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Monday, February 28, 2005
Am darn sad when I got to noe that most of us wun be in the same place anymore and that I might not be able to make it to my dream sch... *HC/NJ* Although I noe to others mine aren't that bad off but... I dunno I juz dun feel that happy... On the contrary.. I can cry when ppl of my current class keep asking if I am gonna stay in meridian nots... sure MJ is fun but... stress? I dunno... I'm confused. Darn confused. 神啊,赐给我力量来过这一关吧!
Asked for Mrs Kee's advice but it seems that eventually I still hafta choose it myself... Zen me ban??
And to Gh... cheer up ks? Its an ok result... 别在为了他而沮丧了。Its not gonna help matters... No matter what you do, juz rem the song of my blog k? *Thats what frens are for* In other words... when u need us u can count on us to help you =)
Sighs... guess thats all for today. Bye. For peeps that wanan view pics of 933, its on the 27th Feb entry. *winks*
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9:47 PM
A few more hours... to doom? or to heaven? But anyway I had fun for the first hr in MJ and Liane was a bit bo liao lar... Me and Vanessa practically went wild and Si Hui was like screaming her lungs out!! hAHA... haha btw I didn't sleep that well either... was juz flipping abt in my bed and occasionally zzzing on and off haha... Hope Jin Yu had fun! Haha okie she did lar.. right? ;)*winks*
scared.... Scared... SCARED!!!
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11:18 AM
Sunday, February 27, 2005

Pei Fen having abliss? Haha... She got bf de wor.. no wonder smile till so can lan =P

Ling Zhi, Wei Bin, jia Hui and Pei Fen hosting on air Live =P

On air live 2

Me and Ling Zhi~ Haha... she seems to like to ban gui lian alot

Ling Zhi and her mi mi yan

Ling Zhi ban gui Lian again haha...

Chong Qing and Li yi hard at work =)

Oops... pic blurred... but its jia hui haha... ke ai~!

Hey hey... the dog is more cute den Pei Fen =P Haha... the dog is sooooo cute!!!

1, 2 ,3 ,4 dun haf hi 5... so sad =P ut I like this pic.. actually haf one more pic de budden my hands moved so no pic of wei bin and Ling Zhi alone =(
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
Dang Noe you r unhappy so this is for you:
5 ways to be happier: 1> Exercise coz It can keep ur mind of things
2> Open up ur window and let the sunshine in. It lifts up your mood.
3> Eat more food that contains carbohydrates! Its contains energy =)
4> Listen to pop music! Those wif fast rhythm speed up ur heartbeat and can make you feel better!!
5> make yourself Laugh at the slightest things.
taken from "Seventeen" Hope Its can be of help for you k>? =)
Okie... uploading pics has seemingly lagged my whole comp down... crap!! Haha... So darn hot!!! ARGH... cannot stand the weather lar... Anyway... today went to support Ling Zhi at the Nissan roadshow... haha actually is go support her and the other 933 DJs lar... Umx... but nbr see that Ding Zhi Yong and oso Bukoh Mary lehx... haha.. But took a couple of phtos... haha... some v cute de will upload here later :P
Ya den that Mr A was late... grr... But anywa took a photo wif ling zhi... haha... yeah yest cried over her prog coz last day le... but of coz I not only cry coz of the last day but oso coz of alot of stuff.... Yeahs... Haha den she say I crazy lor... cry over her prog haha... Ya den she say she could not regconise my voice until after chatting for a while... haha... she gave me sum useful tips say cannot throw tutorials aside coz it will accumulate... dun worry i wun do it after i get my results... Haha... she ban gui lian ban till v cute...
Den saw Wei Bin oso... wah super hard to believe that she has given birth b4 coz she is soooo thin!! Haha... but her daughter v cute wor!! haha... Den Jia Hui oso ban gui lian at me... oops.. .think its at the cam haha... But they v nice after that when I see them they wave bye bye to me :P Haha... A pity cannot go support Ling Zhi 2molo at Tanya's autograph session coz of the youth conference at NTU haha... Suan le sure will haf other times de... Btw, I saw Ling Zhi's car! But haha... although its a nice shade of black... Not my type lar :P
K thats all I think.. Good luck peeps~
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10:12 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
"When I say go, you say fight, GO-FIGHT, GO-FIGHT! When I say win you say tonight, WIN TONIGHT, WIN TONIGHT!, When I say boogie you say down, BOOGIE DOWN, BOOGIE DOWN! When I say all, you say right, ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT GO FIGHT WIN TONIGHT BOOGIE DOWN ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT!!!" ---> mJ'S Cheer!! haha...
Today was the official opening ceremony of meridian!! Haha... suddenly feel so proud of it... kept shouting out teh cheers... But one bad point... the air con of the hall was toooooo strong!!! Haha... But I love the performance even though it was like only 15 mins whereas compared to the speeches... kao eh 45 mins!! haha... Its cool... Umx... as for the rest haha... actually nth much happening lar coz I was like zzzing half the day off... And of coz... watching my beloved tv!! haha... I wanna rent Love bond!! I wanna watch my kenix!! Haha... Sadded... I'll rent it after results... haha... good luck peeps ;)
Oh Ya... I called into 93.3 again!! Haha... toopid Ling Zhi.. I pronounce my name not clear mehx?? Haha.. den she call me xiao gu niang!! dots... Say wad I always qian li tiao tiao go support her *true lar* But a pity that I think no one listened lar.. but I asked gh to cheer up... Tried to psycho her to sing but haha...she refused so i say when she got album i'll be the 1st to buy!! Haha... made me wait for 7 mins b4 I went on air.. haha... Sad... she today last day of 2300 le... I'll def cry de!! Yest while chatting wif her nearly cried le lor... Haha she ask me to haf more confidence in the results *obviously she forgot my age again haha when she asked which standard I am at now*
KK... good luck peeps!
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9:43 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Hi peeps... yest went to watch I do I do wif gh ans hx... took neoprints agian ;) Haha.. its the norm le... but I felt so bad for splurging even though I wasn't feeling real happy there... Splurging can make me feel better... But heck lar its my own savings anyway... yup... den gh came my hse look at the class fotos den i went ehr hse and we had a heart to heart chat...
O level results coming out on monday... I can't help but feel afraid... Pris was nice and said that I can call her anytime I wan... Mrs Suhaimy too! She's gonna turn on her hp 24 hours juz for us... how sweet of them... thanks!!! Scared can't help matters now but all I can do now is to pray and also not listen to rumours and juz scare myself anymore...
As for today... went to crash SA... Sicko lar the discipline master!! Dun wanna mention details here... its juz makes me wanna puke!! Yup then muz thank gh and wenmin for accompanying me to go everywhjere and lend me her shirt etc... Haha their student's centre is soooo cool! I slept there for like nearly one hour lor coz the cushion was juz soooooo comfortable that once my head was there, I juz went conk to dreamland!! Haha... Wish MJ has one too... but anyways... Haix... Doubt I crashing AJ anymore... lazy lar.. haha...
Umx... basically these few days are juz gonna be agony for me.. coz I wun be able to do anythign in peace till the results are out...
SPECIAL NOTE: 4EP peeps, pls bring 12 bucks for sch mag. The message is from Mrs Kee and hair muz be black and must wear sch uniform.
SPECIAL NOTE 2: To peeps of MJC's 05s402, you guys rock!! I'll def miss u guys alot if I leave MJ *sniffs* but as for that... again it depends on the results *sighs* Oh ya... I can only develop the fotos for u guys 2molo coz sumhow the stupid cam and com doesn't wanna obey me... =P
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Umx.... had a great time wif S402 today!! Haha... skipped my free lunch for "class gathering" den i felt so outcasted coz all of them all lit de den only I CLA coz CLA peeps got free lunch *pizza!!!* from mr liang haha... Was taking photos the whole day wif the cam and I was termed the photographer of the day haha... which means once 2molo ends *yes, we're gonna take more phtos again =P* I hafta send it to the whole class haha.... Maybe I shld haf joined photography club *nah... I'll be bored to death =P*
Okie... as for now... I haf decided more or less to stay in a JC for the mid years before transfering to a poly if I really cannot take it... And I haf more or less decided on what course to take in poly le... at most I'll do a double diploma!! Haha...
Trying to find a day to crash HC but Kai Lin like haf no lectures?? Gosh.. haha looks like I can only crash AJ =P Sad case.. I really dunno... but haha i will crash confirm =P
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Monday, February 21, 2005
This is an entry specially for gh:
Ger... I noe u are gg thru a very rough patch of ur time.. but do remember that whatevr happens, we all will stand by you and respect your decision. Anytime you need help, can juz call us... you can dun speak or anything but we will always lend u a listening ear and help you out if we can. I muz admit I dun haf such experiences and might not render much help but I can listen. Whatever u do, just follow ur heart and do what u think is right k? Cheer up!
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9:29 PM
Wow... I got a straight F for my chem paper... not enuff time lor!! Or not I would haf gotten an Ao.. well.. sighs.. stuffed more songs into my mp3 today haha... Sorry ar dang turned down ur invitation coz I was really darn tired after PE... and it ended at arnd 5++??
O level results coming out soon le!! How? I very scared... but like what they say.. I can only 听天由命 now coz the results are fixed le... haix... I wun be able to sleep well lor... I think I need something to keep it off my mind or not I can juz keep thiking and wun sleep at nite... Sighs... but maybe I can listen to the last few days that Ling Zhi is hosting the night shift.. .sigh she hosting evening slot den I very hard to listen to her le unless I change JC and can be released b4 5? ='(
Oh ya... haf u guys heard Kenix's duet wif Bowie? OMG... its soooooo nice!!! I luv it sooooo much!!! I'm gonna make it my fav song haha... ok it already is.. =P kenix sounds so diff from when she sings 有你就已经足够!! Haha... coz one very high pitched... den the duet her voice... is the normal one!! Haha... =P Can't wait to rent love bond... =)
Scared... scared... SCARED!!!
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Lol... so i am still the lil hardworking gal in 4EP ppl's hearts... gosh.. wait till they see me now haha.... I'm a total slacker now lol... cool right? ;) Oops.. haha... watching untraceable evidence 2 again... haha dunno repeat how many times le... tian di nan er gonna show again oso.. haha haf Jessica hsuan acting in it wior!! LOl... Umx... wanna watch Love Bond badly!! Haha... Maybe I'll go rent it after my result are released... sighs...
Hope you guys can enjoy the last few days of freedom =)
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
Surveyed the whole of bedok area today... so tiring... ran from one place to another... Went to AHS... so cool mans budden... it was on a hill and climbing up the hill was a horrible task... lol... kept on drinkin waster sia... the weather was juz sooooo hot!! Grrr... go anyway oso sweat think today's temp is like what... 35 deg? haha...
Saw Joanne and Ze Ling on my way.. Joanne was like so happy to see me!! Saw arvin oso.. I MISS EMPATHY ALOT!!!! Results coming out le... haix.... Jillian ps me... ask me go tampines den nbr go temasek poly in the end... sighs... waste of time... Suan le... if i wan go poly i oso wan go ngee ann... Sore throat's worsening... argh!!!!
I miss my kenix shows... haha channel 48 showing till we do apart again... haf kenix!! Haha but it shows at 5.05 and most of the time i cannot get home in time to catch it =( Nvm... next week haf alot of breaks!!! Woots~! Haha... college opening rocks for that point =P
Extra note =P : Ppl... do take care k? Weather really dry nowadays so muz drink more water okie? ;)
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Friday, February 18, 2005
Dang... take care ks? Dun watch movie today nvm de... haha so cute u sms me in the afternn... Not feeling very well today... My hands were like damn cold the whole day and i had cramps..nearly fainted during assembly when everything juz went black... wanted to leave sch early if not for the fact that I got OGL stuffs to plan... Lol... having a fever now... But 2molo still haf to survey Bedok area for the sake of MMM... Die... Hope 2night will feel better...
Got a fright and broke down after Jillian told me abt the MOE letter thingy and oso abt 15-17 poniters receiving it only... I'll be real devastated if i really get that bad... scared... But anyway heard its a rumour and Jillian was like saying if this was my reaction she cannot imagine what my reaction will be when i get the results...
On the brighter side.. I got a C for my maths!!! beter than expected but def not what Mr Kwek xpects from us lar... so ya lro we r not used to the lecture system... haha... I dunno lar.. but anyway I am not too happy abt it either so I will try to work on improving my understanding of the stuffs... Haha.. Dun think it'll be successful anyways
So... I gg Aj 2molo oso... haha or maybe jillian will come look for me to go temasek poly... dunnos..
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10:22 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
WARNING: pLEASE DO NOT READ ON IF YOU CANNOT TAKE IN THE WOES OF A TEENAGER
If diamond is a piece of coal which did well under pressure... I muz haf become one now... GH seems to be having probs coz she was crying when she called dang... I had absolutely no idea that being an OGL is gonna be that tough and further more I am gonan play a double role as games ic... Ms Gn tried to hit the concepts into my head but it juz cannot register... My fone kept ringing during OGL meeting...THIS SUCKS!
At this rate... not only ppl arnd me am gg bonkers wif their probs.. I'm going gaga over trying to help them and oso my own probs! Better still today I am gonna fail my maths test confirm fail de.... ARGHHHH!!!!
LIFE SUCKS...
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Monday, February 14, 2005
First of al... HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY PEOPLE!!! Haha... had lotsa chocolates man thankx to 05s402 and my dearest seniors!!! haha... YOu guys rock!!! Lol...
Erm... must say sorry to Jin Yu first... Jin if you happen to see this, really very sorry!! Its not I dun wan to go... Its I really scared of my results den if no mood to celebrate coz results baddie *touchwood choy!* I might spoil the whole party =( Sorry lehx!! Well.. haha thats not the only reason oso lar.. hur hur... I'm really really really sorry!!!
Okie... Well... actually I haf nth to update lehx =P Just that... die if really what xy said was true... I really hafing tao hua yun?? Oh no... Coz now there is a Mr C coming up le... kaos... Zhen me ban...
Chem mock SPA today... confirm fail de haha... Chem lect test... dun hafta study noe I confirm wil fail de haha... so... dun study!! =P
Umx... Mrs Suhaimy was giving us long crap abt the Os stuff.. which will be out soon... jeepers creepers... And guess what? ?haha... my GP was horrible... so peeps... esp to my EP frens haha... the next time u try saying my eng is gd... think again =P I flunked my compre by like 6.5 marks? Haha...
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
I just came across kantang's blog... Lotsa things happened to me this week and it made me realise that I really hafta grow up from my way of thinking and really force myself... yes FORCE myself to mature... Just saw zz's pic... I realised that I really missed empathy alot alot... although I still haf my darlings in MJ... but... I can still break down any moment whenever I see peeps blogs... Although I am not that close to Zhang Zhao.. We still were frens for 4 years... 这也是算缘分吗,不对吗?I miss them lots...
Maybe what Mrs Suhaimy said was right. YOu really haf to prepare yourself for a new environment both physically and mentally... but I realised that I haven't done both. I guess thats why I'm still not used to the place... But dun get me wrong... I'm toking only abt academic stuff.. .I am hafing fun wif my darlings but I really realy miss CCHMS... After all... My darlings *ok they are Joanne, You Mei, Ashita and Vannessa* are nice and everything but in the mornings... sigh
Just had a long sms session wif Yi Shan too.. turns out that she did not go to a JC? Gosh... I half wished I could haf haf her prelim's L1R5 too... den maybe I wun be so bad off... Sigh... Results coming out le.. not looking very much forward to it... Not say I dun haf confidence in myself but... sigh... its faltering coz I just can't help being born in the helpless yr of the dragon.. wth?? Sigh... dang's thinking of gg to poly... as for me? I dunno yets...
Had along chat session wif Miss Gn on Fri *yes I went to sch* Well.. .actually quite a waste of time lar coz haha.. we kept on slacking for every single lesson.. .not in the mood to study u see... haa... took class photo den she gave us lots of advice... the question is... do I really ahf to set a goal? Why is it that I can't motivate myself... umx... food for thought anyone? She came form VJ... cools.. If only I can make it there... but it'll be another torturing 2 years for me again due to the distance... kaos... Anyway... she really can gif good advice *surprisingly* She's a 7-pointer!!! OMG... Haha.. .btw forgot to mention that she is my chem tutor...
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
Hey guys! changed the layout le... coz I got sick of the other one... haha HAPPY CNY PEEPS!! Lolx.. new year new dreams... =) Yups and now.. umx... can anyone help me out wif my blog?? Haha... I wanna put a clock and i haf the link but the prob is.... I duno how to put it in!!! I tried le den it become covered by my layout... yikes!!!
ANyway... went to bai nian as usual and haha... Dunno how much weight I'll gain mans... My aunt came back from HK so took a cab down to marine parade to see her and her son *Jasper* is sooooooooooooooooo cute!!! Haha... Serious!! He keeps smiling and is forever so restless!!! Haha... so ke ai... I juz luv lil toddlers =P
Umx... thinking if I Shld skip sch 2molo... Umx... Jess is in Sg but I dunno which part is she at!!! Sighs... dun think I'll haf a chance to see her now... Ka Jie is in M'sia... Miss her lots wor!! Haha... Ok lar... I 2molo still haf OGL meeting... kao at 5.15 again... can stay at home to sleep le.. haha...
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Monday, February 07, 2005
Sigh... guess what?? Out of 5 questions in the chem mini test today.. i left 4 questions blank!! What can be better... cools....and this is juz the beginning... juz now dunno whether shld luff or cry at myself... Looking at benny's blog made me feel worse... he was toking abt inferiortyand if this is the kind of life.. I would gladly withdraw... but the question still is... shld I or shld I not? Why is other ppl not feeling the same stress that I am?? Why is it that everyone seems to be coping well but not me? Although I keep telling my frens that nah... I'm alright... I felt like crying deep inside... I dunno what is my identity anymore...
So u think I like what I am doing now? Dun be deceived by my appearance. I feel juz like a horrid ger who cannot take it anymore... I noe that ppl are getting worried abt my mood swings and instability le * u peeps noe who u r* but... what can I do? Why muz I be forced to mature *although I am considered mature?*? Why why why?? I haf lotsa questions in my head...
I can only say that I am grateful for my frens esp You Mei and Joanne and dang and others... Coz Yest I had a great time during CIP... Although they dunno what I am thinking deep inside... i dunno what to do... I am a sucker. period. I miss Chung Cheng... I hate life. ='( I'm feeling depressed. Somebody help me!! Chem...
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3:29 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Umx... juz came back from the SP open house... ok lar but the life not that vibrant as xpected haha... still prefer NP... ya den quite interested in the media and communciations course... its something like mass comm but u got learn business... Umx.. Ducky and Hiang said i was more suitable for the poly life... umx... sigh... dunno where to go mans... Leaving me more confused...
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Friday, February 04, 2005
Bloggy... so happy coz dang sent me the TVB calendar thingy!!! Haha yup I'm crazy le... haha but my kenix de pose not nice!!! Ar... but anyway... will be better if haf the real thing wahaha... coz I cannot print... sadded... Yup... I'm siao le but not as siao as me and vannessa yest coz we kept doing cheers!! Woots~!
Okie... erm today was a fun day in general... coz the OGL interview, which wasn't exactly an interview was just to ask us plan for games mar haha... =P nothing much... cya~! =P
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
Hmm... 2 days nbr blog le coz was toooo tired... Okie so back to the 1st of feb... had OGL interview den had to wait for super super long coz my slot is at 7.10!!! Gawd... wanted to go home and sleep de budden... Joanne told me she was free so... haha no choice =) But anyway... thanks alot joanne!! For the advice that was useful and oso for teaching me chem =) Haha... yeap then the OGL interview was ok juz that I nearly screwed up juz coz I sat down immediately?? Kaos... Anyway... good news is... I GOT IN FOR THE 2ND ROUND OF INTERVIEW!!! haha... but... still deciding lar...
Yup and as for yesterday.. went back chung cheng to look for taechers esp mrs kee coz I need her advice in something... BUT.... she wasn't there!!! Super dots... the zu jiao not dere... haiz... den cannot haf private conver wif her and dang le... hafta wait till CNY eve... sighs.. haha anyway when we walked into the staff room saw that toopid mr yazeed and he gave his "da dao li" *adapted from dang* As if everyone wanna go JC lidat... haha... den go look for Mrs Pereira... she gave me the wrong hp no!!! Kao... haha... anyway she is cute... she said I lost weight!!! Really mehx? No lor... Haha... told her I gained 0.8kG then she was like saying I'm obsessed?? Haha... den she ask me dun come back during CNY eve *coz she dun wan gif angbao* haha... I will still go back and ask for it de =P Den she forcefully feed me biscuit again... dots...
Den go look for that lil penguin who nbr on her toopid hp... grr... waste so much time mans...haha... Complain to her that GP was so hard haha... Coz muz rephrase every single word... Den went wif dang to east coast supposedly to see the sunset... But... kao no sunset =( Watched the high tides recede instead... Felt so peaceful and great there... Really really wish that our troubles can juz be washed away lidat... Den dang forced me eat mac!!! Diaos... I got eat snacks mar... Haha... anyway thanks dang for accomapnying me =)
Den Mr Kwek *my c matsh tutor* very cute ar!! Haha... I say I was cold to my darling *Vannessa* den he took off his jacket and gave it to me!!! God... so gentleman haha... Den i was liek so paiseh coz I nbr seen a teacher lidat b4 =P
As for today... gastric occured today... sighs... anyway CO was fun and the stupid self-acclaimed mei nv *my senior lar =P* keep on teasing me!!Grrr... haha... had CNY rehersal today... 2molo still haf OGL interview again... seriously i hope i wun get in =P Haha... but it'll be fun if i get in.. thing is... everything will hafta depend on the O level results u see.... Ok longest entry ever... cyas!!
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