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Saturday, November 22, 2003
U noe..... sometimes i really wonder what the heck is going on..... my tears can just flow whenever i look at any physics book.... esp when i dun understand the topic and the questions..... then i would start asking myself why? why izzit that all of my friends can pass with flying colours but not me? why izzit that i am such a failure? i feel so downright rotten at times and i feel as if i cannot communicate with my family..... they dun understand what i am going thru...... and they dun understand that it is really hard for me to juggle my studies..... Sometimes i feel as if i'm sufferring from depression..... Haix........
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Thursday, November 20, 2003

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Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
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Siansation today..... Woke up as usual in the morning and yup, i did homework... trying to complete my hw within this two weeks including the projects...... and i do not deny the fact that the hw is realli getting on my nerves coz i have to slowly slowly clear it off one subject by one subject and its like every subject oso have lor... yeah... i'm complainin9 again.... haix...
Anyway, went to sengkang to fetch xinrou coz she going hui xin house to do english project while she waits for yu xuan and gui hao at the other bus stop.... actualli i wanted to juz drop by to get teh han shen budden she asked me in coz there was alot of food... so no choice ;) haha... anyway we ended up playing with her hamsters and the board game hotel haha.... Then even though i ate le she still force me to eat... *child abuse* haha...
YUp.... my blog is getting lesser pics and more words.... i'm to lazy to look for the quizzes coz nowadays so obessed with the hk dramas because of Kenix Kwok ;) Anyway, congrats to those who had finished their Os and As~!
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
ok..... first day of the hols le.... budden it was being bugged down by guides camp stuff... i'm supposed to be on sentry duty fron 4.30 am to 6.30 am on the day of night walk i think.... anyway after that we supposed to buy some of the stuff we need budden she yah and I had not enuff expenses so we had to borrow from her fren but anyway, we got all of the stuff we're supposed to get for camp except for aluminium foil....
Just went to jia min's blog and saw the part abt guides complaining of us.... super reminds me of when i was in sec 1 sia.....budden we oso not that bad lor.... haix..... tension realli building up inside me man.... then summore saw the tag board on the ex senior saying we bad mouth them..... i'm not in a good position to say it lor but... haix.... my feelings all jummbled up now.... sumtimes i realli feel like crying out loud... which i frequently do to my jie haha....
Yanting called me up juz now... we were talking abt spiritual stuff..... yup i'm trying to grow up with God..... i noe i shld put my faith in him.... but i'm realli feeling mentally and physically tired now..... the workload is realli gonna kill me coz i hafta try and complete within two weeks.... Oh well... yeah and my cell grp had fellowship yesterday.... yupx they did not call me becuase they wanted me to concentrate on my physics and a maths.... yes i did badly... horribly.... but i think i'm grateful to them lar coz at least it shows that they care =) thankx guys =)
Oh well.... what to do? Anyway, i like the show tan pan zhuan jia so much that i've been lookign at the hk drama page every time i come online hehe and i keep on saving Guo Ke Ying's picture... .suddenly like her alot coz she is super chio hehehe... she become my new idol le lar.. ..
KK gtg le... night ppl~! Good luck!~
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Friday, November 14, 2003
Arghhies..... finally finished the two weeks of extension lessons le.... but dunno why still feel so darn tired and sianxxxxxx.... oh well..... budden the holiday homework is more than enuff le can u imagine? 6 subjects lehx and all the assignments all so long lor... i intend to complete it b4 i go abroad lar but now it looks as if its impossible lor coz still have two projects 2 complete lehx.... ='(
Haix..... yeah i got back my report book today... not that satisfactory... i DID NOT meet my target at all..... den ms choa say i cannot go JC wif this kinda marks but i feel like telling her i do not want to go to a JC ya? anyway, i will still try to half my mark according to her instructions..... looks like i hafta work super super hard even though my position is not that bad in my class lar but i still feel inferior to others.... i may have passed every subject on the overall, but my a maths all have the ugly line underneath lor for my 2nd semester.... looks like my results dropped a super lot..... haix.....
Anyway, to ppl stil having the As and the Os, good luck and happy hols to the rest~! =)
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Sunday, November 09, 2003
hey hey!~ haben updated for one week le..... anyway yup i went for service again yesterday and i was late for cell group by fifteen mins coz i went for guides till nearly one mar =P but carrying the guitar along was not exactly an easy job either ya noe? anyway, so happy that alot of ppl converted today and i saw cecelia and sheau wei at church.... Lol anyway i'm looking at the hongkong tv website now so interesting =) can see all the shows' story line of every episode try it ppl~! www.tvb.com anyway, have a nice day.;.... before we get our report boks this fri...
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Sunday, November 02, 2003
Umx.... its been a week that is quite "happening" hehe.... yeah my bro went hospital yest.... i think its food poisoning lar but now okay le... wad a scare...anyway, i went service oso... quite fun lar.... i like the praise part coz the songs are so nice.... yupz... so sian now.... dun think i can stand another 2 weeks of school.... the sec 1s and 2s fang sch le but i still hafta slog my guts out for the chi O level... and have to wait 4 another 2 weeks before my re exam for a maths and oso the report book *creeps*
Anyway. yesterday morning i had the tour guiding stuff going on... sicko... the sch open house mar den nominate ppl 2 b tour guides den they pushed all teh sec three guides up and still say congrats summore.... wad a lame thingy.... anyway it did not go that well either coz alot of parents went off during my tour so its abit duh..... Our shift only ended at arnd one plus plus and i had to rush back down to jurong to yu xuan's house 4 cell group.... in the middle of their worship summore hehe.... xiao rong said i did not miss much though =) haha i went 4 service after that and had a free ice cream =P Chen Hong converted!~ haha.....
Ok... hafta go study now so cya~! btw, good luck 2 the ppl having O levels and A levels~! 2molo O level de first paper le so ppl jia you~~!
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