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Thursday, March 31, 2005
Oh man... the pace of the make up lectures are so darn fast that i think u attend n nbr attend oso the same results: u still hafta go home n read... and best part is... even though bio was supposed to be a harder topic for me.. I can understand it much better den chem.. Hur hur... n I haf no bio background, no O level background in bio at all.. haha the lecturer assured me that i will mroe or less catch up wif my peers lar... I hope.. *cross fingers*
Zosma got 5th again!! yest went back MJC for the campfire... den hugged alot of ppl.. Me n You Mei paractically hugged till I nearly cried... den hugged Cecelia n took a pic wif her oso... miss that dear OHL mans.. It just feels like home to be back in MJ... MJ orientation is one that I will nvr ever forget... Den i went on to hug my darling van van... I juz kept hugging everyone... everyone that I saw... I MISS MJ... I MISS 05S402... I MISS EVERYTHING... I MISS MJC!!!!! Sighs... Took photos.. I really really really wanan thank u guys for being a big part of my life.. and... *uh oh... gonna cry again as i type* I miss you guys alot!!!
On the other hand... make up lectures... *groan* till 6.45 on mon.. 2ml O night... wearing reisannance tee..
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8:55 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Went to sch wif Zhi Qi today *my OGL* felt quite at ease toking wif her haha... But suddenly... suddenly i felt so darn left out coz all my sec sch frens all taking physics de... SIgh... den I had no choice but to hang around wif Shona and her fren coz our combi almost the same n i crashed econs...
Sighs... everything seems to be changing so fast suddenly dat i dunno how to overcome my emotions.. Today's tok for the 2nd intake ppl was so boring that i found myself half nodding off... great... den the student welfare thing makes it worse coz i noe i am not hafing a great lifetime here....
LEFT OUT. THATS WHAT I FEEL. OUT OF BIO LECTURE. OUT OF EVERYTHING. I MISS MJ.
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9:54 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
Basically... I am here juz to say one thing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING ZHI~!!! Haha... the message for her u can go read it in the forum lar ;) Ok... back to zzz for myself le... Make up lessons till 6.45 practically everyday from next week onwards... sian...
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9:52 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
More pics...

Ling Zhi at the Guang Liang event... haha

Ling Zhi cutting her cake...

Scooping the cake...

Courts event haha...

Courts event 2...

Opening up the cake

Ling Zhi and her 'husband' hahaha...
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12:29 PM

Umx... what is zhou gong doing?? haha

Ling Zhi's yummy hazelnut cake...

Xiao Ying n her pose haha...

Ok... the 2 duckies are trying to be cute haha... =P

Xiao ying n our sian faces =P

OMG i luv this pic... quan ti zhao..

Duckies trying to be funny again... haha... but its cute... =)

Ling Zhi and her po li pict of being alone in a pict haha...

Holding the cam is a tuff job haha...

Ling Zhi and me... god I look horrible...

Make a wish... haha...

Ling Zhi looks super stressed up...

Here's our prezzie for her!!! I got my revenge in there hahahaha....

Prezzie being wrapped up...

Ling Zhi and Jeremy...

Ling Zhi n Cindy...

Ling Zhi n Chong QIng at courts event...

Ling Zhi and cake...

Haha... apparently everyone was takign pics of her ;)

Jin Yu n xiao ying's punch haha...
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12:23 PM
Haha... ok I am apparently still suffering from the after shocks of yesterday hahaha... Yup.. yest celebrated Ling Zhi's bday... updating pics in 2nd entry... den haha ya went to the courts event lor... haha.... Got saboed to go on stage wif xiao Ying!!! Argh... both of us were kind of trembling there lol... n then that chong qing ar... Bu Xiang Shui become Shui Bu zao!!! Aiyo... haha... but i think i let my identity out as a jing ru fan by descrribing the videocam as a "Jing Ru's concert cannot bring one!!!" Haha... Coz actually we dun wan go up de but that CHong Qing ar... "Ling zhi fans!" den Ling Zhi said... "Ni men YI DING yao pai liang ge shang lai" ZHen shi de...
Yeah den after that Ling Zhi came over to ask Jin if we wanted to do somethign for her after the event or not she wans to go home le... haha jin said she was too direct le lol.. so ke ai man... btw the prezzie that we gave her haf all of us de messages lol... i suan her le!! haha... called her aunt instead of jie =P yeap so after that jiu she ask what sch i go lor... den haha say from my hse go everywhere oso far so juz xing ku 2 more years ba... lol... thast kind of true anyway.. Sang bday song again for Ling Zhi after event ending haha.. den we added bu xiang shui to suan Chong Qing... haha... den YanZi fans were like "Ling Zhi, Zhu Ni Kai Xin *yan ZI's song*" ahahaha...
Yeap den after that we escort her down lol... den sing bday song for her lol... think she looked v happy but yet stressed?? Haha... Whateva.. den took pics wif each n everyone... think she take dao she seh le... haha.. Den ask her write messages for us lor... she ask me enjoy my TJ days?? Haha... well apparently I am not enjoying yet... Haha.. den after that we san hui le... haha... hope she enjoyed herself... but I did anyway ;)
Btw... Jin said I got poisoned by the fish effect le!! Haha... Anyway after that went to Gui Hao's house for the BBQ... Haha enjoyed myself there too... On the whole... It was a very nice day... my happiest days so far in fact.. thanks to the guys who did it!! Hehe...
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11:26 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
Am feeling super sad right now.. Ms Huda keeps sending the pre u sem stuff to my email or fone and ask me to ignore it... but tell me... how easy is it for a person to forget abt it if the messages are being sent to u and addressed specifically to you?? I feel... dejected. Sighs... there are still lotsa stuff that I still cannot put down in MJC..
Elaine smsed me abt the uniform stuff... sure enuff i hafta get a uniform soon... but i sumhow dun really feel good... coz... MJ ppl are much more enthu abt the stuff... as in orientation... Sadded... but the only gd thing is that i get to fulfil my dream of taking bio..
Sighs... but anyway i shall make the best out of it... Lalala... 2mr BBQ at gui hao's house n oso celebrate Ling Zhi's bday haha... woots... Whateva.. Think it'll be fun... btw.. am gonna crash MJ's cf~!! Haha... anyone wanna crash wif me n wear unidad shirt?? Haha..
Was watching Love Bond in the afternn and really cried along wif Kenix... poor her... shall not spoil the show for ppl who haben watched *theorectically, everyone haha*... guess I really juz needed to let it all out... again...
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9:59 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
ngo hou kun wor... haha... apparently I keep thinking of MJC... The dist lor... kao today took one 1/2 hour juz to reach sch... sighs... den me n yu min were comparing VJ and MJ... MJ today no sch lor.. but i guess i cannot chi hui tou cao anymore.. hur hur... what ever..
Had the amazing race today... was so darn reluctant to get out from bed at 5 again.. kao eh... yu min n the rez are like saying better dun transfer le... so... I'm staying put.. Sighs... MJC I MISS YOU... TJ system very weird... but the J1s are quite frendly... maybe coz most of the J1s 1st intake de ba... my CG all new intake de... den so weird lor... juz feel weird in the sch i would say... They gave a smurfs bottle to all the 2nd intake de ppl.. haha... so ke ai... =P Btw, BK's salad is so zai man.. haha...
Well... learnt mass dance again.. so tuff lo... MJ one easier.. umx... den so super tired... Buying uniform soon... siannn...
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9:52 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Sian bo... tJ orientation was sian today... yeah waited for the darn bus from 5.30 to 6 lor... in the end fed up take taxi... sickenin... Saw alot of ppl in TJ though.. must admit it was my dream sch... n now that i got in... its kind of far... grrr...
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8:58 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Got posted to TJ... haha surprisingly my dear OGL is Arvin??? Wah... Dunno lar... was discussing the pre u sem stuff in the morn... and I feel so like... weird.. coz I juz dun belong there anymore...
Went back CCH today... watched the interesting debate haha... was so fiery... Den go beach... But feel so darn sadded... juz looked at the sea... felt so troubled... Anyway... see ya guys next time... i'm going off le.. *Van... i will miss hugging u and me other darlings =(
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9:22 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
Haven been updating blog for sometime... coz of the pre u sem report haha... that darn jeremy Lua... sickening MCP... idiotic OHL... sucker lar.. Umx... been watching Love Bond.. Haha... it rocks...
Umx... stayed overnight yest at my bro's chalet and taunted... haha... in the end went for 1/2 of the lessons today and went home to zzz before gg back to compile the pre u sem report haha... Zzzz... Basically nth much to update abt lar... 2molo posting le... gd luck peeps!!
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8:00 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
Umx... went to Guang liang's campus concert the other time haha... Umx.. Budden try to update le den that 2pid blogger keep giving me probs.. haha... Borrowed 18 bucks from ping to buy Guang Liang's album... *strongly recommended* Its a nice one haha... Yeap... den went wif Jin yu and Audrey and Xiao Ying to go autograph it... was hosted by chong qing... haha quite ncie lar... but of coz.. JING RU IS STILL MY NO. 1~~~ Hahaha...
Yeap den yest Dangc ame over to play x box... haha but she still cannot manage her 10 customers and her A license... lol... Den went to borrow Love Bond Again!! Haha... den after that go popular to see TYS... deciding what subjects to take... haha... but obviously I still haven decided if i wanna take econs...
Today... haha later den say ba ;)
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11:40 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Lol... tml haf alot of ppl de bday... namely.. Jin Yu and my darling Vannessa!! Haha... HAPPY BDAY GALS!!! Hahaha...
Yest went to Guang Liang's campus concert in NTu *seems that i haf a great yuan fen there* haha.... his songs very nice and meanignful... I like it haha.. but of coz.. JING RU IS STILL MY NO. 1 hahaha... Borrowed 18 bucks from Ping juz to buy his CD and autograph it.. Haha... And... ping was late... grr... I cannot stand latecomers... Hur hur... Anyway haf jin yu and audrey and xiao ying enuff le haha... the whole event hosted by chong qing...
Today... dang came over to play x box... haha she still cannot fetch 10 customers and get her A haha... too bad next time maybe? Haha... den went to popular wif her after renting love bond again!! Haha... Umx... after lookign at teh TYS...still haf not decided if i really wan econs not... haha... that one still haf a bit of time left to think.. lol
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11:39 PM
Went to Guang Liang's campus concert yest at NTU... His songs are all very meaningful... which explains why I borrowed 18 bucks from Ping to buy his album.. met wif Jin and Xiao Ying.. hur hur.. enjoyed the concert v much.. . really felt like crying at his songs... Looking at his tong hua MTV made me feel like crying too... haha touched lar I will say but I will still SUPPORT JING RU!!!! haha...
Well.. had dinner at the canteen... the food is v cheap haha... can't wait to stay at the hostel... Am thinkin tooo much into stuff le... oops... hehe... Btw... I RECOMMEND GUANG LIANG'S ALBUM haha...
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12:55 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Umx... Am pondering if I made the right decision to give myself one year to try out JC life... Though I will register for today... Yes today... but I might not continue wif it coz I hafta settle my pre u sem stuffs and I haben really thought of what I want to do... Most of my relatives haf also suggested that i shld go to a JC first... Umx.. Xin rou oso put TJ as 1st choice... cool... she used to be so anti-JC but now.. hur hur... which further reinforces my choice...
yest... went to the beach... was so darn peaceful... Hur hur.. Felt like crying yest when I felt so lonely again... guess anyone who reads my diary will noe why... but dun worry... I wun let anyone see that coz I dun wanna affect ppl... Whateva... Really felt like gg to a beach again today... Watching the sunset... I crave for company.. but I noe its selfish though coz haf been abandoning my frens coz I was so busy wif certain stuffs such as the pre u sem... I noe I wun regret signing up for it coz it means staying in a uni hostel but I regret it coz I hafta priortise it and that means I cannot go out oft when sch term starts again...
Had a weird dream yest.. I actually dreamt of Ling Zhi?? Dreamt that I was chatting wif her... great now what does this reflect on my sub-conciousness?? Whateva.. Why can't it be Kenix or Jing Ru?? Argh... haha... okei Wo xiang tai duo le... Probably coz I needed someone that I can really chat to last night... Din dare to sms dang coz dun wanan disturb her... Come to think of it... we are growing apart... Why??!! Sighs... I dun like this... dun like it at all.. Ok i am a negative person...
Speaking of that... been flipping thru the scholar's guide and realised tat most of the scholars ll came from HCJC or NJC or RJC... And some of the 933 DJs also from HC de.. Sighs nbr will I haf the chance to go there le... But anyway... I haf a bad feeling that I wun be able to get into TJ even wif LEp coz I heard that they only taek in partial 6... and while others are hafing fun at the OGL camp.. I didn't attend it coz i am officially not an OGL... Greats.. I noe I shld not be saying this but... LIFE REALLY SUCKS!!!! Esp when you are bored. alone. at home.
Btw, the TV freak would juz liek to say that watching tv can really keep ur mind of things. and I dun min getting addicted to it. Xiao von coming over to sleep over hehe.. in my messy lil room... =)
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Monday, March 14, 2005
Ended up not gg to NP again... 2molo last day le.. haix... wahtever I juz cannot make up my mind but for now.. I think most prob I will go against Ducky *sorry ger* and sign up first den later if i really cannot cope den cross over... Waste of time yes I noe... and a repeat of my bro's mistakes... yeah.. no choice right? I noe u guys are worried abt me coping in JC life but I guess I shld juz gif it a shot since I haben decided what to do.. And after more advice from 2pid kor... I am certain dat I will go for JC first....
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1:36 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Am sad and confused... hafta go all the way to Ngee Ann Poly all by myself 2molo for the sake of DAE... I dunno whatta choose yet at this pt of time... I dunno what subject combi shld I take and I noe its only up to me and me alone to decide/// Feel so... juz... lonely? Its a sudden feeling... I can't find another word to describe it... Although on the surface I look juz as per norm, nth or rather no one can understand... And I ask why to myselF? Am I that anti-social?
I thank my grp of guides friends for understanding what I am gg thru... And giving me thoughtful if not helpful advice when I need it... They noe I am more suitable for the poly life but wans to go to a JC in order to pursue a degree and oso some other confidential reasons... They noe why I am feeling that way... esp eh who offers me her bio notes to see how I adapt... I jzu wanna say: I'm v touched by you guys... thanks a bunch... I dunno how to repay you guys mans...
As for today... kind of a boring day... Went to support Ling Zhi for a while at J8... really admire her professionalism.. her voice was really darn sa ya ater hosting the whole qian chang hui... Din manage to tok to her though coz she has to gan chang... sighs... today like not my lucky day lidat... But yeah... if had the chance can convey messages from Jin and evonne to ask her take care... wanted buy strepsils for her but... hur hur she zao off so fast... poor thing...
Rem the other day only chat that time Jin was telling me that she gg k-ge wif her frens coz she was touched by her frens and that she is a le tian pai ger... I noe I am not liek her definitely... I prefer teh sunset to the sunrise because I haf nbr ever been given a chance to see the sunrise... What I need now is a good cry to someone... somewhere out there to console me... and hear out all of my sorrows...
I need the beach mans. To sort out my thoughts. Period. Speaking of the event today.. am starting to feeling more and more fan gan at Mr A... sure he is a gentleman but I dun think I can tolerate his well... over obsessiveness wif Ling Zhi... He's like... invading her privacy? Whateva...
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10:32 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
Okie... hehe changed my blog web to www.kenix-fish-fanatic.blogspot.com haha... its basically the same as samarth4.blogspot.com lar but hehe... I juz like the name *winks* Of coz... hehe.. 2molo maybe gg to buy creative muvo slim mp3!! Hehe my mum rocks ;) Hehe.. den as for my hp... hehe taht one hafta wait lar...
Went to rent love bond again today a pity dey dun haf so many episodes yet haha... so I only rented part of it... yeah mrs suhaimy was telling us to enjoy life this week during the hols coz after that the workload will start to come in again.. sighs.. a repeat of the O level days.. haha.. no choice lar.. thats why i wanna use the poly route as an alternative mar hehe.. Mum was juz telling me that JC will be better... whateva...
So... today is the last day or rather... might be the last day I am in MJ if I get posted elsewhere =( But I hope I will still haf mon and tues left to chat and haf the small sessions wif s402...I'll miss them loads... Though I dunno why I dun really haf any confidantes as of yet coz I juz mingle around... I am still and will always be proud of the class =) coz... we rock!!! Yeah man... we do rock...
Was chatting online *well... not really chat =P* den thanking her for teaching us.. okie lar... she did helped coz no matter what she is still my tutor even though she is juz 2 years our senior... haha... perhaps I'm used to her rantings? Hahaha... but whatever... wish her all the best into getting a place in NUS!!! Hehes.. She's actually not that bad lar.. juz that she lacks the xperience...
Pre u sem was a blast ;) I juz love thast male teacher Mr Chong haha.. He makes everything interesting.. =) I will really feel bad if I juz leave my post just lidat... yeah... I wanna play my part and... of coz wear the lovely MJ blazer haha.. Hopefully if I really go elsewhere I can be a speaker and oso take part in it again? I dunno... what the future holds for me is still uncertain but one thing I am certain is that: I noe I will really love the pre u sem and staying in NTU's hostels. Hehe.. .seems that I am very bonded wif NTU coz everything that I attend seems to be in NTU ;) Prob its my dream sch? hehes...
Okie... think thats all I gonna say... Ppl, enjoy ur hols while u still can *winks* =)
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9:54 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Haha... obviously the sec 3s this year most of them got back my taechers... lol... at least... those that I ask lar hahaha... Den heard from xiao von that mrs kee called her student whose name was samantha den call her samartha... lol...
And soooo... another day has passed.. haha.. was so darn tired wif the flu that I kept sleeping whenevr I could.. Haha esp CLA lesson... the crap one den I zzz... haha toopid sin yee so lame sms me that if I looking at her message means I not paying attention.. lame lar haha.. Seems that our class haf alot of ppl down wif flu wahaha... san san's germs too strong le? Lol... shimin nbr come, joyce nbr come, Wei Ning and I haf been coughing the whole day off haha...
Umx... Ling Zhi haf function on sat at sentosa haha... Actually I feel like joining the s ji hua thingy but its 300 bucks and I dun think can mans coz its from 7-9 till 26 mar... my workload will be piling up like a big mountain mans haha..
Haha... so here I am slacking right? Dun worry after orientaion official I will start working like hell again... And I am gonna appl for DAE first coz that if I cannot cope I will switch over haha... cool right? Lol... Went wif Vanvan to Chinese Cultural society haha... kind of fun juz that I feel that if I were to take up LEP I shld be more balanced as to taking english drama... furthermore no more CCA grading session le!!! Woots!!! Haha.. .now I can join anything that I wan wahahaha...
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8:48 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Erm well.. .I haf caught the flu virus yet again.. haha.. Anyway.. .I will be playing a 3ple role in the pre u sem.. .cools... speaker VS researcher VS team leader AKA compling of records.. haha... but no doubt I am having fun and gaining more knowledge from it ;) Haha and the teacher is fun lar haha... but workload is heavy... can start to feel the stres of teh workload but whatever it is... As long as I am in MJ I will remain strong =)
And soooo... I might be making a trip down to Ngee Ann Poly hehes... Whatever btw friday is a half day for us wahahaha... Coz college did well... Sang the sch song for what I would say as the last day today... I'll miss it.. haha...
Umx... Miss GN was like sooo happy or rather shocked when I started askign her questions and hur hur... try to do the questions.. haha I haf to zheng zuo qi lai mar... no more honeymooning le.. =( Haha... Anyway Vigilante Force yest finish le so at night I can do tutorials le...
Today was horrid coz I used up my whole packet of tissue paper within maths lect!! Gosh.. Haha... doubt I will attend chem lect 2molo coz they gg thru tutorials den I sure will zzz only haha... Whatever lar... haha I haf become the pai kia this week... feel like crashing some other schools but nvm.. I shall treasure the times that I have left in MJC... haha.. .that is if I get posted elsewhere...
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8:41 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
I have officially quit CO... Was kind of surprised by my courage to actually go and tell chen lao shi but luckily she was not or rather... did not seem angry at my decision.. Coz I told her even if I come back MJ I oso not gonan join CO le.. So haha actually I think she can detect my unhappiness oso... coz I feel like a fei wu... without learnign anything haha...
Well.. reading back my archives again... I dun think dang u shld put the blame on urself... I wrote it while I was feeling stressed so its not ur fault ks? =) And muz take care of ur health lar!!
Umx... I dunno why been losing my temper easily these few days... evrything juz dun seem the same again.. And as for the pre u sem thing today flunked it le lar... one person to 4 teachers while doing ur speech ain't easy... And the best part? I might not be staying in MJ... Wow.. today was really a darn hectic day coz I had pre u sem at 4.15 den OGL stuffs at 5.15 and promised chen lao shi to go for CO... So ya... The more kind she is to me the more I feel guilty.. wth...
Lia withdrew from the sch... I felt so... numb? When I heard the news that is.. i juz cannot imagine the class losing her... Its seems so... diff w/o her as part of the class... her laughter... her helpfulness? And she was coping well... even much better to me.. It then really hit me hard in my head that such stuffs are hard to avoid in reality.. I really wanna choose to retreat from reality...
Haben been replying smses coz I was juz too bogged down by stuff... I dun do my tutorials anymore... and I need more time to consider again: Am I more suitable for the arts or the science? What choices and I say correct choices muz I make? This is frustrating...
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8:42 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
MJC is ranked 8th!!! great mans... Haha.. .but anyways... I had no idea that the pre u sem question is so tuff!! Kaos... research again.. =P Dunno why today suddenly was so darn high in the morning while shouting Jing ru again haha... I haven gotten over the concert!!! Lol.. .i am still hyper... den skipped chem lect.. yes pon... samartha has become a pai gia... wahaha... i am corrupted... anyways den later felt so darn lethargic... juz felt like zzzing... den PE was horrible... Haha.. Came home and head went conk on the bed haha...
Basically nth much lar... Cyas... doing research again... sighs
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
Heylo~! Haha.. .I updated yest le but nbr publish haha... anyways Jing Ru's concert was a total blast!!! It rocked!! I nbr regretted going for it even though I was sitting at the back!!! Haha... So touching... Esp when she sang Zhang Shen Xiang Qi and Fen Shou Kuai Le again... I cried man coz of her story!! 静茹,你最棒!!! Haha... Den I haf a butterfly on my face which is soooo nice *thanks to Ping* and also henna tattos on my hand coz of Rui yi and Jin Yu!! Thanks ppl!!! Next time... and I really will bbe next time.. I will buy de most ex de!!! Den that Zhou Hua Jian very cute oso!!! HAha he has a great sense of humour!! Woots... and they cuo he two pairs of couples!!! Argh!!! It was a cool and great experience which I will nvr ever forget!!! Woots!!! "I've been poisoned by the Fish Effect!!" Haha... Jin's nick *I think* =P
Ok den in the afternn went to SRJC for band and haha the saxophone maybe cool but it took me a great time and effort to try to make the sound come out... haha it was that bad... Den blow till pek chek finally haf sound haha... Den got eat french fries and other stuffs at kovan.. Btw forgot to mention that the midnight surcharge was darn exlor!! Kao eh... 20 bucks for my taxi fare...
Anyway... Jing Ru's concert rocked!!! Was soooo touched by her performance!! And I got chosen for the pre-u seminar!!! Woots!! Xi shang jia xi!!! Haha...
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11:37 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
Umx.. been super busy lately den feel so darn bad coz I keep turning my frens invitations to go out.. Just like today... wanted badly to go back to CCHS budden had pre u sem interview... and speaking of that... My interviewr was super nice!! Haha... Yeaps hope I get in lar.. but if i dun get into MJ.. =(
Okie am watching love bond and it rocks!! Haha... But seems that Kenix's character not very well loved lehx =( den I cannot log in and vote for her... But haha... what matters is that I supprt her can le =P Hopefully can see her back in SG soon!!! Haha.. i'm crazy le... Jing Ru's concert 2molo!! Woots... Hopefully that Jillian dun ps me... kao eh den 2molo I go SR myself mehx?
Actually wanna join band den bro say no goo... but it looks fun lehx!! Haha... Whateva.. goign to watch Kenix in Vigilante Force!! Tatas...
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10:01 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
I cut my hair... finally haha... Nah its too hot anyway and the recent weather has been driving me nuts.. haha... Yeap and Miss Gn is getting her results 2molo n good luck to her!! Haha.. This morning during chem lect I was liek telling her that my chem I got A2 she was like "Good! COngrats" Wif a lil shocked xpression.. haha not surprising lar since I keep asking her chem questions...
yeah and decided not to drop chem le... And putting TJ as my 1st and AJ as 2nd and MJ as 3rd... I hope I made the right decision...Yeap and taking up LEP.. Haha... After much delibration.. umx.. Yeah den putting biomed as one of my choices/// I'm determined to pass my JC life!! And of coz.. get into NTU haha... coz that time during the youth conference stepping into the university really gave me a super cool feeling hahaha...
Okie den had OGL stuffs 2day... haha was actually mass dance and was quite fun lar... for the 1st time Zosma cheered!! Woots!! Haha... But sighs... I might not be staying? Sighs... Yeap slept alot during free periods 2day haha... was juz so darn lethargic... and alto of ppl cut hair... oops =P Haha... I wil def miss MJ and my current class... =(
Yeap looking forward this sat!! Haha... Coz haf SRJC de band... which I am gonna try out the lovely alto saxophone *oh my i juz luv that instrument haha... its sooooo sexy!!* and oso Liang Jing Ru's concert!!! What can be greater than a celebration wif these stuffs lined up for me?? Hahaha....
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9:18 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Sighs... Am half breaking down again... 真是烦上加烦。。。Been trying to tell myself to keep calm but seems that I can't I dunno why I'm feeling so pissed off... Grrr... 我似乎只会帮别人但不会帮自己。。。能尽量权人别伤心但自己又不能开心起来。。
Went JC surveying today... AJ is qute alright... den went Nanyang the sch which I really am hating it again *no offence* den went SR... at least go SR de band let you try learning for the SYF pieces... haha... ok I'm gg crazy as in I really really wanna take up an instrument... haha... Okie whateva... den went to take neoprint wif Jillian... that za bor ar really can eat mans haha... Btw, Nanyang Poly's food was not that bad haha... *coughs coughs*
Seems as though I am not makign enuff time for my sec sch frens... sighs... why am I so busy again??? Kao eh... Oh ya... yest maluaeted myself when I called into 933 w/o noeing that they giving out something and w/o noeiing the answer... die man and it was ling zhi who answered the fone... greats... whatever...
Best part was I dunno why but I suddenly felt suffocated when I went into Mini Toons... Got giddy and went out immediately to the chairs and sit... Think its coz of fatigue? Sighs... thinking whether shld take up LEP now nots... and which sch I shld go... what a tuff choice...
I wanna pon sch and go Ngee Ann Poly tmr... anyone wanan go wif me?? Dun think so right? haha... i wan my mass comm!@!! Grr... my eng so bu zheng qi...
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8:59 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Haha... seems that I really shld haf joined photography club =P Haha.. But anyways... Nth much today lar... Went to rent Love Bond!!! OMG that show is soooo darn nice!! Of coz wif my kenix its better... =)
Alot of ppl keep on asking abt my results and I am kind of tired of answering them what schs I might be going... sighs... Shona called me up and asked if I wanna take LEP nots.. I qualify lar but haha... I scared lar :P Whateva.. gonna ask Chen Lao Shi when I go back to sch...
Looking forward to Jing Ru's concert!! Haha... But my results... aiya to hell wif it =P
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9:24 PM