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Friday, September 26, 2003
K lor.... its been a super bad bad week for me coz the whole week oso exams and i have to cope between my tuition (at suntec on mon night and wed aftnn and thurs nite at my hse) and the class tests so on mon and tues i was having the hell of a time coz when i reached home it was like at 10.30pm and i slept at 11 but woke up at 2 am just to study... was so tired dat i nearly gonna faint sia in the evening.... dunno wad happen oso... anyway, its just so stressful....
Nowadays i only have the time 2 come once a week... coz exams coming le....and i am really trying to buck up to get my stupid first semester results up... hopefulle i can get below 19 for my L1R5... its already very little expectation le.... but haix.... i'm just too stupid to absorb all the info and i can nvr get paid back for my work... Sometimes life really sux superly.... And yes... especially wwhen i have a form/chem teacher who is so two-sided lor... wed i 4got to bring my worksheet then she scold and scold the whole class then when mr yue dropped by she all of a sudden turn so "happy" and asked me to go back 2 my seat.... she realli so 2pid.... then at first she "comforted " us say if we fail the test its just a road to success but the following day, she staretd scolding again and again and say she cannot tolerate ppl like that.... I'm just so fed up with her~! and i have to stay wif her till next year lor....
The only okay thing was that yes... i finally can get a chance to go on a plane at the end of the year becoz our school organising trip to Perth.... i stil thinking if i shld go with the school or go with my family to taiwan.... and my new a maths tutor was so way cool (the one at suntec) she is a uni undergrad at her last semester... oh wadeva.... generally a super super bad bad week... Countdown: 14 days to the exams? haix.... dun feel like studying
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Saturday, September 20, 2003
You're the HAPPY CHEERFUL SMILE! Your always REALLY
happy and optimistic. You are a great person
thats always kind and caring. You have tons of
friends becuz of your great friendly
personality and you never put ANYONE down:)
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Umx... and since when have i been dat optimistic? =P
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I'm a Geranium. The most important thing to me is having and being with friends. I could not live without my friends. They define me. I would be lost without them.
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Which Piercing are you?
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Haix.... i realli am sick liaox summore just now got caught in the rain and did not bring my umbrella.... sianx and my dear fren is down wif fever again and i got a flu.... to make things worse i haf exams the whole of next week~! sicko.... anyway, today we had flag day... and yes... in the middle of the rain... den my other fren and i went somerset to my church to appeal for donations... after service, my fren and i continued asking passers by near centrepoint... some ppl were very kind and donated more than coins....and dat was indeed rewarding... but by then i already sore throat and my cough was getting worse.... haix.... wad eva... monday still haf chi prelims so i cannot afford to get mc oso.... Good luck to me next week... (exams) and to the ppl having prelims oso =) Countdown: 19 days to EOY (stressful ar~!)
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Friday, September 19, 2003
Soft Hearted
If your two hands are free, you will always volunteer them to help out. You take a compassionate initiative, but possess the respect to hang back until given the go-ahead to get involved. How Caring Are You?
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11:34 PM
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Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
I miss sesame street *sniffs* hahha
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11:32 PM
What's Your Tanya Theme?
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Cuteness and loveliness is your game to win the hearts of those around you. Although you seem artificial, stubborn and shallow at times, deep down, you're all about courage, friendship and love. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?
haha... i dun realli watch anime lor..
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11:26 PM
You're responsible, sweet, gentle and lovable! You have a loving heart, a great respect for all creatures (human, great and small), and the ability to see the thing that makes each individual special. However, you tend to overlook the things that make you special, and thus, putting you in a position to be pushed around by others. Take some time everyday to reflect on your qualities, and see that you don't have to please everyone and still be loved for who you are. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
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Woah....not online 4 one whole week le... its not been a good week though haha.... because on wed me and my fren went sick bay.. .she got stomach cramp den i have gastric... just becoz i forgot to eat my breakfast... argh~ And then coz weather not good this few days, i caught a cold... kept on sneezing and was coughing the whole day.... oh well.... ppl must take care ok? recently de weather not very good.... sianx lor... next week everyday oso test... no break at all... yeah yeah.... i'm stressing myself again but i only have abt less then 2 weeks down to EOY... sickening and 2molo still have flag day.. hey speaking of that~ remember to go 2 bedok library ok? help us donate~! And to ppl in the midst of their exams (prelims) good luck once again =) Countdown: 20 days ( i think) to EOY
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Sunday, September 14, 2003
Goddess of the Sun and there's no doubt that you
have a bright and cheery exterior!
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Saturday, September 13, 2003
obsessive compulsive
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla
hehe... i agree 2 it lar... must admit dat
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
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What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Haha.. this is cute though =)
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10:41 PM
You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.
What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Lol.. .since when haf i been cheerful?
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10:37 PM
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.
What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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10:34 PM
umx.... today's activity actualli not much lar... budden becoz the soil too loose so we did not haf flag raising and a lot of initial plans were changed, such as role call... .anyway, we were also planning for the camp lar whhich will be taking place right after our extension of 2 weeks, on the 24th-- 27 nov... den we also continued planning for the hike, which will be taking place at pulau ubin... later, because the sec 2s were playing games on their own wif no senior, she yah and I joined them and we played concentration hehe... we saboed alot of ppl... later we were joined by connie and ee hiang haha... anyway on the whole the activity today was quite lax lar... den after pioneering we were dismissed...
I met up with yuze and we started picking up leaves outside the school because my friends were coming to my house to do the lit project *yawns* and i had 2 ftech them w/o even having a rest at sengkang.....oh well... anyway, we did the props forst and as the rest were doing teh set up and plan, i bathe and ate first =P i'm quite a bad host huhx? After doing the props we rehearsed for about 2-3 times, den we gave it a break at near to 9 pm.... hope my frenms r not suffering from gastric sia.... anyway , the project was a play of twelfth night and i realli think dat one week id definitely not enuff.... even the TN ppl had the SARS hols~! anyway, tatax for now~!
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10:28 PM
Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!!
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Huh? dunno wad is this drink? =P
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Friday, September 12, 2003
Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty"
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Hehe... i nnot beautiful though
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Poseidon
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11:48 PM
Bring It On!
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ehx... .not sure if this is really true
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11:45 PM
Well... today was quite an okay day lar.. went to guan yin temple to pray wif my mother den we had a great shop out at OG.... actualli OG alot of things lehx.... now i oso dun care abt branded or not le... nice clothes i buy... hehe.... but i ended up not buying lar... even though i saw one spagetthi strap one... dat one very nice but it was black in colour and i tot it would be hot in it.... kinda wasted lar but nvm, anyway, there r still many outlets dat sells clothes mar =P Den later we went to the hawker centre to have dinner.... Hehe.... taekwando was quite fun but i slipped and fell on a puddle of dirty water *sniffs* But luckily the grading shld be easier den exams..... even though it really is after the end year (its on the 19th and our exams end on 17th) Countdown: 28 days to end years
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10:58 PM
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
Umx.... today after tuition finally i noe abit more on radian le.... guess it realli needs alot of practise lar.... or maybe its abit coz of my lack of self confidence latr... haha... but the "best" part after tuition was dat we got invited to some sort of dinner lar... and the two of us (mich and me) joked with the teacher dat our dieting was destroyed... hahaha.. countdown : 29 days to end years
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Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Was at a pri sch fren's house (whose mum happen 2 b my mum's fren oso)... den realised that she is taking lesser subj than me... and her school still allow them 2 drop summore sia..... well.... when i told her mum i was taking 8 subj, she was asking me how i cope sia.... and ask me how was life... i told her it was stressful and i am realli on the verge of having a nervous breakdown... and she did agree dat as long i am happy i shld drop some subj so dat i can cope... but the truth is, our school dun allow us to drop the subjects lor...if not, i would have long chosen 2 drop le....
Better still.... when she said i was thin ( she has not seen me for abt 2 yrs) i was thinking.. i have already gained weight~! =P Oh well... i took it as a compliment anyway.... budden, i do agree wif her point dat nowadays parents dun give their chidren stress... at least in mine and my fren's case.... its the school (like mine) and the student herself as in the both of us.... And yes... not only i am dat emotional.. my fren is too... =)
Anyway... end year coming le... countdown abt one months time... lets all jia you kx? good luck and nightx~~
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Your name is Aspasia - you're quite a
daydreamer
, and possibly a bit of a hopeless romantic.
Dreams are a good thing however, so keep on
dreaming!
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Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Your treasure is a Ruby. You're a true romantic
with a good heart.
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11:46 PM
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Ehx... quite close my age... and my tots~!
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Heroic angel...you're always there when someone
needs your help. You care alot for your
friends and family. You're bold and have much
courage.
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11:41 PM
Haix.... just came back from tuition but i dun even gain a single query about my doubts... not dat i did not ask but its just dat i really dun understand... i'm really a failure.... and i was holding back my tears when i realised dat i dun even noe a single thing about radian... i mean, wads the use of noeing the formulas when i dun even noe how 2 tackle the questions? I noe i am doing my best already but even so, why izzit that i am so vulnerable? I just can't control the flow of my tears... alot of ppl think it is stress and i partly agree with them... but yes, i do study~! so why can't I get the results? I have alot of whys in my head now.... Everytime i c ppl close to me getting good results, i'll start thinkin... why izzit dat i cannot be them? just why?! ='( Even my fren, who at least passes all her subjects will start admitting i am more hardworking den her... so why izzit dat i just cannot c myself in the good books of my results?? just why??
Besides, there is a new SARS case that is also getting my feelings all mixed up.... i noe it does not haf anything to do wif me but... i dunno... i'm just feeling depressed.... I might as well not be born in this competitive society.... sometimes i just feel angry at myself.... just... oh well....
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Monday, September 08, 2003
I'm so sianx..... My whole pencil box is missing~! haiz... .anyway, i just bought stationery to replenish a new one....yeah and of coz as usual study... wad is the world coming to anyway? Is studying 2 get a degree dat impt? yes.... i'm feeling rotten now coz of the mounts of hw.... hols = no hols , sux
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10:16 PM
What's Your Personality?
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Ehx.... dun realli think its dat true
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Which Holiday are YOU?
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Ehx.... dun realli think this one is dat true
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Sunday, September 07, 2003
so sianx 2day.... nth 2 do but study... juz now a few ppl come my hse on the drama project... but not much things were settled except the props and the characters.. I got Malvolio.... anyway, ppl must take care of urself ok? And 2 the ppl taking prelims, good luck~! you can do it :)
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SIanx..... i'm so worn out but i still haf to type my twelfth nighte.... anyway, todays guides activity was kinda boring at first so we started doing homework... den i had a guide who nearly fainted.... (please take ur breakfast b4 coming for guides!!!) actually could have continued studying budden got stopped by mrs toh... but anyyway, i'm not a good leader by nature.. .oh well my frens are coming 2molo 2 do the lit drama project which i find is kinda lame =P Good morning ppl~
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Friday, September 05, 2003
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hey... My com finally reformatted le so now i can update my blog again..... anyway, this few days were kinda upsetting lar coz of my results and i failed 2 subjects yet again ='( It was definitely so sickening and i find myself very vulnerable coz i keep on crying~! I dunno why... but when some1 asks it will juz trigger off my tears and i'll go red eyed... haix.... am i really that weak in character such that i cannot even tolerate nor control myself?! I really haf no idea.... besides... i'm kinda a failure.... always scrape across the borderlines or better still flunk wif a horrible grade... I nvr ever make my parents happy... nor can i ever hit my dream of getting into TJC or VJC.....i'm at a real loss..... I juz hate myself sometimes.....
Anyway, to yvonne and jasmine jie: good luck to ur prelims~!
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