... she asked for mon but haf PW consultation... kaox... PI got rejected again... grrr... sicko...
Wells... no fun this week... been mugging for everything... hafta really focus on JCT now... argh!!! Somebody save me!!!
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9:34 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Umx well... sad to say... I broke down in front of the teacher again... wow... sometiems i wonder why i can get so emotional... woah my big 5 is true... must try n prove it wrong haha... anyway... teh story goes like this... Was hafign chem SPA den was super kan cheong till my hands were trembling while shakign the titre n oso the burrette... n Oh man!!!!
tehre were 2 assessors n i kena the one that was not miss lim... Hur Hur... den in the end the mroe she look at me the more i kan cheong n the more wrong stuff i did n ended up doing my dummy titration again coz the dummy burette got air bubbles n that teacher saw it!!! Oh mans... my skill B is gone like that.. Whats more... I was the alst one to finish!! Oh mans... Den after that I tried to calm myself down n did the calculations... Horror of all horrors... i did the question budden... all results wrong... wee...
Actually was not gonna cry de... *hey i succeeded ok!!* Coz while walkign out of the lab was talking to dove *LIng Shan* den... Miss Lim came over to ask me why i was so slow today n what happened... the more i talk the more ji dong i am n... ta ta... broke down.. haha... heng she not that sacarstic =x haha... she was in fact trying to cheer me up... 3 cheers for her =) Think I shocked my SCG mates though haha...
So.. thats the whole story... dun worry... Samartha will try not to cry.. n I emphasize... TRY... 2molo xiao shuo ce yan... Yeah.. .den bio test... hur hur... only 2 ppl in my class pass... lol I am not one of them yeah.. haha... PI got rejected again... gotta think over the dummy weekend... sighs...
Attempting to think +vely... Bio SPA to go... man that will def be worse...
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9:07 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Am. So. Freakingly. Tired... To the extent that I actually skipped dance n make up lectuers altogether no matter how much I enjoy the once in a week sessions of dance... broke down again in the morning after blogging coz I was juz so freakingly tired and I JUST CANNOT GET MY CALCULATIONS CORRECT... I noe that Ms Lim is a nice n good teacher no doubt *even though she... erm... very lemon...u noe... *
After successfully breaking down... no mood to do anything le... Decided not to run for anything anymore coz I'm juz so freakingly tired. At that point of time really felt like giving up.. Waited for Miss Lim for the 1st 45 mins den later go back print out n edit GPP den go LEP room... tried to zzz awhile in front of my dearie mummy cindy... den go try looking for miss lim again *yeah.. she's not in... again.. good thing is that she offered to teach mans... or not i'm dead meat by now* Den... gave up ... went home n plop on the bed...
Thats it for now... for more -ve aspects of my life... tune in more to my blog.. yeah you...
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9:35 PM
Am. Darn. Knocked. OUT! Grrr.... dummy calculations... guess i really hafta look for my chem tutor n try n stand her sacarsm now... yeah that's juz like me to get so demoralised... Great... just Great...
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4:07 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Well... can't help saying that I got a bit... or shld I say alot demoralised coz of the chem acid base titrations... Sucks.. But I do agree wif Shona that we shld nt think abt the past nor future coz that's the way to happy n successful life... So thanks gal.. That sms made my day =)
Watched Summer heat juz now... was nice... ending good =) Like the show n Joyce Tang.. Oh no.. i'm having TVB fever aghain.. cannot cannot muz cut down on it le.. haha...
Haha.. .went out for dinner juz now... so crowded... Happy Mother's Day mum!! Haha.. She promised to get me my hp as my bday prezzie coz she scared i'll get too distracted for the exams.. haha... I dun mind lar actually coz its quite true mar hahaha...
Sighs... guess the next 2 days of mine will be darn tied down wif hustings n interviews and also... not to mention.. consultation periods wif tutors... *groans*
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8:38 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Eventually didn't go k-geing haha.... but slacked off the day coz I was too tired after the whole week's ben po with work till late nights... Read up I-weekly's report on TVB!!! Rocks man.. Haha... am starting to like Ada Choi alot more... form the reports I really find her having a super nice personality =)
Now for a change of topic... was watchign channel u in the evening abt the divorce issue... And I haf some personal opinions on it... so... her goes... P.S.. Its gonna all be in chinese =)
每当想起这个话题时,总会想起我自己的家庭。没错,我不否认在大家的眼里,我是个乖乖女,家庭也是幸福美满的。但是,我可以一至否认这一点。因为,我对爸爸的感情可以说是有一点死了。虽然我不能否认他也有把我带大, 但是我始终无法忘记他是如何地在我小时候对待我和其他家人,特别是哥哥。每次看见玮玲的爸爸,坐他的顺风车时,总会很羡慕她,因为她有一个这么好的爸爸,好到就算她欺负他,他也不介意。但是我爸爸。。 可说是相差得远。我从来不想和他说话,也不主动和他说话。更加失败的是,当我问他我该进什么初院时,他的反应跟令我跟加得恨他。我在听音乐日记时,听见灵芝所说过的这句话:"很一个人是很痛苦的。。。" 这点,我清楚的很。但是,我就是无法泯灭调我对他的bad impression, 更加无法接受他对这个家的方式。有时候,真的希望妈妈能干脆与他离婚算了。
Umx... maybe you might say that this is an unbalanced account... but I will tell you no... I have nvr been so clearheaded before...
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Hey hey!! Saw my darling Vannessa and Dianna yesterday at LU yuan!!! was so darn happy that when I hugged darling van I cried.... Miss her n the others sooooo much!! Haha... MJ really rocked my world man... If only MJ could allow me to take Bio... then I would haf stayed there.. Mans... den we xu jiu for a a while... haha
Yeah den before that skipped the mass spec make up n went to see ms wong for the dummy PI which I think will get rejected again... haha... dummy PI... later maybe gg k ge wif jin yu they all!! Haha... ok but I must hit the books b4 I go... grrr...
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10:32 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Oh man... I'm dying... blogging in the middle of the night b4 I go school... someone set me free!!! Argh... down wif paper 9988 PW... sucks... shall update u guys later on... n stef if u happen to read this... sorry i forgot to look for ya yest coz i was so darn tired after dance!
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4:12 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
Finally the com is reformatted... Wells.. been hard at work these 2 days at my maths n chem... yeah nearly finishing the tutorials le... Ok I think I am overworking myself le haha... But anyway.. Rui Yi nbr get in but haha... think she's alright wif it haha.. .she kena Ling Zhi as judge wor... haha.. how nice...
Thanks ppl for the concern u've all given me after SPA.... I'll juz hafta put in summore effort again I guess... can't wait for tomolo!!! Have dance.... woots!! Haha.. can still rem the first time last week was a lil afraid to go in haha... Budden... 2molo haf make up lect n also house comm briefing.. alamak... why my tuesday always so busy!! Sumtimes wish that dance is on weds den not that jialat haha... But anyway I do enjoy myself there haha... ;)
received an email from kai lin n I was so darn delighted in receiving it!! ne good thing abt LEP camp is that can finally see her again!! wonder how she is doing... haha... miss her alot alto alto haha...
CHEM... I shall conquer you!!! Haha...
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