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Thursday, September 30, 2004
HAPPY BDAY PAMELA~!!! Wish her many happy returns of today....
Peck Peck came into our class to tok again... took up Mrs Kee's lesson... Sian bo? Keep toking abt teh same things... Anyway... today's lesson was quite slack coz of Peck Peck lar... so sian... den dun even dare to look into her eyes lor coz I feel so dui bu qi to her... Haix... yeah... luckily she didn't mention my name liek what she did lar... But... I still feel bad to her, huang Lao Shi and Dava and alot alot lar.... haix....
Anyway... I let my tears flow again.... but definitely not in front of Dava again coz of what he said yest.... he simply refused to gimme 2 more marks to up my grade... den tok alot of crap on what he noes me well *yeah... like real* den what he noes that i do study hard.... Haix... Den he dummy lar..... Ass**le den i cry in front of my classmates again... Got so happy when i got to noe that they will moderate till I get 20 but if he nbr add mark.... I am dead.... Haix.... Haix.... Haix....
Okok... I tot it was abit late when I read Dang's message at she noes where.... coz I broke it and of coz Yah Yah's promise oso... Dunno why but the tears can juz flow.... think that was why I felt so giddy yest after going for the break.... On the exterior I may seem to be happy to others.... after crying lar I mean.... But in actual fact... I am real worried.... As in worried for my fren.... esp when I read her blog.... thats why I kept smsing her... telling her not to worry and keep on making jokes despite my upsetness.... Ok I noe its silly but.... I dunno lar... I juz feel worried... so i have to be happy for the sake of my frens....
Yeah.... think that is all for today le.... btw muz thankx Gui Hao for asking me to go Wild Wild Wet to play even though I turned it down coz too much homework le... So hehe... thankx gal~ and of coz to Kai Lin, Agatha and Mei Jie aand Sylvia.... hehex.... K le.. bbuai~
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3:28 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
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8:19 PM
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8:19 PM
Today is a bad bad bad day.... Ai Jia cried in the morning den I kept crying over my results... todays results are like s**t and i can't make it to a JC le... failed 2 subjects.... L1R5 sure v high one... very very demoralising.... Den if its still not bad enuff, i had to accidentally spoil hui xin's CD and her stuff *she noes what I mean, sorry sorry sorry sorry*.... I dunno what to say....
Not only that.... guys are TOTAL JERKS wif some exceptional ones.... I dun wish to explain... u ppl shld noe what I mean... sorry if i offended anyone k? I'm juz not in the mood now... and I really hate myself for using so many tissues.....2molo i will get back both maths... sicko... Apparently, it simply juz ruins my mood cum feelings when I have to receive the news yest and of coz... my freaking f**king results...
Its v fan to noe that u have a lot of troubles le and u still have to deal wif others.... wherever it may be.... this afternn was watching 12th night when i inevitably broke down over my results again.... It sucks but I'm glad that I have friends who keep on cheering my on and spurring me to do better even when i tot i did my best.... so I suppsoe that was the only nice thing for the day becoz at the end of the day, I noe that i have many pillars to lean on and that I will nvr feel alone... many thankx to these ppl : Gui Hao, Alina, Yu Xuan, Hui Xin, Kai Lin and Don?... kept offering tissues to me and asking me not to cry... well its hard not to let them flow but the thing is that they do lend a helping hand everytime I fall.... thankx ppl...
K lar... thats all for today... good luck 4 2molo...
Me and her nbr really tok le.... shld I 4give her? I dunno... but whatever it is.... I still wish the 2 of them the best.... Really..... but it still hurts to noe that she is my close godsis.... a person whom is a great confidante to me... Trust me... it hurts alot....
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7:53 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
Weeee..... I'm on medication for six months.... after that then I will be free from the TB virus le.... what can be better?
*Dang... It is not ur fault dun blame urself kies? hUggies*
Anyway.... today was initially happy coz A maths passed liao... finally passed my A maths.... but my lit... I broke Yah's promise again... coz I couldn't take it when I was the lowest in class.... tomolo have to see dava... weeee.... *rolling of eyes*.... Anyway... everyone seems to like FIR nowadays... and yup muz thank gui hao, yu xuan and Alina for being wif me when I was low.... mus thank Zhang Zhao oso~! Haha.... coz she offered me sweet and ask me smile hehe.... everyone luffed at that.... Quite ironic oso coz I cheered Agatha up after SS and at the hospital, she cheered me up again~! Ok... its like so duh.... heck lar...
Back to the TB stuff... its kinda interesting coz my bump, along wif 12 others are too big so... hehe... we had to change into purple robes..... and take x rays~! that person very cute ask u to take a deep breath and exhale... hehe.... a once in a lifetime experience? Choy better dun have it again.... haha.... yeap den after that we went as a class to have a super long wait for the doctor to analyse the films... diaos.... so in the end had to go for tuition straight.... tried to scare ah wong... he has a new name called wongy wong now... hehe.... today suan him until he darn pek chek nia... haha
K lar... think thats all le... dreading 2molo and Weds papaers..... besides, Mrs Kee today give the timetable out... so cham almost everyday have 3ple lessons and then Mon and weds still have mock exams.... what can be worse? Dots.....
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8:23 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Haix.... yest got back EL and E maths paper one results... E maths was not that bad but the only flaw was that I did not have enuff time to go back and check and thus have alot of careless mistakes... super dots.... But english.... look at it only feel like crying... again.... haix... when did my english become lidat??!!! Luckily my oral pulled me up majorly or not I would have died on the spot by crying... this is a super bad sign and if I did recall... this had to be one of the worst few papers I had ever gotten.... haix.... Tomorrow will be worse... A maths Chem and E lit... what other combinations can be worse than that? Besides... I can't gurantee that i'll get my desired results for chem judging from my practical....
Ok... leave me alone to mope arnd for a moment while thinking of the worst.... tomorrow still have to go back for health check.... and theres this BCG bump on my hand now... what can I say?? Anyway... good luck to everyone for tomolo... sehx....
Yeah... den yest went to xin rou's hse to play mahjong again.... but i suppose it was quite boring lar coz everyone was so tired le and feel like sleeping... Den after that went to hougang mall wif hui xin to the library and shop shop abit... haha... borrowed 4 books to keep me occupied during debrief breaks....
Umx... went for tuition juz now... was raining when I was going home.... As if heaven was gloating over my misery... but heck lar... felt better now after talking to Hui Xin... "She sat like Patience on a monument smiling at grief"-- Twelfth Night's Viola seems a very nice quotation... Yeap... If u understand what it means... Bro was watching the show
and its story revolved arnd mahjong... *goosebumps* Next time... dun eva ask me to throw out "xi" and "yi tong" again... *creeps*
K alr... end here le... quite long liao haha... and xiaodang is hankering after reading my blog.... dots hahah....
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5:09 PM
Friday, September 24, 2004
I flopped.... at my best two subjects summore... ppl keep thinking that my english is of a good good standard... and i keep saying no... and look at what happened??? i proved myself to them... I did badly for my paper one... I 'm not even cut out for my banding class.... and as for chem... ppl get 30+ for their practicals then I what>??? Just pass lor.... and its supposedly the subject that I had most confidence in... I'm totally disappointed.... I kept telling myself not to cry but what happened?? Initially I was like saying ok... EL still nvm but after looking at my Chem.... I broke down literally... again... I failed as to my promise to Yah Yah... haix.... As for Physics.... dun say le....
After crying and making my eyes sore again felt abit better.... lets hope I wun do so badly... den after that went for jab.... it hurts alot esp when they nbr even bother to put alcohol on ur hands.... and now its so numb.... and tkd sucks too.... why you may prob ask... I missed three weeks of lessons and sparring and now I can't even spar properly... dun think i going for grading... I'm feeling super demoralised.... and go there got abandoned by my so called 'meis'.... I seriously am in a dilemma now... I'm juz a stupid ger...
I'm depressed.... I wish I hadn't read my jie's blog.... I really wish so.... I feel so god damn tired abt things.... I didn't tell anyone abt this.... Haix... K lar.. think thats all for today... gonna mope arnd... sayos~ I love a guy.... Yes.... ppl reading this pls keep it shut inside k? I didn't tell him but i guess.... Loving a person means to let him go and be happy.... I dun wanna think of anything.... I juz the average looking Jane.... yes.... I hate my life.... and I hate it to the core... Does a person always avoid u when he or she has done something wrong?
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10:54 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Weeeeeee~! Prelims are finally over haha.... that was what everyone said yesterday after the lit paper... anyway the lit paper no time to finish again.... dotx hahahha..... Budden.... tomolo take results liao and also health check.... sian bo??
Anyway... today my clique of guides finally went out together~! but of coz.... jas wasn't there... haha... well we went to watch dodgeball.... tot it was quite a lame story lar but it does tickles and its a good way of relaxation.... Yeah den they bought me teh yan wei die CD for my bday prezzie.... haha... ya very belated le but its still the thought that counts and I have to run down all the way back to HMV to have it changed again becoz the cover was dented.... dots.... I'll go after the check up ba... haha.... sian man.... And ya..... we walk and walk and walk and walk around juz trying to find Far East Plaza~! well... didn't go in the end lar haha... coz was so tired le since we walked from orchard to dhoby ghaut.... Lala....
Tomolo = D DAY.... if we do it badly...means first three months is down the drain.... *shrugs* well well well.... Heck liao lar... anyway lets hope the O levels will be over as fast as the prelims... dot dot dot... its being spread over three weeks lor.... K lar think I'll stop here coz I sian liao.... wanna watch the last episode of Aqua Heroes and also my Armed Reaction 4 haha...
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7:19 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Sian... flunk Physics le... weeeee.... not that confident of Chem either.... Lalala.... anyway so tired out sia.... studying for the exams are so super taxing.... Umx.... can't wait forWeds afternoon.... den it'll be freedom nia.... Juz now penguin say my socks too short... heck her lar exams lor...after all i'll be in school for less than another month or so....
Nobody's updating their blog so frequently now it seems... aiya heck lar.... anyway had a nice chat wif Ai Jia and Xin Rou juz now haha... seems as though most of us wans to go to Temasek Poly if cannot go JC.... and all of us are saying that our first 3 months are going down the drain.... weeeee.... anyway... gonna go and vote for Kenix in her new show~! haha.... its called qing chu yu lan.... dun think I'm gonna study for lit liao... the first paper was already a total letdown.... *sniffs* but hey~! surprisingly I didn't cry today over Physics.... break record of MYEs.... whateva lar... wonder if Mrs Kee saw the pics le mar... Heck... I dunno what I toking oso... anyway... good luck on the results guys~!
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1:47 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Umx.... listenign to Liang Jing Ru's song now... haha.... anyway I wrapped a prezzie so nice for yah yah den I broke it~!!! ARGH~!~!!! ='( But anyway oso gave Yah Yah sixteen bday bashes today and Kai Lin seventeen haha.... Haix... Time really flies and *oh no I'm gonna cry again...* man I'm really gonna miss everything.... *sniffs*
Okok... today took de HSK exam... fairly ok lar... huh? to Kai Lin, Rina and Yah Yah *HAPPY BDAY~!!!!!* Haha.... gave Kai lin a hp keychain and sooooo sorry Rina if you are reading this coz I sisn't have time to buy for u.... shall make it up for u by giving u a treat some other day k?? den have this guy who fainted on the MRT train... gosh... But anyway... dunno lar...
Dots... Jillian stood me up today... haix but nvm lar... me and gui hao had fun in ah wong's class oso... Hehe... See ya guys next time~!! Gotta hit my books again ='(
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9:30 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
HAPPY BDAY YAH YAH~!!! haha... She's in for a surprise tonight on yes 93.3 fm... haha.... shall update 2molo~! anyway... heres something for her...
Hey gal....
thankx for everything u have done for me lehx~! Really very grateful... esp ur message in my autograph book... eh is not i wanna cry one ok?? haha.... the tears can juz flow from my tear ducts... but anyway i shall keep that in mind... I wun cry so easily *crosses her fingers* Haha... Erm... HAPPY BDAY TO YOU HAPPY BDAY TO YOU HAPPY BDAY TO YAH YAH *QUACK QUACK* HAPPY BDAY TO YOU~!!! Ok... i noe its getting lame but haha.... juz wanna relive u of ur stress.... dun get so uptight over the first 3 months thingy I'm sure u can do it one lar... my dearest 'a maths tutor'~~! =) *muacks* hers a kiss for u... shall give u 16 blated bashes 2molo when I cu for HSK oso... haha.... Happy or not?? One entry specially for u lehx.... haha... ok lar... oso wanna update abt Sg idol later.... Must relly thank you for everything... and yup~! Frens 4eva k?? You yi wan sui~!!! haha.... Lax gal.... dun get too touched kies? haha... told u liao mar wanna gif u surprise... anyway HAPPY BDAY~!
Hey... btw, guys MAIA GOT IN~!~!!! Yeah~! haha...
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2:28 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Haix.... Think I'm gonna flunk da papers....needless to say A maths was tough and I threw eight marks down the drain coz of RV.... the dreaded RV....sickening right??? E lit was bad too.... didn't have enuff time to even finish up my unseen section lor.... haix.... And today's Chem... felt like tearing up my answer sheet sia.... initially do until very happy coz at least can do the section A budden look at the Section B ten marks questions already feel like crying liao.... Hai....
Anyway.... lets juz say I gave up on it le... 2night's Sg idol I can't watch.... have tuition... Hope Donna remembers to record for me...Its the wild card special and I really hope Maia can win~!!! Haha.... ok... I'm digressing... Anyway.... been watching Duo Qiang Shi Jie 4... Very nice so far.... Haix... K lar stop here le cya guys and good luck.... erm for the rest of the prelims...
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1:45 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
Haix... yest was hugging the tv whole day.... but hey~! I did study kx? haha... had to pull myself outta bed in the morning... hehe.... actually its no need to go sch one but I juz went wif Kai Lin coz wanted to ask Mrs Kee chem questions... god.... den walked into sch thru side gate *gosh... I'll miss that* and heard her voice *which was quite loud =P* haha..... den we tot she was on the 2nd floor but she was on the 3rd haha... maybe coz the sch was too empty ba.... Den after that walked past the classroom den she look at us liek she was sooooo super shocked... haha... but anyway she shld have expected us to come back to ask her lar....
So... a long wait till ten thirty coz her lesson ended then... and after Fei Juan had her turn of asking questions, me and Kai Lin bugged her wif questions too.... *gosh... i'll miss asking questions wif Kai Lin too....* anyway.... had a very bad stomach cramp again.... darn...
after bugging mrs kee den went to marine parade library and chanced upon clara and wanhua... met yah yah and hiang to study A maths.... actually more like getting them to teach me... didn't really acheive much things but i'm crossing my fingers that at least I noe something now... juz like how much practise I put in in differentiation and eventually i made it... *sighs* dun feel like studying at all...
Umx...was watching Sg idol *and reading esther's blog* den realised that what she said was super right... coz Taufik and Jerry didn't deserve to get in... even the judges shared the same opinion as me and some other ppl haha.... Singapore does not noe how to vote properly lar... Maia, Beverly and Nana was quite good but they didn't get in.... but anyway there is still the wild card show and I think the competition is tough.... Oh wells...
Armed reaction four showing in SCV le... and I can watch but I oso wanna wacth the 8 o clock show... *sigh* guess I'll have to rent VCDs den haha
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you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
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1:00 PM

You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them.
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